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 Posted: Thu Jan 02, 2014 3:05 pm
dear family,
i'm sorry if i'm not what you wanted i can't be your little girl, aunt, little sister. i'm your little brother, son, and uncle. i'm sorry you can't see me for who i am but only how i look. i'm sorry my doctor cost so much and i seem to cause you shame and stress. i'm sorry i haven't gotten my license to drive or a job, gone to school or be useful. i'm sorry i can't tell you everything for fear of being more of a pain. i'm sorry for not being what you wanted me to be. i wish i could say that but the thing is i'm not sorry, for anything, we all move at our own pace and i am trying my hardest to find work, get money, drive, make it easier for you to see i'm a real man, and get my dreams. i'm not sorry for being proud of who i am. i'm not sorry for correcting the hurtful words you say, even when you don't mean them sometimes. i love you and i know you love me. i'm not sorry for anything anymore i've stopped feeling the burden of guilt that i'm a ******** up. no i'm proud now i've felt life at it's core from now on i will only say sorry when i mean it no more hallow lies that eat at me. i don't know what more i can do to prove to you that i'm a man no not a just a man but a man with meaning and who is a rare find a man of endless possibilities and dreams. i am something to be proud of. even if you say i'm not a man until i get a p***s i say your wrong i am a man and i will always be, you can't change me. i wish i could lie and tell you i'm sorry for this but i'm not. simple as that. i still love you.
love your uncle,son, little brother, one hell of a man,
zato
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Posted: Thu Jan 02, 2014 4:38 pm
Of course you're right to feel that way. You should be proud of what you are since we are the people who have to go through a lot. Other might have just given up and take easy road, but we chose to keep going.
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