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CAUTIOUS / NAIVE / SENSITIVE ◣ NEUTRAL GOOD
⬛ GENDER / Female ⬛ AGE / 19 ⬛ RACE / Nord thing
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Lotti is, for lack of a better word, naive, though not exactly in the conventional wide-eyed, innocent way. She compensates for her lack of experience with heavy skepticism and distrust of anyone or anything she is unfamiliar with. Though she is friendly, Lotti often remains reserved and observant of the world around her. Due to her living so culturally detached from the mainlands, Lotti would approach the world with great curiosity and openness, but never in a reckless, haphazard fashion. She is not a confident person and often second-guesses herself and may become too trusting of the people she becomes close to. Lotti is and has always been a people-pleaser and at times will put her need to please over her own comfort. She gets flustered easily and cries when she's both angry or upset.
⬛ LINEAGE / tab■Lavinia [mother] tab■Hermaeus Mora [progenitor]
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Lotti’s origins, though truly known by few, is something more of a mystery to herself and has been the subject of her own speculations. Likely an abomination of magic or scholarly pursuits and a "what if" scenario gone too far, few definite answers had been offered to her, leaving her mind to wander in lieu of some lost and greater purpose. What is known for certain of her early life came directly from her mother Lavinia. Lavinia had arrived in the Skaal Village prior to her birth, and though never gained full admission to the reclusive tribe, was tolerated as a useful provider for medicines. Living a short distance from the village, the trek wasn't too rigorous and business was limited, though she managed to make ends meet, as well as remain distant from any prying, suspecting eyes. Lotti was born in her mother’s cabin, but was only revealed to the public months after. She was described as a heavily jaundiced infant with filmy, sallow skin, though her mother assured the townsfolk it was due to Altmeri heritage and not illness. Some villagers began to doubt Lavinia, given her odd, standoffish ways and strangely off-putting child. Nonetheless, she stayed, but grew more and more reclusive and distrusted as time went on.
[Backstory 2] ■ Lotti was created as a sort of chimera-like being by way of some mystical bullshit. ■ It was kind of a "lol let's see what happens" thing and then BOOM, Lotti. ■ Like, some wizard b***h wanted to see if something like that would straight up just be possible. ■ Or it was a way to artificially create a demiprince, which homeboy could only find little information on. ■ The material taken for her other bits had originated from Apocrypha, since wizzyboy worshiped Herma Mora and might've just had it laying around. Either it was some sort of essence of Apocrypha itself, and therefor Herma Mora, or from a creature like a Lurker. Tho I feel like a nord/lurker hybrid would be crazy nasty, so maybe not. So, maybe just general Apocrypha junk. ■ Similar s**t had been tested out on animals, with varying success. Some died, but they were getting more successful. Lavinia, the wizboi's apprentice took a big risk using herself as the surrogate, but she had plans. Mostly ones to ******** him over and take this potential demigod as her own. ■ So, Lav eventually books it, snatching some of his work and notes in the process. She flees to Solstheim to live in seclusion, where she will raise Lotti. ■ So she did and Lotti was... underwhelming. There were oddities about her, but for the most part, she was harmless. Which Lavinia thought was super ******** lame. ■ Either Lavinia got bored playing house with Lotti and bounced, or Lotti got lost, as she do. EITHER WAY, Lotti's on her own. She's meandering around the wilds of Solstheim, occasionally having to do some gremliny s**t to stay alive. ■ Eventually, she's found by a Skaal girl named Anja while she's out hunting, who takes her home like she's a lost puppy. Lotti stayed with her and her family for a while and learned a little about the world, or at least as told by the Skaal. ■ But even that didn't last and Lotti found herself lost once again. By this point, Lotti realized that it was near impossible for her to stay put long before this would happen again. She would always get lost and separated from people, and then never be able to find her way back.
Lotti grew up heavily sheltered by her mother, both socially and culturally. She seldom strayed too far from their home and was almost always in the company of her mother. The two of them were rarely seen without the other being close by. Lotti saw this as closeness and remained loyal and unquestioning to her mother, though Lavinia’s intentions went a little beyond just having a strong mother-daughter bond. In truth, Lavinia and Lotti's relationship wasn't bad, but not necessarily healthy, either. Lavinia's sheltering, over protective behavior towards Lotti would come off as manipulative at times, as though she wanted to keep her daughter ignorant and dependent on her. Lavinia would disallow hands-on experience with the world outside and provided Lotti with an overall low information diet. Because of this, Lavinia gave only vague hints of Lotti's parentage, with just enough information for her to piece together a fuzzy speculation.
As a coping method for her boredom, Lotti began to collect a variety of things with seemingly no rhyme or reason for her sudden interest in them. Her room quickly began to fill, until it nearly overflowed with her random assortment of “junk,” though she would allege they were much more and would at times spin fantastical tales about their supposed histories. A few have claimed to have seen her rummaging through other people's garbage, likely in search of some new additions to her collection.
Despite being an outsider to the Skaal, Lotti made friends with a local girl named Anja, who taught her the basics of the Skaal's culture and religion. Lavinia had rarely ever mentioned gods, divine or daedric, claiming, "to have a god is to have a master, and I chose to remain free from servitude." However, Lotti took a liking to the storys of Anja's All-Maker and began to conform to the culture and its beliefs. However, Lotti continued to spend most of her time helping Lavinia with her apothecary business, mixing herbs and creating potions with the aid of her mother’s mastery.
In the few weeks leading up to her mother’s disappearance, Lavinia had been notably distant and standoffish with Lotti, as though she were trying to wean her off. Lotti began to fear for the worst after a few days following her mother's absence. After sifting through her belongings, the only indication as to where she may have went had been stowed away in her journals, though Lotti found it odd that her mother would have left without telling her. She appeared to be after some artifact of immense power and knowledge and had narrowed down its location to a few possible locations, all but one that resided on mainland Skyrim. Worried sick for her mother, Lotti packed up her things and left Solstheim for the very first time in her life.
Due to her more secluded life, Lotti is very uncertain as to how the world outside works. She would approach the world with heavy naivety and great skepticism.
Lotti is moderately tall with a small and frail build. Her hair is long and blonde, with twisting and frayed curls that are often left unstyled and unkempt, giving her a disheveled appearance. Lotti’s skin is pale and has a sickly jaundiced hue with a darker, ashy pigmentation under her eyes. Her complexion is filmy, appearing damp to the touch.
Though Lotti appears to retain mostly human traits at a glance, she is only so where it counts. From the waist down, Lotti's body contains a mess of writhing, tendril-like appendages and inhuman, unblinking eyes. Because of this, she wears baggy, spacious clothing to hide her extremities.
⬛ POWERS tab■Psychometry: Lotti has shown the ability to take information from inanimate objects. The information almost always relates to the history of the object and how it ended up where it is or the state it is in. Though the information is usually trivial, Lotti finds great excitement in it.
tab■Procurer: Lotti has shown extrasensory abilities when it comes to finding missing things, living or inanimate. She claims to be able to track them down by following a certain "scent" or compulsion that leads her its way. This, however, only applies to that which is truly lost and not what doesn't want to be found.
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Lotti is not a fighter and prefers to remain passive. When need be, she may utilize destruction magic, but will mostly use alteration and restoration spells to help deflect damage. Physically, she is frail and does not hit hard, nor is she very durable.
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⬛ BIRTHDAY / 2nd of Sun's Dawn ⬛ BIRTHSIGN / The Lover ⬛ MBTI / INTP
⬛ FAITH / Undecided
⬛ VOICE / Saoirse Ronan ⬛ THEME / A Map, a String, a Light pt.2 - Yvette Young
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■ Lotti has a terrible hoarding habit. Growing up, her room had always been filled with a seemingly random assortment of junk to the point where there was only a small path from the door to her bed. Even while travelling, Lotti takes far more than she needs, often to the point of encumbering herself. She will likely continue to collect as she travels.
■ The concept of monetary value confuses Lotti and she has a hard time understanding it. To her, the value of an object is decided based on its use and history, rather than its quality or price. Because of this, she could become an easy target for swindling.
■ Coupled with a poor sense of direction and absent mindedness, Lotti often finds herself lost and is generally prone to aimless wandering. She has no concept of direction and can get lost in otherwise simple locations.
Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2017 9:39 pm
Demiprince Details:
Charythes Plane: Gallimaufry [The Junkyard] Gallimaufry appears as an endless junkyard, with towering piles of objects of both the physical and metaphysical. Items, thoughts, ideas, and memories of all sorts can be found here, most of which had been lost, abandoned, or discarded, one way or another. Much of the metaphysical information stowed in Gallimaufry had been derived from the physical, though not always.
Demispheres: The lost, the forgotten, the abandoned, and storytelling
Aliases: Trashkeeper, Taleweaver, Finder, Curator of the Lost
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Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2017 9:40 pm
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↻ W E F L Y L I K E B I R D S & OUR SKY IS BOUNDLESS WEDRIFTLIKEGHOSTS WE ARE LOST ❮ I AM LOST ❯
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LOTTI xxxLOST GIRL
▌ SEX : Female ▌ RACE : Nord ▌ APPROXIMATE AGE : Late teens, early 20s
▌ OCCUPATION : Getting lost, useless item collector ▌ CLASS : Scout ▌ ORIGIN : Solstheim, north of the Skaal Village
Wandering from the Felsaad Coast, Lotti has unwittingly stumbled into southern Solstheim, unable to find her way back home. There's something odd about her, though she appears harmless.
▌ Height : 5'8" ▌ Weight : 132 lbs ▌ Body type : Ectomorph ▌ Misc : none
Lotti is moderately tall with a small and frail build. Her hair is long and blonde, with twisting and frayed curls that are often left unstyled and unkempt, giving her a disheveled appearance. Lotti’s skin is pale and has a sickly jaundiced hue with a darker, ashy pigmentation on her lips and circles under her eyes. Her complexion is filmy and uneven, appearing damp to the touch.
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Posted: Fri Sep 21, 2018 10:48 pm
After Lotti's mother left home and she went looking for her, Lotti of course, got lost. Probably like five minutes after leaving the house.
She got so lost, in fact, that she ended up wandering straight into Oblivion, where she wandered through various realms, all while having no ******** clue where she was. This is in part due to her spheres, that being the lost, which gives her some weird wormhole sorta action. Cause it's not enough lost-ness just to make a wrong turn somewhere--you gotta end up in a whole-nother dimension when you're literally the god of bad directions.
Hundreds of years pass and Lotti resurfaces again in Solstheim, though is unaware of how much time has passed and if she had even left Mundus at all. Lotti is still looking for her mother, who likely died hundreds of years ago.
Posted: Wed Feb 13, 2019 4:02 pm
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LOTTI xxxTITLE xxx◣ NEUTRAL GOOD
▌ GENDER : Female ▌ AGE : 27 ▌ RACE : Nord ▌ SEXUALITY : Bisexual
xxx｛ CURIOUS ★ GULLIBLE ★ TRAIT
*A people-pleaser, blah blah
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▌ OCCUPATION : Alchemist ▌ FACTION : none ▌ STATUS : Nomad ▌ CLASS :
* From the Skaal Village * Her parents got together due to slim pickins there. They didn't have much in common or any chemistry, but their relationship wasn't horrible by any means. * Lotti's mother was a bit of an outsider to her own culture. She had more of a split lineage of Skaal and mainland Nord. She was kind of weird and reclusive, and it was speculated that she got involved with weird witchy s**t. There was an independence about her and she didn't appear to actively worship any gods, at least in a reverent way. * Lotti's dad was a cool guy. He may have been the only person to make Lav smile, bit their relationship was still ehhh. He was standard Skaal Nord stock; tall, bulky, and not particularly well read. But a good person who was proud of his community. * Lotti was raised on the warmth of her father and the stories he'd pass down to her from the Skaal and her mother's curiosity and readiness to explore the unknown. Though, she was aware that her mother was different and that her antics weren't exactly looked fondly upon, she nonetheless took in what she could from her, often as a means of spending time with her. * She learned alchemy from her mother and became mostly involved with that, though she had attended hunting with her dad on occasion. * Lotti, though not a pariah like her mother, was an eccentric child and often spent her time alone. As she got older, however, she became more social. * It was eventually discovered by the town that her mother had been involved in some messed up witchy s**t and then was exiled. * Blah blah * She eventually leaves the Skaal and wander through Skyrim for a bit before wandering south to Cyrodiil.
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▌ Hair : Blonde, with fraying curls ▌ Skin : Pale ▌ Eyes : Green
