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It's safe to say that Jaxie's mere existence contradicts itself. She's really very sensitive, but she also often says hurtful things without realizing that they're offensive. She's usually relatively even tempered, but when she gets upset, it really overtakes her. In the heat of the moment she'll get red-faced and isn't afraid to hurl insults, though she later regrets them. She's the opposite of passive aggressive; she's impulsively aggressive and later very apologetic. She's often been picked on, leading her to have some significant trust issues. She cries a lot and is always inside her head; definitely a pessimist. She quickly gets over an argument while the other party is still stewing. Speaking of arguments, although she does not respond well to criticism, always has a comeback, and is incredibly defensive, she hates fights. She can’t stand being yelled at and immediately switches off when yelled at, getting the overwhelming, urgent feeling to flee. Usually she likes to confide in other people but is prone to being stabbed in the back because she pours everything she has into her friendships. She doesn’t keep her own secrets very well, but she can always keep other people’s secrets on the down low. A lot of people would say that Jaxie has a strong will but too vulnerable of a heart.

She doesn’t think things through before she does things, she gives everyone her everything, and she’s not really sure where she fits in, if anywhere at all. She always feels like the awkward one out in a group of people, so she usually likes to hang out with people one on one. She speaks up for what she believes in and has always been very openminded. It’s safe to say that Jaxie is really more of a loner than anything else. She’s self conscious, though she works to make herself look nice. She’s unwilling to dance around anyone and doesn’t like to be affectionate with her partner in public. She’s particular about some things in this way. She believes herself to be smart and slightly above average looking, but she’s always getting frustrated with herself and wanting to change her less desirable traits. It’s probably true that she doesn’t love herself the way that she should. On the outside, Jaxie appears sassy, defiant, proud, and vast. She has a bit of an attitude issue, has developed her own style, and strays from all sorts of stereotypes. A lot of people just really don’t understand her.

Jaxie has a brilliant mind and has always made A’s in school. She is usually bored taking classes and likes to be challenged. When sitting in a lecture, she can never sit still. She’s overbearing and hates group projects. She has loads of logic, but makes up for this by lacking common sense. She likes being busy and doing all of the work for herself. She’s a perfectionist, and when she reads, writes, draws, and does a school project it must be done to absolute perfection before she is satisfied with herself. She’s a hard worker and usually gets the job done quickly, though she does have irregular and a mind of her own, and she just loves to procrastinate; especially when it comes to house work.

Jaxie over lookes everything and she’s easily offended. She has a big heart when it comes to relationships. She’s very committed and really adores whomever she chooses to be with. She is most definitely the queen of the “jealous type” and hates when her texts are ignored, plans cancelled, or calls put on hold for another girl, though the opposite sex doesn’t bother her much. Jaxie’s mood usually fluctuates. When she’s happy, very little can bring her down. She’s energetic and full of spunk. She loves to talk and make jokes at others’ expense. She can be really inviting and kind. When she’s sad, she’s in a very dark place. She gets very quiet, lets her thoughts consume her, and her appetite lessens. When she’s sick, she’s needy and grumpy.

Jaxie doesn’t deal with loss very well at all, nor does she like change. Death and break-ups are both hard for her. She likes to make herself schedules, planners, and lists to stay organized. She doesn’t like moving, new friends, or changes in plans. Jaxie has so many pet peeves that it’s probably not possible to name them all. She specially hates the crunching when people eat, loud gum chewers, bumpy car rides when she’s trying to write, two-faced people, when people don’t use their turn signal, and people touching the top of her head. She’s claustrophobic and has extreme anxiety and misophonia. She giggles when she’s scared, loves to eat, and hates to get up in the morning. Jaxie may not sound like the most desirable or pursuable person in the world, but despite her flaws, she’s very helpful, loves kids, and makes a great friend (so long as you stay on her good side). And she’s awful at saying no to anyone. She’s supportive and gives really good advice. She does all sorts of favors for people, lends money willingly, and is a wonderful listener once you’re close with her. She tries her best at life, but sometimes she just feels like she needs to get away. Everyone has regrets.