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 Posted: Thu Dec 19, 2013 1:24 pm
The only thing helping me keep it together right now is the fact that there are 3 lovely cherries waiting for me to eat them at the bottom of my can of fruit cocktail. Other than that I feel like I want to rip someones head off eek I'm tired of hearing my mom complain about the holidays, of my dad being a total a**, my brothers being jerks, and my sister acting like a total entitled b*tch of a princess. I'm officially fed up with the world I live in right now. I don't know how I'm going to get through till Christmas without exploding in someones face or tearing myself to shreds. I was hearing "Holly Jolly Christmas" in the market as I was shopping with mom. Trust me there isn't anything holly or effing jolly about what's going on right now in my life. I'm stressed, I'm officially depressed, and I'm on the edge of a meltdown. I haven't been able to cry and my body is just one big knot of nerves that can't calm down. I'm holding it together for the cherries in my fruit can. I wasn't even able to go to the Christmas party at the center today because of the rain and I just don't feel very merry. I want to hide under a rock and not come out till April of next year. ninja
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Posted: Thu Dec 19, 2013 3:18 pm
Plum Blossom Bear The only thing helping me keep it together right now is the fact that there are 3 lovely cherries waiting for me to eat them at the bottom of my can of fruit cocktail. Other than that I feel like I want to rip someones head off eek I'm tired of hearing my mom complain about the holidays, of my dad being a total a**, my brothers being jerks, and my sister acting like a total entitled b*tch of a princess. I'm officially fed up with the world I live in right now. I don't know how I'm going to get through till Christmas without exploding in someones face or tearing myself to shreds. I was hearing "Holly Jolly Christmas" in the market as I was shopping with mom. Trust me there isn't anything holly or effing jolly about what's going on right now in my life. I'm stressed, I'm officially depressed, and I'm on the edge of a meltdown. I haven't been able to cry and my body is just one big knot of nerves that can't calm down. I'm holding it together for the cherries in my fruit can. I wasn't even able to go to the Christmas party at the center today because of the rain and I just don't feel very merry. I want to hide under a rock and not come out till April of next year. ninja -hugs- it'll get better i'm sorry thats happened. just belt out singing even if it's non since it'll help =) 
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Posted: Thu Dec 19, 2013 6:04 pm
Thanks Zato and that's a very good idea. I'll try singing some of my favorite songs next time. I feel better after I took a nap.
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Posted: Thu Dec 19, 2013 6:11 pm
Plum Blossom Bear Thanks Zato and that's a very good idea. I'll try singing some of my favorite songs next time. I feel better after I took a nap. thats good =)
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