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 Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2005 7:50 pm
Heya. Only the first members and the owners know me. I'm Mura Darkcaves, a founding member and mod. I haven't been here at all though, and here's why.
Anyone who remembers me knows I was fighting with the docs to put me on medication that worked. I'm on Welbutrin SR, which stopped working for me about a year ago. Next week, I'll finally see a psych to prescribe me Neurontin, which i've been told works very well for bipolars, and I have high hopes for.
But it's help that came a bit too late for me schoolwise. I'm probably going to have to take a medical leave of absence for the rest of the semester. I'm in my second year of college. Fortunately, I'll be able to come back to school next semester, hopefully on medication that works.
While waiting for medication that works, I've been hiding from the real world as much as possible. I've between 5 and 14 hours a day on an RPG, skipped most of my classes. I haven't tripped up too bad I suppose. I have no STDs, drug or alcohol problems, and I'm still alive, though I've lost weight due to lack of eating...
So, even though I feel like my life is ending, it really isn't. I feel like I'm giving up by going on medical leave, and I'm dreading living at my parent's house again.
Yeah, that's all my babble for now...
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2005 8:20 pm
Dude, that really sucks. I was there last semester, and retreated into Gaia for the longest time.
I skipped classes as well, and had to basically drop everything, so I know where you're coming from.
I really hope Neurontin works for you.
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2005 8:33 pm
Thanks a ton H3rsh3y, and I'm sorry I haven't been modding or posting.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2005 11:39 am
its okay. whatever it takes to help yourself, you do it, okay?
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2005 1:22 pm
lvngembrs its okay. whatever it takes to help yourself, you do it, okay? Thanks, I appreciate it.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2005 5:40 pm
Ish coo. Everything'll even out someday.
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Some Lesser Demon Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Mar 03, 2005 11:20 am
Some Lesser Demon Ish coo. Everything'll even out someday. Yep, starting next Wednesday! xp
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Posted: Mon Mar 21, 2005 1:22 pm
I just hope I can get a new spych before I end up like my classmate. His been in hospital for over a mounth now...
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Apocalyptic Exhibitionist
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Posted: Wed Mar 30, 2005 6:41 pm
i hope youre feeling better, im going through some tough med changes a lot lately.....im currently being taken off a medication (adderall) which has been recently linked to sudden death (it speeds up your heart rate appearantly) so i got an EKG, and it showed my heart rate was acting weird so i have to get off it....it sucks cuz it was helping with my ADD as well as my bipolar....so now i feel like s**t....with withdrawls.....
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Posted: Wed Mar 30, 2005 8:06 pm
Amens I just hope I can get a new spych before I end up like my classmate. His been in hospital for over a mounth now... if 'spych' was a type-o, it was a cool one. on friday i get to go see my new psych and get back on meds (lithium). i'm really really scared. i really hope everything works out for you. are you excited? scared? relieved? apathetic? (place image of wide eyed child here) i am really scared. i hope you're not. stressed (that is my favourite emoticon)
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