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im going through a depressive episode....i need help....ive talked to my therapist about it, but we just talk about the same things over and over again....nothing seems to help....heres some of whats going on:

i feel fat....i know im not but its hard when all your friends can eat anything they want and not gain a pound....they all can wear bikinis and i have to wear a t-shirt....i know people are always like "dont compare yourself to your friends or anyone else; just be happy with yourself" well im not happy with myself....cause whenever im depressed i eat, and usually the most unhealthy things....and i dont realize im doing it until later then i kick my self in the a** cause i feel stupid....

i feel poor....all my friends have such nice things and nice houses and stable finances, whereas my family is all over the place when it comes to money....it just doesnt seem fair....i know i know "lifes not fair"

i feel worthless and alone.....all my friends have paired up in to best friends.....im always the odd one out....i dont really have A"best friend" no guys like me...well "like that" anyways, and my guys friends i cant relate to as much.....and i kinda get the feeling of being unwanted....

i feel like a freak.....none of my friends have bipolar like me, so i dont have anyone to talk to in person about how i feel....what it feels like to feel so depressed you dont want to move....or to feel like you have as much control over life as you do a cup of tea on a roller coaster.....

well thats some of what going on....i just wanna know if anyone can help me...i dont want to seem whiney but maybe i am....i dunno...

*huggles while playing mom* Damn my mother skills.... its all Morgen and Liana's faults.... anyways...