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Apocalyptic Exhibitionist
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 Posted: Mon Apr 04, 2005 9:53 pm
i just wanna DIE! i cant take it anymore.....im sick and tired, of being tired and sick ALL THE TIME! im just so depressed, i want to cut again, but i dont want to put up with all the crap it brings.....i may do it anyways.....i think im losing it...i feel like ive lost all control, and my brains about to explode, but all the while i sit here with a straight face, as if it doesnt phase me.....i feel like im not even in my body....i really think ive lost my mind.....
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Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2005 7:40 pm
here's the thing.. i have no clue what to say to that. usually, it would be, "oh no! blah blah blah *hug* blah..." or something similar. i'm in a really piss poor mood. i really really with that i could make you feel better... i just felt like i needed to post here. i don't want you to feel ignored at all, and i noticed there were still no posts. look, it's not worth it is all i have to say. it's not. when you're dieing, you'll realize that your life is precious... and it will be too late (or maybe you'll live and have a new lease on life, but i doubt it.) . i just don't want you to feel invisible, and i would be upset to hear that you did anything.(or anyone, because i know the feeling of doing it, and having friends do it *it being cut*)
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Some Lesser Demon Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2005 10:42 am
Hopefully, you feel better.
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Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2005 2:45 pm
I feel teh same way..
gonk crying
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Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2005 4:21 pm
gremlins2000 I feel teh same way.. gonk crying Me three. gonk
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Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2005 7:24 pm
X[phucket]X gremlins2000 I feel teh same way.. gonk crying Me three. gonk Might wanna make that four, hon. Took me all the willpower I had to -not- pull out my mechanical pencil. The desperation to SI was getting REALLY bad...
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Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2005 7:29 pm
Angellen X[phucket]X gremlins2000 I feel teh same way.. gonk crying Me three. gonk Might wanna make that four, hon. Took me all the willpower I had to -not- pull out my mechanical pencil. The desperation to SI was getting REALLY bad... Eep...
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Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2005 7:49 pm
Angellen X[phucket]X gremlins2000 I feel teh same way.. gonk crying Me three. gonk Might wanna make that four, hon. Took me all the willpower I had to -not- pull out my mechanical pencil. The desperation to SI was getting REALLY bad... mechanical pencils... ahh, those were the days... these days if i pulled it out i'd just try to stab my eyes out... or draw stick figures stabbing THEIR eyes out...
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Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2005 8:06 pm
heteria Angellen X[phucket]X gremlins2000 I feel teh same way.. gonk crying Me three. gonk Might wanna make that four, hon. Took me all the willpower I had to -not- pull out my mechanical pencil. The desperation to SI was getting REALLY bad... mechanical pencils... ahh, those were the days... these days if i pulled it out i'd just try to stab my eyes out... or draw stick figures stabbing THEIR eyes out... That reminds me so much of english and Edipus(sp?)
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Posted: Sat Apr 09, 2005 10:36 pm
Angellen heteria Angellen X[phucket]X gremlins2000 I feel teh same way.. gonk crying Me three. gonk Might wanna make that four, hon. Took me all the willpower I had to -not- pull out my mechanical pencil. The desperation to SI was getting REALLY bad... mechanical pencils... ahh, those were the days... these days if i pulled it out i'd just try to stab my eyes out... or draw stick figures stabbing THEIR eyes out... That reminds me so much of english and Edipus(sp?) Oedipus. I was in the play in high school. xd
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