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 Posted: Sun Apr 03, 2005 6:20 pm
My "friends" seem to think that I am faking about this whole bipolar thing. I mean how the hell would I fake? And why would I? Right cause I can put myself into these moods like nothing...?
Well I guess my point is... Do any of your "friends" think this about you? And how do you handle it without killing them?
The reason they think this is because they think that I want ATTENTION. I dont want attention, I rather get none but that is not possible now is it? I mean if i were to post this in EG or GD or something like that they would track my posts like I found out that they were doing... Hodamn, I just dont know what to do.
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Posted: Sun Apr 03, 2005 6:22 pm
My friend KNOW I'm crazy, mostly because I demonstrate it on a daily basis.
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Some Lesser Demon Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Apr 03, 2005 6:27 pm
WTF? I mean they know I have problems they have seen me when I get bad, hodamn they believe me when I went into the hospital. Why dont they now? I am not any better, just getting worse.
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Posted: Sun Apr 03, 2005 6:29 pm
BiPoLaRpOlArBeAr#2 WTF? I mean they know I have problems they have seen me when I get bad, hodamn they believed me when I went into the hospital. Why dont they now? I am not any better, just getting worse.Ahh not like they care.
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Posted: Sun Apr 03, 2005 7:56 pm
BiPoLaRpOlArBeAr#2 My "friends" seem to think that I am faking about this whole bipolar thing. I mean how the hell would I fake? And why would I? Right cause I can put myself into these moods like nothing...? Well I guess my point is... Do any of your "friends" think this about you? And how do you handle it without killing them? The reason they think this is because they think that I want ATTENTION. I dont want attention, I rather get none but that is not possible now is it? I mean if i were to post this in EG or GD or something like that they would track my posts like I found out that they were doing... Hodamn, I just dont know what to do. Heh, so see my REALLY long post in the "suck on this" thread. If you do, you'll see that I am in much the same mindset, though I sound like a whiny poo in it. *feels bad* My "friends" are much the same way, and I post in here the same reason you do. *shifty eyes* How do I handle it? I just leave. Get up and physically leave. Heh. I've had one friend not give up on me. One. But hey, that's life I guess. Urgh, I still have to do my Medieval History homework....
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Posted: Sun Apr 03, 2005 8:11 pm
That is exactly why I don't tell most of my friends that I'm crazy. If they ask, I tell them, but otherwise, if it doesn't come up, they don't know about it.
One of my friend's, Rissa, started tracking my posts on gaia at one point. I made new account after new account, and she still found me. I confronted her at school, and told her to back the ******** off. As far as I know, she doesn't track me anymore.
The friends that I do tell, believe me. Or atleast i think they do, heh.
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Posted: Mon Apr 04, 2005 4:27 am
All the girls I hung out in my first year of secondry school think I'm a dirty liar because it seems impossible to them that I have a bunch of dead friends, Bipolar disorder, Narcalepsy and have broken my bones frequently.
Though I fall asleep lots in school they still don't believe me and they can't like BP with broken bones though the guys I hang out with now seem to. I think it's because girls always like to be ontop of eachother whether it's the most problemed or whatever I have this feeling it's what they all want.
Guys are more accepting it seems to me, I hang out with about nine guys now instead of he girls in my first year and yer they joke about it but I join in.
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Posted: Mon Apr 04, 2005 5:16 pm
No one knows, exept for ONE single person, and she seemed to sincerely believe me, so I don't have that problem.
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Hypomanic Poet Vice Captain
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Apocalyptic Exhibitionist
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Posted: Mon Apr 04, 2005 5:29 pm
my own mother thinks im faking it half the time....a lot of my friends think i want attention...i hate that...grr
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Posted: Mon Apr 04, 2005 5:36 pm
Nah, my friends don't think I'm faking.
I never bring it up with them unless I really need help. Some of my friends have seen me in crisis at least once, especially during my senior year. They've seen my denials of being bipolar, and the results of that. They've seen how much I've fought the meds and the diagnosis. That in itself is pretty damn convincing.
But if they think you're faking, they sure as hell aren't friends.
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Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2005 12:08 pm
My friends get pissed off at me if I'm really happy and then I get sad for no reason.
They don't know about the criteria thing though, so that MAY explain it..
Although one of my friends said "I'm glad I don't hang around with you guys, thank God I don't have to tip-toe around your bad moods anymore" whcih really hurt....
So I slapped her...
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Posted: Tue Apr 05, 2005 7:31 pm
my friends basically think that my psych is stupid and that i'm not bipolar and i just have serious brain damage from a tramatic childhood... and from a while doing speed. actually that friend is my boy friend... but anyways... he just thinks i'm have self-control issues... but we tend to try to avoid the subject of my condition (unless i'm crying about it) because we just argue about it.
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