cosplayherounite
I'm just so hurt to the point I feel sick. I'm in so much pain in my heart. I've been crying for almost a good hour now. Reason? Myself... . I'm so pathetic for crying on the decisions I made in the past. I would rather lose my memories than the one I care for. I don't know what to do? it feels like a painful dream. Its painful because i want it to last. Even I know that dreams can't last forever

Aww I know how it feels ' ^ '
I lost my ex who I was with for 2 years and that really hurt me. Took me a long while to get back up and during the first week I practically turned into a crazy person. Even now I kinda miss him at times, but time will heal all wounds. I would say the easiest way is try to find another person, but that's not always so easy.

It's painful now, but she wasn't for you anyways and I'm sure you'll find someone better that fits you. Until then keep reaching out to her, she'll be waiting for you.