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Well, originally i wasn't going to elaborate, but Kevin wished for me to explain. What better to do it with than a story?

So, me and Jessi slept over Ica's house on Tuesday. On Tuesday night I was talking to Rich online. We were talking about his plans to get piercings and bleach brand new clothes, and most important to the story, wear girl pants. The entire idea disgusts me...when we were talking about it i was eating and i felt like i weas gonna throw up all the food i just ate...and it was really good...mmmm chicken broccoli alfredo....Ica's mom is such a good cook......anyway, back to the story.

I said "guys in girls pants are disgusting! the though of it disgusts me! you cannot get away with that unless you are at least bi...i think i'm about to puke up the food i just ate"

Then he replied "maby i'll turn bi, i mean it's not bad, and i have thought about it before... there are some guys that i would think about changing for... "

I didn't see that until really late that night...he had already signed off...so when i read it I replied "how can you say this when you couldn't understand how i could be bi??? or were you just uncomfortable with it? And becoming bi isn't something you do...you either are or you aren't....and i'd rather not think of you with other people right now....what guys are you "changing" for?? cuz now i'm worried" i was very upset about it, my first reply was much angrier, so i erased it and made a new one lol

Then his latest reply, which i didn't read until after i talked to him on the phone earlier, was "don't worry, that was just my way of telling you that i am bi... "

So is that a good enough explanation??? I'm gonna have to get used to it....he could've told me when i told him about me, but i guess he just didn't really understand it before....but i'll have to wait until he replies to my latest message.

if there is two things i've learned about people and their sexual prefrences it's:

1. if a girl say's she's gay, she's bi, if a girl says she's straight, she's bi, and if a girl says she's bi, she is, because no matter what a girl will always like the feeling of something going in and out of her, no matter who is doing it.

and 2. if a guy says he's straight, he's straight, if a guy says he's gay, he's gay, and if a guy says he's bi, he's gay, because no straight guy would like the idea of getting anything put inside of him.

so it's all really on which one you prefer more to do it......

i wore them once, only because i mistook my sister's pants for my own, yepp then i realized when hey these are really tight, that they weren't mine, so i took them off.

umm... maybe the same reason a girl wears them... it shows off your legs... but that's more of a girly thing to show off... in fact the other day we were at Kohl's buying clothes for school, and now they make '80's "skinny" pants, ones that go tight all the way to your ankle, and i was joking and said "i swear they make these for guys to buy... hey, maybe i should get a pair for rich"... i ended up getting a pair myself

and i was a little insulted at the first half of what Kayos said, but after i read the second half it wasn't so bad... it does make a lot of sense, i must admit... but it's still terrible

He must've been joking around or something, cuz, as far as I'm concerned, he is still straight.

I guess so, but I'm not sneaking my nose into territories where it shouldn't be.

i'm not saying you personally are bi, well techincally i am, but either way i'm saying one way or another you're going to end up doing something with a chick, and that's all that it comes down to

no i'm not. no i havent. no i wont. you cant make me. and i wont let you force me. chicks are not my deal. i like guys. girls are just not what im into. it feels wrong for me (personally) to be with a girl. why cant you just see that?