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 Posted: Fri Mar 18, 2005 6:14 pm
I hate being bipolar! I don't want to put up with the manias or the depressions any more! They ******** me up and wreck my life so much! I just don't want to deal with it! Why won't the pills make it go away? I can't take it! Why won't it just freaking leave me alone and stop ******** with me??? gonk
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Posted: Fri Mar 18, 2005 6:59 pm
It's who you are. The more you run the stronger it becomes. Become one with yourself. Thats all I can say.
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Posted: Fri Mar 18, 2005 7:46 pm
yeah...i haven't been diagnosed but i clearly have depression since 4 counsolers have told me that and they all agree i need a pscyhologist..my advice is to ride it out and call a hotline when you are frustrated and can't deal with the feelings anymore.
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Posted: Fri Mar 18, 2005 7:49 pm
That sounds so damn familiar...
I've been there so many times. Bipolar's kept me from doing a few things I'd love to do, and it's ******** me over a lot. It also has helped me out a bit, made me more creative and stuff.
I wish there was a cure-all, too, but there isn't. All you can do is take meds and hope you'll stabilize. ):
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Posted: Fri Mar 18, 2005 10:16 pm
I know the feelin'.
confused
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Posted: Sat Mar 19, 2005 6:36 am
Yeah, it makes you who you are. If it was gone, you'd be less like yourself, and you wouldn't want that.
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Some Lesser Demon Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Mar 19, 2005 9:36 am
Heh, I kinda freaked out earlier... Heheh sweatdrop Sometimes you just hit the wall, you know?
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Posted: Sat Mar 19, 2005 11:04 pm
MirelleNyo Heh, I kinda freaked out earlier... Heheh sweatdrop Sometimes you just hit the wall, you know? Yeah, ish cool. 3nodding
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Posted: Sun Mar 20, 2005 9:11 am
I hit the wall alot really, I mean I don't take meds because I'm abit of a hippy on the whole drug taking respect and alot of the meds I've taken have messed with my narcalepsy..
But I guess just trying to see the up sides (believe me there are some... somewhere confused ).
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Posted: Sun Mar 20, 2005 9:27 am
I know how you feel, the depression and mood changing gets to me often to the point I can't work well in group projects in school anymore. I tend to seclude myself in my room when I get in one of my moods so I won't take it out on anyone.
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Posted: Sun Mar 20, 2005 11:47 am
I skipped a lot of classes this past semester because I kept flipping out. I'd skip class if I was crying uncontrollably. I'd skip classes if I couldn't get myself to move. I'd skip classes if I was wicked hyper and afraid I couldn't control it... All sorts of stuff...
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Posted: Mon Mar 21, 2005 7:50 am
MirelleNyo I skipped a lot of classes this past semester because I kept flipping out. I'd skip class if I was crying uncontrollably. I'd skip classes if I couldn't get myself to move. I'd skip classes if I was wicked hyper and afraid I couldn't control it... All sorts of stuff... I skipped a lot of classes too my senior year. I almost didn't graduate due to too many truancies even though my grades were fantastic. I hated school. Now I just hate work. Doesn't seem to end does it? I feel the same way you do sometimes.
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Posted: Mon Mar 21, 2005 3:50 pm
romasubrosa MirelleNyo I skipped a lot of classes this past semester because I kept flipping out. I'd skip class if I was crying uncontrollably. I'd skip classes if I couldn't get myself to move. I'd skip classes if I was wicked hyper and afraid I couldn't control it... All sorts of stuff... I skipped a lot of classes too my senior year. I almost didn't graduate due to too many truancies even though my grades were fantastic. I hated school. Now I just hate work. Doesn't seem to end does it? I feel the same way you do sometimes. Yeah, I tend to skip school a lot these days. I've gotten in to the habbit of hitting the snooze button on my alarm clock until its too late to catch the bus, then just staying home the rest of the day. Needless to say, my grades are suffering from missed work. xd
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