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Now, before I begin this subject I would like to clearly state that what is spoken here IS infact true by my own experance of actually seeing and feeling the brillance of it. Please...dont discard or harrass about the subject thinking that I'am wrong because you have no proof that I'am so shhh.



From my studies I happened on many books, one of them in which had certain details about The Other Side. Now, this place is basiclly where our REAL lives take place and that these lives we live here on earth are to learn first hand on what we need to experance in order to advance more within our true forms. While I was reading the book I had a flash of a wonderful meddow of flowers and it seemed as if the field went on forever. Then, I happened upon two towers which infact was the entrance to a grand place indeed. Within this wonderful place sat greekroman type of buildings. A path that seemed like it went all places. I remember the path being a grey and it was also made of stone. The grass in there was so green and lush. Through this experance I met my past dog who had been ran over by a car. I hugged him like he was actually there, I felt his fur and he even said he loved me very much. It was so intence that I cried....(which is something I dont normally do) That very experanced opened my eyes to what lives we truly may live on The Other Side. That everything there is infinite with gods love and is perfect in every way possible. On the other side there is also seven levels to the Underworld. (Now before you begin thinking..."oh the underworld, thats where there is fire and brimstone" no thats not how it is.) The underworld is a place where the first beings were created which to some of us would be called mythical creatures. The underworld works on the same vibes as earth does so alot of the times people do see creatures they thought were in fairy tales. The lower levels of the underworld consist of "our" creations...which also happen to be what we call "demons." These creatures cannot escape from their world but we can travel into theirs only to get the s**t scared out of us and then we find out the next morning we wet our pants like it was some horror movie. The creatures there are often consisted with nightmares, and in fact when someone has a nightmare your actually deep within the underworld astrally. From my experance alot of people have been able to block it out and not travel there anymore knowing we will get scared out of our minds doing so. There is a gaurdian to the underworld, her name is Lilith. In folklore she was Atoms lover but when she would not summit to him she was banished from the garden of eden and then took up residence in a cave giving birth to the first demon child. All in this, Lilith is a very misunderstood form of power. She rules the first level of the underworld and controls all other parts of it. She is also known as The Queen of Fairies. All and all, the Other Side is a place I wish to return to when the time is right.

From my experance The Other Side is just as real as anything I ever came across here on earth. It also seems as if people judge if there really is anything there. I think its because there is no logical reason for anything there. It is not bound by time or space, but it just is and has always been there. Human beings have a hard time coping with something that has always been because here in the physical something has to come from somewhere. The Other Side, is diffentetly one of those infinite places that has no boundries what so ever and is not limited by time nor physical things. One day I hope to see Home once again...knowing that everyone that has left my life and will leave my life will be there but...this time I think I might stay for an eternity...phew incarnating is way to complicated. xd 4laugh

I believe you are wrong no matter how much you say you are right. I was fully awake when I had this as I usually am. If it wasn't real then why would other people I know and ask say they seen the exact same thing. You honestly dont understand all what I do and you underestimate the power just like you think I do. I know what the body and mind are capable of. I also know what the spiritual world is capibal of. If any of it wasn't real then I wouldn't be able to talk to dead people and be absolutly correct about someones life when there is no logical explaination that I could have known esspecially on the internet. Stop thinking of a way to explain something and understand it. Let it be as it is and like in my other posts I have said dont critizize me for what I see or do. When I say I dont want your opinions then I dont. I know people in person that I tell these things to and they dont question my ability to see past what is there. You believe it is just imagionation. How would I freakin see a murder from the past and not know logicly what they look like but then explain exactly what they were wearing and what they looked like when it happened. If you truly knew what I go through then maybe you would think differently. Your path is different then mine so I suggest if you dont have anything nice to say then dont say anything at all.

Whatever, how do you know? There is no proof of one so there for you cannot prove me wrong just as I cannot prove anyone that it is there. I simply put my view into things not wanting anything out of it but to let others see what I have seen. That is all I want from posts as these to that maybe people like my self can talk about it. You know nothing of what I do or how I live my life. You have no idea or proof that I'am wrong because your not here and your not a legal person to say that what I have seen isn't real. Unless your quilified for it then you can't say I'am because its merly a matter of your opinion and not fact just as what I say is not fact. I live my own life and just because I see something and another doesn't does not make it imagionation. Everyones path is different. We all are different and what is real to another may not be to someone else. My job on earth is to help others realize what we all could have if you just looked. Not that I want to change other people but to show them the love that could be givin. Honestly I have ran into people like you before in person, my uncle is sceptical about all of this as well but you know what...we all live in our own little worlds. You can't proove anything if someone doesn't believe its real. Even if their is physical evidence. I won't be able to convence you or anyone else that what I have seen is real, it is up to them if they believe it or not. What I do is real to me and what I see is also real to me. Its not imagionation to me because I can see and talk to the others from which I spoke about. There would be no logical way that I would have known what people are thinking when I'am sitting right next to them or be able to get information just by consentrating. You see my whole idea in this post was to give people a broader perspective, not to say that its fake or reality, but to give them a view of my world. If your not accepting to my world then just stay out of it. Its true there are people in the world that would confront me and they do but you know what, it doesn't matter your opinion of what you say because I know what I see and if its real or fake or not. I have been doing it all my life so I know pretty much how it works. My own mother does these things just as well as my sister and its been in our family for countless generations. My mother can see the future, talk to dead people, see angels, and feel others pain and joy. My mom is Christian, my views and her views are different but we share the same aspect of our gifts. If you really tried you could also see what I see but you block it out because you don't understand it. Your a more logical type of person and thats okay. Sceptic people are cool, I like people like that. It just comes to the point where if you come to me and say "oh your nuts it doesn't excist." You need to be more accepting of peoples lives and realize that not everyone shares the same life as you do and that their realities are not the same as yours. Just as there are other belief systems there are different lifes that people live and you are not physically here to witness what I do so there for you can't say I'am wrong.


On that note I don't have a problem with your view and it doesn't mean we arn't still friends. You just can't compair both our lives because well they are different. You live in ozzy and I live in the US and you probley never even been here before so how do you know. Your not me or anyone else, you are you. So you can't say I'am wrong and your right because well...you just can't. There is no legal way you can prove that to me because your not a professional so your views are simply your opinion. Its just like anything else. How do we know the dinosauars were here? They cuz its they found bones. They could have just made them bones up out of clay or rock. You can never tell. Nothing is truly false or true because there is no possible way you can explain every single thing in the universe because its like trying to explain where an atom came from. There is nothing else there and no logical way it could have formed. So in that how do we know this world is just some dream someone else is having? We don't. You try to put things in a logical view but that doesn't always work for me when it comes to explaining how or if something is there. These bodies we have...this world we live in. Its all an illusion, we could be part of someone elses imagionation. I know I won't be able to convence you of what I said just as you won't be able to convence me I'am wrong. Just as you can't change light into dark or dark into light. Its all a matter of choice on the person who lives their own lives. In the end there is no truth and no false, just eternity. But that....is a whole new adventure.

It doesn't matter, it is progressive to me. To you it maybe something that seems fantasy but to me its real. I explore the world every single day of the week and learn about new people with different views. I don't care if you don't agree or not, that is your choice alone. We all have our different beliefs that will seem reality to us but yet fantasy to another. There is nothing wrong with the way you think or the way that I think. We are two different people but yet we mangage to get along just fine. I have a very firm grasp on what is really there for my own self. I post these such things to tell others of like-mind of my experances. You and my uncle think alot alike, but in truth we all live in our own fantasy worlds and believe what we want to. I have learned to accept the fact that not all people believe the same way I do but I know many that do and many that don't. There is a fine difference between my world and yours because while you live in a completly logical envornment, I live in a constructive and happy life with no worries what so ever of what is to come or trying to explain something when it not need be. I think that most peoples problems when it comes to this is that its because they can't see it. I know what I see and what I don't. Life is different for each person and there is no right or wrong in it all when it comes to beliefs. They universal ways are everything, so in that everything that everyone believes is pretty much true. There is no one path for each person in life and you will find that even people in your area have the same beliefs as I. Some people would honestly beat another up for saying something they didn't like because pagans have been abused for a very long time while Christians ruled the world. (sorta speak) Like it or not there are different types of people in the world and if you are going to be progressive, like my self then you must learn to accept what people believe and leave it at that. If you don't you won't ever have any friends because you critize them for what they feel is there. That gives them hope just as living in "reality" gives you a sence of secerity. I'am older then you, I have had more experance then you have so there for I think I know what I'am talking about. You are still in school while I finished. The people where I live that I talk to, they believe in the things that I say and this city aint no picnac when it comes to religion. I have built up a firm wall between my world and theirs and nothing in the world can tear that down no matter how much you say or try you can't break me no matter what. Because I KNOW its true because I have seen it and thats proof enough for me. You need to think about things before you sayem to people because not everyone has the same beliefs as you do. Like it or not you have beliefs just as everyone else, its in a logical way and logical is a sort of belief because you can't actually proove anything is real. If you could you could explain how the universe was created. It wasn't ever created its always been here just as we have always been here. Its eternal and nothing was the beggining, it was just there. But, thats in my opinion. You can think what you want just as I will but you won't tell me its fantasy when I know damn well its not lol. For gods sakes girl, lighten up. 4laugh Stop bein so serious and just have fun for a change. I do it every day and I never have a problem living life the way I see its supposed to be lived. The biggest part is that you always say this stuff on here and never on the messenger which I don't know why, its pretty much the same thing. Honestly, I don't care about your opinion, and I never have cared about it unless I asked for it. You make it into a big drama scene when its something so little....god that sounds an awful lot like me lol. Oh well thats life for ya, I love life and you should learn to as well.

The Other Side is the after life. The physical is a way for us to learn. You can't proove anything to me because you don't have the facts all you have is your word. Just as I have my world. Weither others believe you or they believe me is up to them and not our selves. We live two different lives, I talk to people every single day. I went to talk to a 87 year old woman today who was in the hospital who was losing hope on all around her. After I said what I needed to say she thanked me for coming in and her family members hugged me because they felt that what I was saying is true and I did a very great thing their today. To feel that love off of another person is so wonderful, you try to take that away from telling me that is not real. I know what is real and what is not. You say its not fact, you cant proove that because you don't live here and don't have any scientific evidience that I'am wrong. I don't care what you think or what you think about me, it doesn't matter to me at all because I'am my own person with a life of my own just as you are. You can live the life you live now thats fine, and I will do the same. Like I said not everyone has the same beliefs as you do and they will fight for that because that is what gives them reason to live. Its that hope inside everyone. Not all hope is the same. You may enjoy life but when someone doesn't believe in what you do, you put them down because YOU THINK its not real. To them it is just as to me and what I do is real. I have no need to finish this conversation because there is nothing more to say about it so, if you dont like what I say then dont talk to me at all if your going to be disrespectful to me. No matter what you say or what you do to try and make me believe its not there when I know it is...you will never stop me from believing that because to me IT IS FACT. It may not be to you but to ME it is.

You never allowed me to do such a thing off of gaia so there for thats why nothing has happened and I don't know you that well either. Yet, I have done readings for people with out knowing them but uh in order for me to do something like that I have to have your full attention and contact. The computer your using acts as a channal where I rescieve your energy so you have to sitting in front of it in order for me to recive it directly with out physical meeting. It also depends on what you want to know or what you want me to find out that you dont know. I cant do it for no reason at all I have to have a reason behind it. I respect your beliefs just as I respect hers but I will thank you for not being disrespectful and telling me I'am wrong when there is no proof of such. If you want a reading you have to contact me personally, which you can do if you have msn or yahoo. I used to give readings on gaia but it came down to where it got to stressful and I was pushing my self to the limits to where if I just stay at the same level I need to be at. Usually in famous psychic readings people have to be open to the idea that someone is reading for them and alot of times a psychic cant pick up on anyone if the other person does not let them. It all depends on your views I suppose. Then again I have read for my uncle who is comepltly sceptical on the whole thing but he just said it was obvious that I figured it out. That could be true but I think everyone has these things. Its not some divine force as I have said before it is all about your gut feelings and intuition. If you wish for me to give a reading then contact me personally, other wise...its not gonna happen.

I did like right after I read this post and no responce....your probley in that little thingy again arguing about something which I dont know what. Your a night owl lol.