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Long story short, I'm pissed at my dad.
He's always off on business and when he's away, that's when he starts caring about me.
When he's in the house, he doesn't even acknowledge my existance. WDF?
So yeah. The school's all like, "STOP BEING EMOOOOO~"
[well, no they aren't, but you know they wanted to say that to me]
And now I have to go down to the Student Services thing every C2 day. :/
Why? Because of this:

Beautiful, is it not?

Yes, now you all know the real me.
The emotastic Kiwi. Love me?

Yeah. So my dad's all the way at Las Vegas and suddenly decides to call me.

[call]
Chelsea: Hello?
Dad: Are you stupid?
Chelsea: ... What?
Dad: What the hell are you doing to yourself? How stupid are you? What the hell is wrong with you?
Chelsea: ... You know you don't have to call me and tell me how stupid I'm acting. I'm aware of what I'm doing to myself and I'm capable of calling myself "stupid".
Dad: ... We will discuss when I return home.
[/call]

Yeah. So my step-mom and I went out bonding today and had a surprisingly nice time together. She and I were talking about my dad and how he is always working.
Because of that, he missed watching me grow up.
My step-mom does not want to make the same mistake as my dad and wants to stay home and watch my brother grow up, but my dad is against it because of money and stuff. :/
And now I'm all pissed 'cuz my dad is never home anymore and that whenever he is, he never does anything, yet he complains about how we never spend time together.

UGHgsdaklhgksldy;gioygoas;ygysgh;sda

HaHa. Thankya~<3

NOoooooo, Kiwi-chan, be HAPPY, u must be HAPPY >.<
srry if you've heard this a billion times before, but I hate it when ppls go emo and stuffles. and emo=/= sexy
(i was attempting at the not equal sign... i dont htink it workededed >.<)
but your parents do care about you, orelse they would have kicked you out of hte house. they just dont know how to show it, or something like that...
parents are just like that, everything will come out okay, and if it doesnt, ill magically send us all back in time and fix everything
and lazi give kiwi huggy and find cookie... somewhere here...

Dx you didn't tell me bout this!! >_< -hug- We all have issues with our parents time to time... it's ok... But why the scars? Scaring yourself doesn't make anything better. It makes things worse. Why? Because people would worry more about you! If they worry more and you managed to have enough blood loss after one more slit on your arm, then they would feel bad and think it's their fault. So stop it with the scars! anywho.. back to the father issue... It's his fault that he is in Las Vegas. I mean seriouslly. a buisness trip to las vegas?!?! >_> If he misses you so much to actually call you.. Why can't he just quit his job and get another one where he CAN see you? It's his fault... I don't want DEAD Chelsea! Then how am I supposed to worship? ._.
Is the Studient thingy even worth of going to? ^^;