Hello everyone.
As you may or may not have noticed, in the past three weeks I have only been online once. This is my computer's fault, as the filters on in are incredibly strict and block gaia. Ever since getting my computer, we've gotten yet another member in our house, making the total up to five people, three cats, and two huge hanging plants. We had to rearrange the house for our latest addition, which cut my home PC off from the internet. IE- No gaia for Melissa.
Then, I realized, that the majority of the internet isn't important to me. I feel a lack of meaning. Sure, I run a Pagan newspaper and I am the owner of the most awesome Pagan guild in all of Gaian existence, but I am not qualified to host those things. What made me think that I could help these people learn more when I myself am in fact still learning. Sure, I know learning never stops, but their is a point in where the learner can become a teacher, and I am not there yet.
So, I am removing myself from the internet. I need meaning- existing simply is not enough. I need to do something, I need to learn and create. I need to rebuild old ties with my brother's mom so hopefully one day I can see him again. I need to get out into the world. I've realized that college isn't going to come any faster, so I might as well use my spare time doing community service and helping animals. I need to make a difference. I am leaving, but hopefully everything will be taken care of. I'm sorry that I've left such a mess, it was out of my control. I love you guys, and I hope that one day your eyes are opened as well.
Brightest Blessings and Best Wishes,
Melissa
P.S.- I am leaving the guild mule to Tricia, she can pass it off the Maggie if they agree to that.
*Avalon* ~A Pagan's Fantasy~
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