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 Posted: Mon Mar 23, 2015 10:40 am
So.. I'm going to be leaving home on April 6th. I've been having a lot of internal conflict lately about my relationship and all I can think to do is go home to my mom and try and figure out my life.
I won't have much internet.. just my phone. I'm gonna have to put a lot of things on hold.. the giveaway thread, maybe the high posters list..
I got a one way ticket.. I don't know how long I'll be gone - as long as it takes for me to make a decision and feel right about it.
I'm sorry I have to leave the guild again.. and I hope it doesn't die without me. I know we haven't had a lot of staff activity lately.. it feels like I'm the only guild staff we have sometimes..
There is the possibility I may find a PC to use now and then. I wish there was a library where I'm going, but it was shut down years ago. sad
I really should have a laptop. :/
This is a really hard time in my life and I wish things were just simple, but they never seem to be.
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Posted: Mon Mar 30, 2015 3:58 am
Spenelli So.. I'm going to be leaving home on April 6th. I've been having a lot of internal conflict lately about my relationship and all I can think to do is go home to my mom and try and figure out my life. I won't have much internet.. just my phone. I'm gonna have to put a lot of things on hold.. the giveaway thread, maybe the high posters list.. I got a one way ticket.. I don't know how long I'll be gone - as long as it takes for me to make a decision and feel right about it. I'm sorry I have to leave the guild again.. and I hope it doesn't die without me. I know we haven't had a lot of staff activity lately.. it feels like I'm the only guild staff we have sometimes.. There is the possibility I may find a PC to use now and then. I wish there was a library where I'm going, but it was shut down years ago. sad I really should have a laptop. :/ This is a really hard time in my life and I wish things were just simple, but they never seem to be. I'm sure the guild will survive... or we can give it some CPR when you get back. You need to do what you need to do. I hope everything works out for you. I am sending you a ton of love. heart heart heart
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Posted: Mon Mar 30, 2015 10:03 am
Esselean I'm sure the guild will survive... or we can give it some CPR when you get back. You need to do what you need to do. I hope everything works out for you. I am sending you a ton of love. heart heart heart Thank you. I forgot to mention in the PM but now that I have a nicer phone I have the gaia app. It messes up sometimes but it works pretty well for PM's. There is no access to guilds on it but if anyone wants to talk to me go ahead and PM me.
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Posted: Wed Apr 01, 2015 8:44 pm
-throws roses your way-
April Fool's is my least favorite holiday too, but I forgot it was today and nobody reminded me of it so I guess mine went okay.
Sorry to hear things are sucking. Hope going home helps you along. I'm not on all too often, but I'd be happy to exchange some PMs in the mean time if you don't mind my rambly ways. The guild will wait if it must.
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Posted: Thu Apr 02, 2015 6:12 pm
Life never really is simple, is it?
I hope the move goes smoothly, and best of luck sorting things out. And I think it's a very good thing that you trust your own intuition and decision-making power enough to take this step.
Have a happy spring -- or at least, a hopeful one!
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Posted: Sat Apr 04, 2015 11:57 am
Hanage -throws roses your way- April Fool's is my least favorite holiday too, but I forgot it was today and nobody reminded me of it so I guess mine went okay. Sorry to hear things are sucking. Hope going home helps you along. I'm not on all too often, but I'd be happy to exchange some PMs in the mean time if you don't mind my rambly ways. The guild will wait if it must. April Fools stopped being fun once I hit like 14, haha. It's fun to mess with your parents and my pranks were always really small, like hiding the remote. xD You get older and people start the bad pranks like pretending to be pregnant. xD It'll be okay in the long run, I think..
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Posted: Sat Apr 04, 2015 12:00 pm
Great Lakes haze Life never really is simple, is it? I hope the move goes smoothly, and best of luck sorting things out. And I think it's a very good thing that you trust your own intuition and decision-making power enough to take this step. Have a happy spring -- or at least, a hopeful one! Thank you. :3 I hope you have a happy spring as well.
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Posted: Sun Apr 05, 2015 8:03 pm
Spenelli April Fools stopped being fun once I hit like 14, haha. It's fun to mess with your parents and my pranks were always really small, like hiding the remote. xD You get older and people start the bad pranks like pretending to be pregnant. xD It'll be okay in the long run, I think.. Heh, I'm annoying to my mom all the time without a special day for it. xD I've heard of those things and since they've never happened to me, I might just fall for one someday. Of course! I bet a change of pace will give you a good perspective of things.
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Posted: Mon Apr 06, 2015 6:10 am
OH NOOOO! Did I get to send this in time for you to see me say goodbye for now?!?! Heal up, girlie! Foster that self-love as a shield against anything negative that comes your way!
POSITIVE ENERGY!!
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Posted: Mon May 18, 2015 2:30 pm
Different...Very. OH NOOOO! Did I get to send this in time for you to see me say goodbye for now?!?! Heal up, girlie! Foster that self-love as a shield against anything negative that comes your way! POSITIVE ENERGY!! Aww, thank you. Yeah, I actually left on the 6th I think... xD I think I got the vibes either way. smile Things have been really great. They were rough but now it's much better.
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Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2015 6:29 am
Spenelli Different...Very. OH NOOOO! Did I get to send this in time for you to see me say goodbye for now?!?! Heal up, girlie! Foster that self-love as a shield against anything negative that comes your way! POSITIVE ENERGY!! Aww, thank you. Yeah, I actually left on the 6th I think... xD I think I got the vibes either way. smile Things have been really great. They were rough but now it's much better. Yaaaaay! I feel ya. I've been in a mild depression this whole 2015, but now that we're at the halfway point, I think I've reached the climax and am finally able to step out of my 2ft hole sweatdrop Looking at a candle made me cry, so I seriously reached for help. I was jokingly reaching for help, but ...no one was taking me seriosuly lol ANYWAY, I'm rambling about me when this thread is about you. Have you moved out from your mom's or did you find a library?
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Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2015 3:05 pm
Different...Very. Yaaaaay! I feel ya. I've been in a mild depression this whole 2015, but now that we're at the halfway point, I think I've reached the climax and am finally able to step out of my 2ft hole sweatdrop Looking at a candle made me cry, so I seriously reached for help. I was jokingly reaching for help, but ...no one was taking me seriosuly lol ANYWAY, I'm rambling about me when this thread is about you. Have you moved out from your mom's or did you find a library? I have been depressed too. And now that my vacation is over and the reality is hitting I'm getting depressed again. I knew I wouldn't be happy here, but I wasn't happy where I was before either. I feel like I really have nowhere good to go. Nowhere positive. So few people would take me in and the ones who would have screwed up lives and I wouldn't be much happier there either. :/ If I get my own place I don't know what I'll do when I go to Scotland for long periods of time.. whew just a lot on my mind. And I'm at the point now where talking about it only makes it worse. :/ Like since I can't change much I just have to ignore it. xD I'm living with my mom but I just got internet here. No job yet. :/
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Posted: Wed Jul 08, 2015 7:52 am
Spenelli Different...Very. Yaaaaay! I feel ya. I've been in a mild depression this whole 2015, but now that we're at the halfway point, I think I've reached the climax and am finally able to step out of my 2ft hole sweatdrop Looking at a candle made me cry, so I seriously reached for help. I was jokingly reaching for help, but ...no one was taking me seriosuly lol ANYWAY, I'm rambling about me when this thread is about you. Have you moved out from your mom's or did you find a library? I have been depressed too. And now that my vacation is over and the reality is hitting I'm getting depressed again. I knew I wouldn't be happy here, but I wasn't happy where I was before either. I feel like I really have nowhere good to go. Nowhere positive. So few people would take me in and the ones who would have screwed up lives and I wouldn't be much happier there either. :/ If I get my own place I don't know what I'll do when I go to Scotland for long periods of time.. whew just a lot on my mind. And I'm at the point now where talking about it only makes it worse. :/ Like since I can't change much I just have to ignore it. xD I'm living with my mom but I just got internet here. No job yet. :/ There's a difference between ignoring and accepting. Would you rather be ignored, resolved or accepted? Problems are the same way. If you can't resolve an unavoidable issue, there's only one good way to deal with it. Love you
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Posted: Thu Sep 10, 2015 10:02 am
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Oh no, I just saw this. I took a hiatus from Gaia but am back being pretty active.
I hope I can help keep your guild going emotion_bigheart
Can't wait to see you back!
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2015 5:01 pm
Different...Very. There's a difference between ignoring and accepting. Would you rather be ignored, resolved or accepted? Problems are the same way. If you can't resolve an unavoidable issue, there's only one good way to deal with it. Love you Thank you. Things haven't gotten much better for me.
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