Welcome to Gaia! ::

first thing first.. it's been awhile since i've been here... that might be a good thing in ways... but then again... well here's what has happened:

end of august:
pulled over for going 70 on the freeway didn't have insurance yet
sept 1st:
got rear ended after getting the insurance
a month after ish went to court for not haveing insurance, the citation for 538$ ish changed to 89$ good i suppose stressfull to go before a judge.

finally got car looked at.... yeah allstate insurance is evil they tried to rip me off big time... i won to sum it into a couple line lol

got a "fiance" guy i met on gaia awhile back... promised me everything. was goign to fly down to arizona to meet him and get officaly engaged and all that fun stuff. freaked out, coworker gave me roses doing anything to stop me from going. told my now ex fiance that i couldnt' go.. freaked out all that.... started going out with my coworker that probably saved my life or at least saved me from who knows what.

hasn't been that long going out with the guy.. he treats me like an angel. does everything right, says everything right, a real knight in shining armor. we both want the same things in life... we want to go down the same path, and walk down that asile. lets put it this way he told me that he'd get me the cheapest ring from a store, he didn't say what store. the store we walked into was the most expensive: Tiffany & Co. omg. the ring we are getting is like 1400 ish. it's sooo pretty and sparkly! anyways that's the good thing that happened. and we were going to move out together into an apartment next to where we work. everything was perfect. but in my life... if things start to go right... everything has to start goign wrong... why i don't know....
i keep doing things wrong, my school sucks, my parents started thinking that (remember i'm 19, he's 23 we are both adults) i didn't love them and such things plus i'm driving my dad's car cause i've got nothing else to drive cause my car is totaled (goes back up^ and edits that part into things). but yeah... it's been hell... and then guess what just to top everything off my account on here got hacked and all my very expensive donation items and such... are gone. want to know who "blarglolzors" that's who. found his name in my trades... everything bam. *Sighs* i want to kill him... i've been up all night crying because i probably wont be able to get to see my bf or go to work s**t hit the fan... masively....

Did you PM a mod with the hacker guy's name? He might be long gone, but even so, it's worth a shot.

Don't assume that everything will turn out bad. Even if you and your new man don't work out, you are having fun trying with him, right? You are enjoying your time with him it sounds like. Think about the good times you are having with him now rather than the things that could go wrong in the future. It all comes down to the way you look at it. You talk about getting rear ended after getting insurance like a bad thing. Sure, it isn't necessarily a good thing, but it's better to get hit right after you get the insurance rather than before you get it! And sure, it was probably stressful going before the judge, but you got the price cut quite a bit! There is a good and bad side to all of this stuff. It's up to you which side you want to focus your attention on.

Challenge what the future holds

Congrats. <3;

And.

I'm all with Jaz on this one.

Life will get you down and ******** you up.

But, You got to ******** with it right back.

I don't think anyone can tell you you aren't allowed to do something.
I want to go to College in California and my mom said I can't go.

Well, I'm paying half of it. So I'm going where I want.

But.
Time heals either way.
Get through it, have a friend. :3

Try and keep your head up to the sky.