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Arius Shadow Vice Captain
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 Posted: Fri Nov 03, 2006 2:42 pm
I have a problem... Every night for the past like 2 years, I've been having nightmares. Occassionally, I'll get a day or so's break but it doesn't last... It's not reoccuring, either. They're all different. I had one the other night... someone was out to kill me... and another a little while ago where I had a gun to my head... Last night dream killed me though... (I used Gaia names because I dun want anyone knowing them... x.x):
It was a normal night here at the trailer. I was waiting for my boyfriend to come home from work in a few hours. I was sitting on the laptop on the bed. After a little while, the phone rang. I thought it to be his mother, as it often was and just picked the phone up. Although,, while looking at the Caller ID, I saw the words "Benedictine Hospital". I immediately pushed talk. "Hello is this Arius Shadow?" "Yes..." "We've been instructed by one of our patients to call you. His name is Damianos..." Immediatly my heart sunk... What could have happened to him? As the doctor went on to tell me, I felt the tears drop from my eyes. He was trying to come home early because it was my birthday... He had left work and got in the car. But it was icy and the car slid somewhere just outside the trailerpark... I told them that I was his fiancee to bullshit a way for someone to get me... They were sending an off-duty doctor. I stood outside and lit a cigarette, crying my eyes out... From the end of the driveway, I could see the mangled front end of the truck set on fire. Several firemen were trying to control it. My dream jumped to where I was racing in to his room. I saw him, uncocnious, laying like a corpse. He was hooked up to a ton of wires and tubes and machines. I fell to my knees... Because of me... As always I blamed myself... Then it hit me... the heart moniter's long, high tone... And the tons of doctors racing in... until I woke up...
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Posted: Sun Nov 12, 2006 2:19 pm
Eee.. that sounds horrible, Ari-san.
Last night I had a HORRIBLE nightmare. I had a dream I was back home and had been on the computer all day. My mom got mad and started cussing and stuff because she wasn't able to her on her computer again because of me. I don't know what happened everything went SO fast but the next thing I knew I was freaking out and crying and going crazy. .____. Also, lately I've been craving to cut again. x_x; I'm able to control myself but in my dream I ran to go cut and then I freaked out because I.. I don't know.. x_x; It was such a mess... u.u I need some serious help.
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Arius Shadow Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Nov 16, 2006 8:48 pm
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Posted: Fri Nov 17, 2006 7:13 pm
Well I would love to say I fell your pain but I haven't had any kind of dream in a long time...It really sucks...
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Posted: Sun Nov 19, 2006 7:52 am
XP except the one I pwned you in >.>
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Posted: Sun Nov 19, 2006 12:57 pm
LOL IT WAS HER HAHHA MARIKO-CHAN PWNED FAITH-SAN! HAHAH! ;;>_>
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Posted: Thu Nov 30, 2006 9:33 pm
Yeah Yeah laugh at poor little Faith..It was one time I mean come on...
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Posted: Sat Dec 02, 2006 7:16 pm
...I'll just state the fact that even my "normal" dreams are on drugs. O-o;; My nightmares are unholy terrors that make me wake up after only a few moments... sweatdrop
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Posted: Fri Dec 15, 2006 9:37 pm
Awh! ;o; Poor nightmares. Most of my dreams are smexxxi! ^_~
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Posted: Wed Jan 03, 2007 1:16 pm
I never have dream or nightmares, My sleep passes by too fast for me to have any dreams, I close my eyes and two seconds later it's morning, No dream.
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2007 11:48 am
Wow, that sucks... if it was like that for me.. I'd always be tired.
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