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Posted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 1:18 pm

Lately I've been doing a lot of things I hate, and I've been praying to be able to quit them, but I can't.

1. Masturbation.
I keep trying to quit it, and I can't. It's really hard for me to quit, and I am wondering if it is a sin or not. I don't like masturbation much, and I don't want my hormones to get the best of me.

2. Bisexuality.
I use to be the biggest homophobe in the world, but lately I've been having more bisexual thoughts, and I'm almost sure I am bisexual. But I don't want to do anything against the lord's will. The only good thing that's come out of this is that I have a better acceptance for the homosexual community. I use to act "OH, YOU'RE HOMOSEXUAL, LOL UR GONNA B HELL'D LOLOLOL"

3. Porn Addiction.
Lately I've been having an addiction to porn, and I don't even think of it as a sin when I look at it.

4. General Discussion Addiction.
Lately I've been posting a lot of the GD, just saying random perverted things I think on what topic. This includes profanity and other things.

I want to stop these addictions, but I somewhat can't. And I want to know what's wrong and what's right. Lately I've been falling asleep before praying, or falling asleep while praying, cause I get sidetracked in my thoughts.

There is this song that describes everything I am going through.

Stabilo - Flawed Design.

http://www.onlylyrics.com/song.php?id=30733

I need your help guys.

Posted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 2:18 pm

As long as we are alive and in posession of free will; we will always be faced with tempation and bad desires. It's part of what makes us human; and the important thing is how we deal with these trials and tribulations. Having these temptations doesn't make you a bad person, it just tests your faith and love for God.
yer a good kid. remember that!
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Posted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 9:48 pm

Everyone does things they feel are sins, or things that are 'sins'. But you have to remember, since we have free will, we will do these things. you could be doing many worse things. I have many sins... that i am very ashamed of and have been trying to stop. I think He'd be proud of you for seeking help, and putting your sins out there like you did.
You are fine. <33

Posted: Tue Aug 08, 2006 10:18 pm

Porn addiction is lusting/coveting/whatever, so yeah it is a sin. And every teenage guy goes through the same thing at some point, or I think so. Except the eunuch ones. *cough*WILLTURNER!*cough* That doesn't mean you can't overcome it. You ave to entrust it to God to help you with it. If only they had some sort of patch like Nicoderm.

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Posted: Wed Aug 09, 2006 12:03 am

Sieg Reyu.2

Porn addiction is lusting/coveting/whatever, so yeah it is a sin. And every teenage guy goes through the same thing at some point, or I think so. Except the eunuch ones. *cough*WILLTURNER!*cough* That doesn't mean you can't overcome it. You ave to entrust it to God to help you with it. If only they had some sort of patch like Nicoderm.

Yeah, maybe they can create one some day. :O

The porn addiction is really hard to fight, and the hardest one to fight is probably the bisexuality.

I saw this t-shirt from the "I Support" people and it made me kinda sad.
http://www.matthewlush.com/isupport/isupport_images/isupporttee2.gif

Posted: Sat Sep 30, 2006 9:12 pm

I think that God loves that you want to do what you think He wants. But I also get the feeling you are truly worried about the extent of what you do.

I don't know if you use the term "addiction" loosely or not. Sometimes people use that term to mean they do a lot of something, but a true addiction really runs your life.

It might be a good idea for you to find an adult to talk to, preferably somebody with a strong faith, but the kind of faith that doesn't judge (like Jesus wanted.) My guess is you'll find that what you're going through is pretty normal, but since we really don't know the extent of it we can't say that here.

Find a guy to talk to because growing up is different for guys. Find one who will recognize this as a struggle for you and talk to you seriously about it.

Pray. With help, God will show you the right person to confide in. It's hard when you don't know if what you're going through is normal or not. I think you need to find someone who you can pour your heart out to who can tell you for sure.

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Posted: Mon Oct 02, 2006 4:02 am

throw your porn out...

Posted: Mon Oct 02, 2006 6:31 pm

demona_girl6

throw your porn out...

How exactly do I throw out a website link?

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Posted: Thu Oct 05, 2006 4:03 am

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demona_girl6

throw your porn out...

How exactly do I throw out a website link?

disconnect your internet..

Posted: Thu Oct 05, 2006 4:04 am

hehe...masturbate

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Posted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 3:11 pm

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demona_girl6

throw your porn out...

How exactly do I throw out a website link?

disconnect your internet..

I cannot disconnect my internet as it is paid for by my school board and I get taught through it.

Posted: Wed Oct 11, 2006 3:26 pm

1 - I don't know too much about the subject, but I'm pretty sure when you do that, you lose your virginity. Just ask God for forgiveness.

2 - Wish I could help you with this one.

3 - http://www.xxxchurch.com -- number one Christian porn site.

4 - Saying things like that doesn't make you any less of a Christian. You're still saved, whether you say someone's an MF-er or not. As long as you're not saying things against God, then you should be fine.

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Posted: Thu Oct 12, 2006 9:51 am

masturbate...hehe
do you have to share to everybody about your hobby..hehe..

anyway..i got an idea...what about putting a c**k cage..
you know that mouth cage preventing mouth from bitting..but this one is for c**k

or better yet...fasting...fasting means..not just in terms of food and water...it's also involve your behaviour....you can't do bad stuff, you can't gossip, no masturbating, no looking at porns, no cursing and stuff...and pray to God as much as possible..don't do anything that could cause sins...
that's how moslem ppl fast in Ramadhan month

Posted: Fri Oct 13, 2006 11:31 pm

demona_girl6

masturbate...hehe
do you have to share to everybody about your hobby..hehe..

anyway..i got an idea...what about putting a c**k cage..
you know that mouth cage preventing mouth from bitting..but this one is for c**k

or better yet...fasting...fasting means..not just in terms of food and water...it's also involve your behaviour....you can't do bad stuff, you can't gossip, no masturbating, no looking at porns, no cursing and stuff...and pray to God as much as possible..don't do anything that could cause sins...
that's how moslem ppl fast in Ramadhan month

I "fasted" from it for 3 months then I got driven completely insane.

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Posted: Mon Nov 06, 2006 2:15 am

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demona_girl6

masturbate...hehe
do you have to share to everybody about your hobby..hehe..

anyway..i got an idea...what about putting a c**k cage..
you know that mouth cage preventing mouth from bitting..but this one is for c**k

or better yet...fasting...fasting means..not just in terms of food and water...it's also involve your behaviour....you can't do bad stuff, you can't gossip, no masturbating, no looking at porns, no cursing and stuff...and pray to God as much as possible..don't do anything that could cause sins...
that's how moslem ppl fast in Ramadhan month

I "fasted" from it for 3 months then I got driven completely insane.

you only fasted from "it"..you have to FAST...no food, no drinks... until late in the evening like 6pm..

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