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Beyond The Time Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Oct 03, 2025 9:05 am
Quote: Characters: Bella and Bonnie Prompt: Mirabella and Bonnie have a talk about a recent decline in the latter's mood.
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Posted: Sat Oct 11, 2025 9:21 pm
   For once in her life, Bonnie hadn't wanted to go out. It had been a thought churning around in her head all day since she'd first gotten that stupid guilt letter this morning. Who even sent letters to someone in the same school anyway? It was such a ridiculous, over the top, stupid thing to do.
Which was also probably exactly why it was such a Mirabella thing to do.
It also meant if she didn't get up and go out, the Aloran would be at her doorstep to bust it down and force her out.
So Bonnie got up. Instead of once again wallowing in her bed, she picked out something that would keep her warm and she dressed. It wasn't anything too showy or flashy. Just warm and comfortable. The Gods knew she just wanted to be comfortable. They also knew that it was probably something Mirabella would comment on. "Maybe if she does, I can punch her face in." The violent mumble as Bonnie brushed out her hair was comforting. It felt normal.
Did she even know what normal felt like anymore?
Almost instantly the thought soured her mood. Her brown eyes trailed back to her unmade bed, wondering if she could just burrow far enough down into the covers that Mirabella couldn't find her no matter how hard she tried. But the sunshine b***h was too determined and Bonnie was too defeated.
Letting out a massive sigh, she gave one last look at the mirror before heading to the front gate where the letter told her to go. Not on time. Or, well, according to the invitation anyway. It was half of a miracle that Bella wasn't busting down her door for being ten minutes late. Maybe she'd factored in getting ready. It wasn't like Bonnie was normally all for being practically dressed.
Kicking at the dirt on the path out to the carriages gave her something to do as she walked. Something to distract her mind for just a moment. Until she saw Bella. It was chilly. There was a carriage sitting there. And she didn't know what the ******** they were doing. Finally a groan of frustration ripped out of her throat.
"I'm here, are you happy now?" The comment came out meaner than she intended, but she couldn't find a part of her that felt bad for it. "Are you going to finally tell me what your big evening plans are so I can go crawl back in bed or do I have to guess about that too?"
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Beyond The Time Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Oct 12, 2025 5:09 pm
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Posted: Sun Oct 19, 2025 1:32 pm
   If Bonnie could roll her eyes any harder, she would have. She would have rolled them so hard, so loud, that Mirabella could hear them roll from across the ******** continent. Unfortunately, it wasn't possible. Which, while lame, might have been for the best. She wasn't in the mood to get into a fist fight at the front gate of their shitty excuse of a school. For now she could settle for just making a harsh scoffing sound as Bella turned around and began to step into the carriage.
A pub. They were going to a pub. Bonnie hadn't had anything to drink in the last two months or so. On the one hand, she could use one. Drown out her woes in her cups like the sailors back home who lamented having to leave their bonny lasses or whatever it was their shanties were always going on about. On the other, it was admitting that she could drink without repercussion.
The realization winded her.
Then Mirabella was back on the ground, offering her hand out to Bonnie. Offering out a lifeline. Wanting to talk. That might have winded her more if she hadn't just been through the last two months from the stormy depths of the deep. She'd even gone so far as to confirm the menu, taking Bonnie's diet into account.
Part of her hated this, hated knowing that this was the closest thing to a genuine friendship she had. That she couldn't talk to her family about this. That Stefano was doing his best to take everything in stride but that it boiled down to her and what she needed. And what she needed was to talk about it. To let loose and let herself remember who she was without shame. And the sunshine b***h was offering her just that. The real question was how wasted did she need to get to loosen her lips and let it all pour out.
There was a glint in her eye as she took Bella's hand and stepped into the carriage. "Fine. We'll do this your way." Thanks to her height, she didn't really need to duck as she stepped into the carriage, settling herself on the back seat that would face the direction they were going. "For now, anyway. Get your a** in here and close the door. It's getting cold."
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Beyond The Time Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Nov 23, 2025 6:12 pm
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Posted: Mon Dec 15, 2025 7:08 pm
   The carriage ride was almost painful. Bonnie had recognized that Mirabella was trying to do something here. It had been obvious from the way she choked down a biting remark about the way she'd been told to get in the carriage. The attempts at pitiful small talk. The questions, despite Mirabella's best intentions, stung. They were like a million tiny little bees that were jabbing their stupid little stingers right into the same spot over and over and over. A dark, vicious part of her wanted to lash out. To scream and cry and thrash so hard the carriage tipped over.
It also wasn't Mirabella's fault.
So Bonnie sat there, arms and legs crossed. She wasn't really dignifying the idle questions with an answer. If she could get away with grunting or a single word, she did. If Mirabella was stubborn, so was she and they could easily butt heads for hours. Unfortunately the carriage ride wasn't hours. The carriage ride was actually only a handful of minutes even if it felt like an eternity of being needled and then a second eternity of silence.
When the carriage stopped Bella moved first. Like she was fully aware of Bonnie's near complete unwillingness to be here. How it was cold and sad and poor. Very literally. As she followed the other woman into the establishment all Bonnie could think was how this looked like the last place the Aloran would want to willingly step foot in. It wasn't bad by any means and Bonnie had certainly dined in worse looking establishments when she was on the war path, but it was not a place that nobility usually frequented and you could tell. And the glass? It would be a shock if there had been any kind of salt treatment done to temper it.
But none of that mattered when she realized she was being spoken to in broken Stili. Brown eyes flitted up, meeting red. At the same time emotion welled within her. Which emotion? Hard to say. Frustration, annoyance, and irritation were all top contenders. But so were a touching sadness and appreciation.
For the first time of the night Bonnie's expression softened as she looked at the other woman. The closest thing she had to a friend within the halls of the school when she considered her other options. Nalani was more like a sister. Davy was her ex. And now Stefano was... The idea of finding a word for him felt near impossible.
"Agradeço a oferta, mas... It is unnecessary." She shook her head before looking up. Meeting eyes with a bar maid over Bella's shoulder seemed to summon the woman to their little table in the corner. As the woman asked after their orders, Bonnie cut in as if she didn't trust Bella not to make a aggrandizing fool of herself in a peasant's bar. "A glass of Joh Jos Prüm for my friend and whatever is the strongest drink you have behind the bar for me."
The order left her mouth feeling dry. Like her shoulders were ready to hike up to her ears. Bella knew she was supposed to be with child. It was also known you didn't drink large amounts of alcohol with a pregnancy, just a small glass of brandy or wine to settle morning sickness, but she was asking for something far outside the norm.
And the request. Oh deep ones Bella's request. How could she tell her what she needed when she didn't even know herself? Bonnie had let Bella's hand sit on the table for longer than she probably should have. But her limbs and mind had been focusing on everything but herself. And now that the barmaid was back with a glass of wine for Bella and what appeared to be a hoppy looking beer for Bonnie it was safe to be honest. Or, well, as safe as it could be.
With her heart in her throat, she let her hand settle into Bella's. "I don't know what I need." The words were soft, weak. And admitting them made her feel weaker. Her eyes cast down and to the side as if she could shield herself and her emotions with the action. "Bella, I lost the baby." It didn't seem possible for her voice to get smaller, but somehow it did as she forced those foul words out of her mouth and attempt to blink back tears.
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Beyond The Time Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Dec 27, 2025 5:48 pm
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Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2026 8:23 pm
   When Mirabella was quick to scold her like a naughty school child for her choice in drink there was a part of her that wanted to laugh. It was the dark, miserable part of her that was doing a horrible job of coping with the situation. Which, honestly, none of her was coping with it well. All she had been able to do was put one foot in front of the other and take the world day by day. She couldn't even remember another time when she'd felt so low.
No. That wasn't entirely true. Back in the war it had taken some effort to cope with the knowledge that there were lives she had taken with her own two hands. A lot of lives, if she was being entirely honest. It had been a strange process to numb herself to it. One that she wasn't entirely sure that she could do to numb herself to her current reality.
Though it did help a little that Mirabella's shock was priceless. There was little that made the sun burnt squawker truly speechless. And watching her bring their joined hands up into a prayer that ended with a kiss to her knuckles made the corners of her mouth twitch up. Then almost as quickly then drooped into a little frown as more of her traitorous tears started to well in her eyes. There was a tremble in her now, one that was nearly impossible to deny as she shook her head.
"A couple of weeks?" The answer was as wet as her words were uncertain. Had it been that long? Time had becoming the strangest enigma since that horrible, horrible night. It was either moving so slowly it felt like it was choking her or so quickly it made her dizzy. Everything felt so dull, like the color had drained out of the world and she was left with a sad, sepia toned remnant of what everything should be.
Once again she was shaking her head, this time bringing her free hand up to rub her palm into one of her eyes like it would smudge away the tears threatening to fall. "I don't even know, to be honest. It's all blurred together." Admitting it out loud felt like a hand wrapped around her throat, forcing her breathing to become small, gasping hiccups that hinted at how hard she was trying to keep calm. Then she breathed out a laugh. "I'm not pregnant anymore Bella, I can drink. Though I think the real answer you want is that, yes, the doctors said it was okay."
Only it wasn't okay. She wanted to be bitching about sipping some bubbly juice with no alcohol content while sitting in a pub with the b***h that might as well be her best friend.
The damn broke, hot tears carving trails down her cheeks as she attempted to press her lips together to suppress a sob. Her shoulders shook as she forced her back to stay straight, the sob wracking through her body without her consent. "It was horrible." Bonnie finally managed to force the words out. "One minute I thought I had really bad morning sickness - which the name is a load of bullshit, by the way. I was constantly barfing - then next I was waking up to find my legs covered in blood."
Shaking her head, she tried to push the memory of it down. Force it somewhere else where it couldn't bother her anymore. Like she'd been trying to do ever since it happened. "I don't even remember washing if I'm honest. I..." Her jaw clenched, trying to find the words before she finally frowned and shook her head again. This time it was an attempt to admit that she didn't have a way to describe the unimaginable horror of it all. Hopefully all that time spent trapped in her bubbled meant that Mirabella knew her well enough to pick up the cue.
"I went to him that night and he just held me. I think he's just as sad as I am, but he's trying to be the brave one because he's never seen me this broken. I've never seen me this broken." This time the wet laugh she offered to Bella was wet and self depreciating. "Everything just feels so wrong. Like the world is upside down and I don't know how I fit into it anymore." The hand between Bella's tightened, seeking comfort. Sad brown eyes finally met Bella's red ones. "I feel so dramatic and stupid, I know I'm not the only person that's gone through this but... I wanted my baby."
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Beyond The Time Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Feb 28, 2026 11:08 am
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