My folks found out yesterday that my dad has a mass on his brain, and we don't know yet if it's cancerous. His memory has been really bad and we thought he had Alzheimer's disease. After going to the doctor, they found a mass on part of his brain.
I am absolutely terrified of losing him and I want my faith in God and in His healing hand to take hold over my mind instead of this petrifying fear. My mom's scared too, but she's also dealing with intense pain and withdrawal due to her painmeds being reduced to pretty much nothing and being completely out of them.. and the doctor hasn't called them in yet...
I would very much appreciate if you guys see this, if you could say even a quick prayer for my parents to be okay both mentally, emotionally, and physically health-wise. Prayers for strength, courage, and healing, as well as peace that passes all of our understanding for my parents, I would be very much thankful for. Any prayers for them to get better are appreciated. I'm very scared for my dad and I'm trying to keep my faith strong and stay emotionally strong but I'm so scared... I haven't slept in more than 12 hours and was up all night worrying. I have never been this scared before and I don't know how to deal with the pain my heart feels already from being scared worries me since it's sharp pain and I don't want to end up also in the hospital or cause my mom more to worry about...
Even just a comforting word or hug would really help me out right now.. I am so scared of losing my dad.. Scared doesn't even cover half of how I feel.. I've never been this terrified. I'm shaking like a leaf and can't stop crying and fearing the worst as we haven't heard back from the hospital my dad's in yet on if the mass is cancerous or benign. I'm praying and hoping among all hopes that the mass is benign and/or able to be removed without hassle and things turn out safe and my dad recovers smoothly...
I am absolutely terrified of losing him and I want my faith in God and in His healing hand to take hold over my mind instead of this petrifying fear. My mom's scared too, but she's also dealing with intense pain and withdrawal due to her painmeds being reduced to pretty much nothing and being completely out of them.. and the doctor hasn't called them in yet...
I would very much appreciate if you guys see this, if you could say even a quick prayer for my parents to be okay both mentally, emotionally, and physically health-wise. Prayers for strength, courage, and healing, as well as peace that passes all of our understanding for my parents, I would be very much thankful for. Any prayers for them to get better are appreciated. I'm very scared for my dad and I'm trying to keep my faith strong and stay emotionally strong but I'm so scared... I haven't slept in more than 12 hours and was up all night worrying. I have never been this scared before and I don't know how to deal with the pain my heart feels already from being scared worries me since it's sharp pain and I don't want to end up also in the hospital or cause my mom more to worry about...
Even just a comforting word or hug would really help me out right now.. I am so scared of losing my dad.. Scared doesn't even cover half of how I feel.. I've never been this terrified. I'm shaking like a leaf and can't stop crying and fearing the worst as we haven't heard back from the hospital my dad's in yet on if the mass is cancerous or benign. I'm praying and hoping among all hopes that the mass is benign and/or able to be removed without hassle and things turn out safe and my dad recovers smoothly...
