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Last night, I stayed up way too late for my own good. Not only did I start to feel nautious (Jammeh is not a night owl xp ), but she got involved with discussions of "something big is coming".

Now, Jammeh was a good girl and did not state her thoughts bluntly, but it did raise a question in her mind: How often are the sightings of demons, feelings of something awry, and the like really a person's subconcious playing with them?

It is foolish to say that all instances are the case, but can practicioners, especially new ones, work themselves up so much? Can they even work it up to the point that multiple individuals feel it (power of suggestion complex)?

A friend of mine has had a true apocalyptic dream before. As for myself, I had a spiritual experience once while listening to some music, where I had a sensation that sometime in the future, 3 million (or billion?) people would be killed in a massive event (unknown). I was listening to Simon & Garfunkel's Sound of Silence.

Sometimes such things are reflections of anxiety in our life. I recently had a dream where I was escaping from a nazi prison camp. It was a VERY lucid dream (more real than reality actually), and I can describe it in very intricate detail. The dream was really a reflection of my anxiety though. I went to bed because I was feeling very anxious and miserable. Going to sleep didn't help that, with that dream, but it's apparent that was the cause of the dream.

I feel the same way. If an apocalypse comes, I'll be left here to clean up. I tend to be a counselor and teacher type individual, and those will both be needed after such a time of significant change.

I think this is an interesting subject. Here resently I found out my aunt was having a baby. (Shes also a witch to) Well at first it was twins but then she lost one but the thing about it is, is that he is supposed to be born of the darkest night of the year....Holloween! Now I had gotten feelings before she told anyone that something big was coming and I only get those feelings every so often so its not like an every day thing but normal enough to wonder and sit on for a while of what it is. So I was thinking if that baby is going to be born on that night and that within our family thousands of witches have lived....would this be the start of something new for us just within the family or the rest of the world to? Now I don't know why I think of it like that but its just a theory that I came up with. It is very interesting to me for some reason. Through my experance with other things how ever, I dealt with a being that was around when the romans were still in power. This being had came to me from another friend and apparently his entire race was banished to the astral realm for trying to merge magick with technology. His form was weird to me but never manifested to where I could see it but I felt him reaching out to me in such a way I shot a beam of energy towards him. While I was still on the computer with my friend she had been babysitting the whole time and the creature appeared outside the home of where she was at looking at her with this evil sinister face. I'am telling you right now from the way she discribed it I could see the creature clear enough where It freaked me out. He may of gotten mad at me for hitting him with energy but it was like I felt this negitive force and I had to protect my self....omg just thinking about that moment gives me chills. I dont know what this creature was, but I know that during that time I had been asking about it in chat rooms and I happened upon a person who knew about them from that time. The creature I guess was projecting into our world and the only reason why my friend could see him is because I think that she could of been the slave girl he fell in love with. Plus, he died by villagers because he was in love with the girl so I was thinking that she could of been the reincarnation of the slave girl. Nevertheless it was a freaky experance, one that helped open my eyes to the spirit world. eek