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Teska lay under a shaded tree, her eyes closed and her fur slightly matted with mud and dust. She was hot, and the day wasn't looking like it was going to get any cooler. She yawned, displaying her fangs and sat up; sleep didn't really seem like a possibility at this point. It was far too warm and it was keeping Teska up. Sighing, she looked around, her ears perked to hear any sound. Her scarred eyes rested upon Uchawi, her Queen. It seemed that Uchawi was finally not busy anymore, and Teska wanted to thank her for accepting her into the clan.

Slowly she got up and stretched, shaking the dust off her fur and biting off the mud. Even as an adolecent, it wouldn't do to have her looking muddy before the Queen. She let out a short groan after she realised her scars were still showing, but there wasn't anything that could be done about those. They were a part of her, something she would have to learn to deal with. She lowered her head, and kept her tail down moving slowly towards Uchawi. She didn't want to disturb her, or make her think that she was trying anything suspicious. She knew Uchawi was dominant to her.

Teska stopped about three feet away from Uchawi and stood still and stiffly like a statue. She lowered her head even further, trying to appear submissive the best she could. She couldn't remember how to, she had been driven out of the clan at such a young age, that she never learned any of this. Staring at Uchawi, she spoke softly, as she didn't like to speak. " Your Highness," She said softly, licking her muzzle in nervousness. " I am sorry to bother you I just.....well....." Her voice cracked from the lack of use and she stopped lowering her whole body in shame. She couldn't even speak to the Queen correctly, what a joke she was.

Teska watched Uchawi, shaking slightly, she didn't want to be attacked, and she figured that she was going to. It had happened a lot in the past, she was often beaten and attacked by her own clan. Most of her scars were from other hyena, and the others are from prey, lions or other predatory animals. She licked her fangs in nervousness, and jumped back with a squeak when Uchawi sat up a bit. She had been shaken up horribly, she thought Uchawi was trying to injure her.

She stood again, her body shaking less and less as she realised that Uchawi wasn't going to hurt her. She seemed almost kind. " Well, you see.......highness..........I er......I wanted to thank you, thank you for allowing me to join your clan." She shifted uncomfortabley, and lowered her eyes. " No one else has ever done that for me. I have always been driven off. It added to my scars, every time I tried to join. I thought I was going to die, but then you allowed me in. I will never forget that, I am forever in your debt." Teska lowered herself to show her respect and her voice was getting a bit more confident. She figured that Uchawi wasn't thinking she was making a total a** of herself, but she wasn't going to let herself get cocky.

Teska eyed Uchawi carefully, her body still ready to defend herself at any moment. She was always cautious, and very nervous around other hyenas because of what had happened in her past, and Uchawi was no exception. She remained completely ontoe and ready to fight or flee, whenever necessary. She hoped that it didn't bother Uchawi. She stood out in the hot sun,jumping again as Uchawi licked her chops and letting out a low growl, her mane bristling, until she realised that Uchawi wasn't going to hurt her. " I am sorry..." She said softly.

Listening to Uchawi, with her ears erect and her body respectfully towards her and at full attention, she realised how brutally honest she was. She cackled and then winced when she said killed. She knew that Uchawi was correct, but she had survived through so much already that she didn't like to think about death. It wasn't that she didn't like it, she in fact found death facinating, but she had lost so many close to her. Uchawi reminded her of her mother, before she was killed with Teska's father by a lion who had wandered into the clan's territory. She was honest just like Uchawi, she didn't hold anything back. Drooping slightly, she quickly pulled herself back together and masked the emotion.

" Sorry, you remind me.........you remind me of my mother." She stuttered out.

Teska watched Uchawi and sighed, realising that she was really too jumpy and that she didn't really need to be incredibly out of it. She figured that she could be a knight later in her life, and that may help her do better with her jumpiness. That way she could channel all of her irritation and nervousness into protecting Uchawi and the rest of the clan. Teska lowered her head in submission. " I am sorry." She said again. " I just lose myself."

Teska whimpered softly and licked her chops some. She didn't want Uchawi to be learly of her and wanted her to like her. She didn't mean to try and threaten her, it was just her way of trying to protect herself.

She flinched as Uchawi got up, but didn't jump back this time. She watched her as she got near and allowed her to lick her, rather shocked at the fact she was just licked by her Queen. That was something that in Teska's experience didn't happen often. " Thank you, highness." She said softly and tried to smile, but she couldn't quite bring herself to. It had been a while since she had smiled.

Teska watched as Uchawi seemed to relax, the tension drained out of her own body, and she for the first time and years, let her guard down. She didn't believe now that Uchawi was going to attack her, and because of that was able to quiet her mind so that she wasn't freaking out at the slightest movement, as was her former behavior.

She let out a small giggling sound and looked over Uchawi with greater care this time. She noticed the Queen's black coat with the dappled streaks and the beautiful poison green around her eyes. She was truely a beautiful leader. Before Teska could stop and think about what she was about to say, she blurted out. " You are so beautiful." Her mouth half-open in awe. She then realised what she said, and ducked her head, sitting down in embarassment.

" I am sorry I didn't mean to let that slip." She said slowly, seemingly more confident in her words, and this time, she didn't stutter at all. Teska didn't move, just watched with a playful look in her eyes as Uchawi stretched. She giggled again and seemed more at ease. " Yes, there is one other thing." Teska said, a grin forming over her muzzle. " When I was out for a walk the other morning, I saw a new gnu herd moving into the area. They seem to have been driven here by some odd coincidence, because I have never seen them in this area before now. Maybe the pack could do well to get food from the herd?" Teska questioned, careful about how she worded this. She didn;t want to have Uchawi believe that she was trying to give her an order.

Teska stared at the ground, hoping that she hadn't stepped out of place by letting that comment slip. Having not grown up in a clan to be able to learn, she wasn't sure about how she was to interact with the others in the Clan. She didn't know right from wrong and she sighed, biting her tongue slightly with her fangs. It had seemed that she had either caught the Queen off guard or had said something way out of place. " I am sorry." She said again, quickly skittering back a couple steps hoping she wasn't going to be bitten, she didn't feel to much like fighting today, it was too hot.

" I am sorry if I was out of place telling you about the herds, I don't mean to butt into anything else you may have had planned." She said slightly, watching Uchawi's grin go across her muzzle. With much shock, Teska realised that Uchawi was badly scarred too, she hadn't seen it early but now she did. She fought to stay in her rigid at attention form and to not let out a gasp. She won the fight and was soon looking like nothing had ever happend. She too was hoping for food, but she didn't want the Queen to believe that she was out for her position.

Teska sniffed in embarassment and raised her head slightly, regaining her rigid composure. She smiled at Uchawi and giggled slightly, begining to act more like an adolecent that she was, then the adult she was made to be. " I apologize again, it is just that every hyena I came across in the savvanah when I was clanless attacked me. All the scars on my legs are from them." She winced as she said this, hoping that she didn't tell Uchawi too much. She had killed many of those hyena.

" Thanks you Uchawi. If it isn't too hot, could you show me the clan's land? I would appreciate it very much. I could start patrol today if you wished it." Teska smiled at her Queen, and her body visibly relaxed.

Teska nodded and then sat back on her haunches staring at the queen out of lowered eyes. " I am glad that you decided to let me joing the clan, I promise that you will not be disappointed!" She said and smiled. " I promise to grow better for that time." She said and quickly bowed and jogging away from the queen careful not to turn her back and then went towards a shadowed area where she cold lay down.