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I might have to explain this.. but I'll do it at the end so it doesnt rune it... lol


I missed you
it seemed like forever
I felt so alone
all I could think of was you
always on my mind

Tifinie they would call
as they tryed to grag me out of my thoughts
Tifinie they would call
as they disturbed my day dreaming

I would look them in the eyes
then turn back to my dream land
stair into the corner
but it wasnt really a corner,
was it?
no.
it wasnt really the meeting of two walls...
it was...
it was an inchantment

as I staired the sean would change
from a dark forest to a bright ocean
and there you would be
hafl imerged in water
you jestered to me
telling me to forllow you

as I walk into that water my fot get stuck
I try to call to you but you hear me not
I open my mouth
but save me doesnt not flow from my toung
my toung wiggls around helplessly
as the mud holding me startesto build higher
the water seems to empty

now I can see what has my foot
cold clamy hands
the hands of those who wish to keep us apart
I freeze in place
as the ground benith me opens up
almost to afraid to see, I look
its not the ground that moves at all...

it is you
pushing my fears aside
the thought of you keeps me alive
I am freed from the chillied fears

Tifinie they would call
I turn my head
Tifinie they would call
awaking me from my dream land.....


um... it about how I felt in the hospital... I thought about the two great people in my life (Bittany and Will) and they my thoughts would go bad... it felt like eveything was going to go wrong...then I forced myself to think about the kind of people they are.. and thinking about ow greate they are kinda helped me stay focused on getting better... even when I thought I didnt want to...

dont think like that *hugs* no matter what...