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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 10:04 pm
Owner: Emily_Kinny Name: Daigura Gender: Female ID: PR140806001 Doll: PRDL001 DOB: 08/16/06 Age/Stage: 3 Type: Magic Element: Earth Data: HP: 50/50 Strength: 10 Speed: 15 Defense: 16 Intelligence: 18 Finishers: Rose Petals: Throws sharp, flat disks that look like rose petals at opponent. Can send three at a time; has 15 of them. Love Potion: Can heal 1-5 health points depending on how long it goes on for. Double Take: Causes two exact images of herself to confuse her opponent.
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Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 1:12 pm
. neutral Index|:. 1. Daigura's Post 2. Index 3. Items 4. Battle Log 5. Friends and Ignore list [Friends and Foes] 6. Photo Album 7. Family 8. User Info 9. Puppet's Info
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Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 1:13 pm
. neutral Items|:. -An essence bottle -the program CD -the puppet’s log in scanner -the reality lenses -the instruction manual -15 'Rose Petals' Sino, a male feline who wandered into PR one day and decided that no matter what he would become Daigura's companion. RIP Sino ]'=
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Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 1:17 pm
. neutral Battle Log|:. N/A
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Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 1:18 pm
. neutral Friends List|:. Arkom :: My best friend and brother, but with his band and Angel he's kinda...drifting away. Angel :: Arkom's girlfriend now fiancée. Nice enough but has a bit of a temper. Yami :: ... sweatdrop Synan :: Really nice, though a bit strange sometimes. Wrath :: I don't talk to her much. But she helps me out a lot. Alice :: Nice...but she's Yami's girlfriend... Trace :: Really nice but a bit too happy... Rose :: I think this puppet has a thing for hating all of Emily's puppets. But I yelled at her once, and I feel really bad because she doesn't like me now... Kyoshi :: He never did anything to me but really...he scares the crap outta me. . neutral Ignore List|:. Sethyuma :: Annoying stressed Kiara :: More annoying than Seth. Why can't she be like Trace? She thinks the world evolves around her, just because she's blind and she is still strong.
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Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 1:19 pm
. neutral Photo Album|:.  Daigura's Corner. Just random boredom sketches I did o_o  Haha, one (or two?) of my best quotes ever. "Fish are the opposite of people. If you hold a fish above water, they die. Where as when you hold a human below water..." and "Dai isn't emo. She's just homicidal." Drawn by Emily_Kinny (yay for my sucketh drawings xD)  My prom dress Trace made. It's nice and all but... -////-
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Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 1:22 pm
. neutral Family|:.  My brother, Arkom.  My brother, Trace.  My sister, Kiara.
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Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 1:23 pm
. neutral User Info|:.  Username: Emily_Kinny Name: Emily Nicknames: Em, Emmy Species: Human Age: 19 Gender: Female Likes: Horseback riding, writing, drawing, dragons, chocolate ice cream, tree climbing Dislikes: Noobs, getting blamed for something she didn't do, asparagus, rabid coyotes, colds (of death and misery)  Username: Emily_Kinny Name: Kinny Nicknames: N/A Species: Emily's subconscious neko Age: Unknown Gender: Female Likes: Milk, tuna, sweets of any kind Dislikes: Mean dogs, mean people, electric fences
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Posted: Sun Oct 01, 2006 6:47 pm
. neutral Puppet's Info|:. Username: Emily_Kinny :: Daigura Name: Daigura Nicknames: Dai, Emogirl Age: 3 Siblings: Arkom, Trace, Kiara Element: Earth Essence: Rose? (I think) Likes: Music, plants, books, reading, books...books Dislikes: Talking, people, being called emo, cushions and other comfortable things, people who hate reading Obtained: Flatsale Extra: Some people say Daigura is emo, while others believe she is just a very quiet homicidal person. (for all you lost folks out there- homicidal means you kill other people). What do you think? I say a mixture of both... Fun fact: Daigura has an insanely big crush on her friend Yami, but he and another puppet named Alice like each other. Although some suspect this is the reason she is so withdrawn and emo, it isn't entirely. Though it has some part in it. Fun fact (2): Daigura always, and I mean always, has some sort of neckchoker on. (look carefully at all the pictures of her) Dai's Song: The Part Where You Let Go
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Posted: Fri Feb 02, 2007 6:44 pm
. neutral Daigura's Pages|:. Emily gave this to me once she finally got out of her shock. She said Arkom (my older brother! ^_^ ) had one, but he didn't really like it. I think it's great. I feel so free now that I can move on my own and everything, writing is even better. Arkom doesn't like me very much. He didn't even give me a chance, though! I think he's very interesting, with the fire and all. I secretly watched him practice, and he's really good. But he doesn't seem to like showing off at all, which is strange. He seems like that kind of guy, y'know? Well, I have to go. Time to meet everyone in this 'shop' Emily keeps talking about. She says there are more like me, so I won't be bugging Arkom all the time. I didn't think I was bugging him, but if that's the case I'll lay off. I don't want anyone to dislike me, especially not my brother!
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 9:02 am
. neutral Daigura's Pages|:. Arkom confuses me. He can be really nice one minute, and then completely rude and mean the next. Emily says he's bipolar, whatever that means. She also rolled her eyes and muttered "Fire types." Well, I can't really blame Arkom for hating me. I mean, he had the spotlight as Emily's only puppet, and then I came along. But Emily's getting two other puppets; twins, actually. I can't wait, but Arkom is slowly dying. I kind of feel bad for him. Yesterday I took his lighter and watch. I saw him train with them, and I thought I could, too. I didn't know they were made only for fire types. I wonder where he got them anyway, I haven't seen anything like those around. Emily said she didn't know he had them. Well, he got really mad, and burned my arms. Getting burnt hurts so much, I don't know how he can stand getting water on him all the time! He got mad at Wrath because water doesn't burn her. I would get mad, too, I guess. If you're wondering, the reason I talk about Arkom so much is because he's really my only friend, even though he tries his best to make me hate him. He really is sweet though, if he stopped snapping insults at everyone. He's helping me train, a little bit. Everyone else in the shop is nice, a lot nicer than him, but no one's really talked to me, and I'm too shy to talk to them. I guess I'm just the lonely, shy girl in the corner. But don't get me wrong, I like it in the shop. A lot of interesting thing go on. It's usually with Arkom and Angel, or Arkom and me. Emily was wrong. I'm still bugging Arkom, even more probably. Maybe once those twins get here, I won't have to rely on him for company so much. I hope so, anyway. Bye~ Daigura
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Posted: Thu Mar 29, 2007 4:30 pm
. neutral Daigura's Pages|:. I don't have anyone to turn to. I don't have anywhere to go. I don't belong here, I can't belong here. My powers, my abilities, I can feel them waning. I never had a strong grip on them from the start. I thought I was getting better, I thought I was learning, but now it takes every once of energy just to make a plant grow. And I practice every day, so it isn't because of that! Maybe I'm not really what I think I am. I can't tell anyone. Emily will say I'm just malfunctioning, and try to fix my wires. But I know it isn't that. And Arkom...well, I'm not sure about Arkom any more. No one else is there to turn to. It's just me. Alone. I can do nothing but isolate myself from everyone else. If I do this enough, maybe they will eventually ignore me, and then forget about me all together. And then I can leave, and I will know that no one will fret like they did with Arkom. But it's so unbelievably hard. I watch everyone else, everyone else talk and laugh and have fun and be random. I watch, as I slowly cage myself in a barricade of stacked books. Books - my only escape. The only friends I can rely on. I yearn to set myself free of these chains and join the laughter. But I cannot. I'm different. I fear I will be cast down like Arkom, but I will not be able to handle it like him. I don't have a sharp tongue. And even if they say nothing, I will see it in their eyes. I would not, could not do it. Emily, Arkom, everyone else. I don't want to disappoint them. I don't want to be weak. And so I start, or continue rather, continue my journey. My path that I walk leads me into the dark, alone. It is my destiny, and I have to accept that. ~Daigura
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Posted: Sat Apr 21, 2007 10:31 am
. neutral Daigura's Pages|:. Things are looking up...a bit. Well, Emily was comparing me to Wrath (which was NOT okay at all, as she thought. I don't want to be compared to anyone, let alone a sin! And she was saying we're alike!) So anyway, I stormed out of the shop and came home. Sure enough a little while later Arkom shows up. And he started pestering me about things that we should day. "Let's train, I miss training with you and we haven't in a while...want to go take a walk...I was looking around in a new bookstore yesterday and found some books that might interest you...", and etc, etc. As much as I tried to look annoyed, I felt...well...sort of warm inside. I mean, if he really wanted to do all of those things with me maybe he doesn't hate me as much as I thought he did. So we ended up going for a walk, he showed me a really nice park that was a bit deserted and quiet. It was really nice. So we talked a bit and got into a really heated discussion about a book called Fever (I still can't believe Arkom read anything, let alone a book like that!). And while we are arguing about something or another he tripped over his own feet and landed on his face in the dirt. It was pretty funny, so I just had to smile. And when he saw me smile he grinned back and started laughing. Aaaand sure enough a few minutes later we were both laughing hysterically. I made him promise he wouldn't tell anyone I laughed so hard, but he kept bugging me so I said he could tell them that I smiled. It seemed to please him enough. It made me realize something. Feeling sorry for myself because I can't use my powers won't make anything better. Neither will shutting myself off from others. Maybe I will let them down, but if they're my friends and care about me, it won't matter. So maybe I can't use my abilities as well as others, maybe I'm weaker than them. It doesn't mean they're any better than me. It doesn't mean that at all. Arkom even said he missed the old me. The one that was shy, but kind, and always smiling. To tell the truth, I forgot how good laughing could feel. Laughing with someone else, laughing with a friend...someone who cares about you. I really liked it. And I don't think anyone will ever read this journal, but thank you, Arkom. Thank you so much. You opened the door that I closed on myself.
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Posted: Sat May 05, 2007 3:41 pm
. neutral Daigura's Pages|:. So much to write, and just the thought of it all makes my fingers numb. And, well, I just don't know how to start. I like Yami, but Yami likes Alice, and Alice likes him back. Technically I'm just the foolish extra branch that should be removed. So I removed myself. But I still can't help but like him. He's really nice, and possibly my first real friend at PR. I'm not sure, I can't remember that much. My mind is so fuzzy. I haven't gotten any sleep in a couple of days. At first no one noticed anything, but now I'm having trouble doing so much stuff. I don't even know why I can't sleep. I suppose it might be because of Yami, or maybe all the other pointless little problems that have been floating into my life. Like that bird... I can't get it out of my head. I bet it's the reason for my lack of sleep. I didn't mean to kill it, I was just trying to practice! And I can't stop thinking of what Yami said. "I've never seen you hurt anyone before." Now that I've picked up the courage to train, I'm hurting everyone! I didn't even mean to hurt Arkom, I don't think I did too much. But still...is it better for me to not have any abilities like everyone else does? Now I'm starting to detach myself from everyone again. But this isn't like before. Now I know some people care about me, and it's harder. Especially staying away from Yami. Every time I see him and Alice together I get so hot with jealously it scares me. Alice is really nice, but what if I accidentally end up hurting her as well? Oh, I wish I knew what to do!
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Posted: Fri May 11, 2007 1:21 pm
. neutral Daigura's Pages|:. Wrath told me to pretend everything is normal, and act happy. She told me that when I told her I didn't want to hurt anyone. I don't think she realized what I meant. Not just emotionlessly, but physically. And I wouldn't be able to act happy any way. There is nothing to be happy about. Everyone has someone else, and I have no one. I thought I had Arkom, I suppose he's still my friend and will always be my brother, but he proposed to Angel. I'm happy for them, but at the same time I'm dreading what is going to happen. He'll probably start spending every second with her, and eventually he might move out. I'm also terrified of being around Yami. Scared of what he'll say, think, or do. Or maybe it's the other way around. Maybe I'm scared of me doing something. Either way, I've grown so paranoid about what everyone thinks. And not just the way where you want to look good- it's different than that. I can't explain it, but it is. I hardly spend any time around the shop any more. I only go when Emily forces me. I can tell she's worried, but I don't want to think about it. I don't like seeing her; I don't like seeing any of them. Mostly I stay in my room, reading. I had Arkom remove my bed. I don't like beds and cushions, despite them being comfortable. I just don't feel like I belong on them, like I don't deserve the comfort. Well, I guess I have one comfort. No- two. First of all, I have music. I never listened to it before, I never really thought about it. But now I absolutely love it. Any kind at all. Of course I listen to Arkom's new band- Porcelain Love. And then there is State Radio, and other foreign bands. Like Basshunter. I really think their music is interesting. My second comfort- Sino. Of course he is a bit annoying, but at least I can talk to him. I try to stay away from him though, I don't want to hurt him accidentally. But he tends to follow me around, always a couple feet behind, but always there none the less. At first it creeped me out, but now I'm used to it. ~Daigura
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