I hope someone can help me here, cause I really cant forget this and stuff..
okay heres the story..
2 years ago I had a boyfriend.. and then he dumped me. Ok I was sad about it but I thought I was going to get over it.. Then a few weeks later he asked on msn if I wanted to kiss, I didnt do really much about it but still, he did ask it.. Then 2 weeks later from that my class went to the swimming pool, he was in my class too so he went too. Then it happend that we kissed there..
2 days later from that I heard he had a girlfriend, that was really hurtfull..
Then months past and that I couldnt forget him.. then on one day, an email added me and it said to be him. He was like saying he hated me on one minute and then after that he'd say he loved me. Very confusing.. I still dont know if it really was him.. Later he added me at his real email. He was being mean then.. Then a few days later he said sorry for that..
So then a period started that I chatted with him on msn like every day. I told him I still loved him. And eventually after a while we kissed again..
Short after that I had to hear that he was dating my best friend (now she isnt anymore).. Who KNEW I loved him.. So that was awfull too.. After a few days it ended, luckily.. So later I started talking to him again.. Then the day after that I saw he had a girlfriend, so I asked him. He said no. But then I read his profile, which I looked at alot those days, and it said he did..
And then months past again.. and then suddenly one day he called me.. To go to the swimming pool, where he was. So I went.. and there he said he loved me.. The day after that he was acting like he liked me too. But then a few days later, he had a girlfriend AGAIN.. So I felt used and bad about myself again.. So when I finaly had the courage I mailed him. He didnt even admit that he said he loved me, but he really did..
And then a few months later in januari. He asked me to call him on msn, so I did.. it wasnt really a special conversation but still, he wanted me to call him. From that moment I havent heard from him from a while..
Then in Jule, a day before I went to germany with school.. Another weird email added me that claimed to be him. Who was acting like really mean and said he didnt care about me and that I had to leave him alone in germany.. I didnt had a good time in germany.. but I dont feel like talking about that..
Then after germany, that same email came online again and then he said he loved me.. I ignored it but still, it does give you false hope.. So since then I havent heard from him again..
but yesterday, I went to the fairground.. And I saw him walking with his (ex)girlfriend.. I dont know if he saw me, but since yesterday he's on my mind more than ever...
I really hope someone took the time to read this all and can give me advice. I cant forget him even though I want too.. So I hope someone can help me..
Group Hug [Life-Issues Guild]
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