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 Posted: Mon Dec 02, 2013 11:10 am
You call to me, and I fall at your feet
How could anyone ask for more?
And our time apart, like knives in my heart
How could anyone ask for more?
But if there's a pill to help me forget,
God knows I haven't found it yet
But I'm dying to, God I'm trying to
'Cause trying not to love you, only goes so far
And trying not to need you, is tearing me apart
Can't see the silver lining, from down here on the floor
And I just keep on trying, but I don't know what for
'Cause trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more
Only makes me love you more
And this kind of pain, only time takes away
That's why it's harder to let you go (That's why it's harder to let you go)
And nothing I can do, without thinking of you
That's why it's harder to let you go (That's why it's harder to let you go)
But if there's a pill to help me forget,
God knows I haven't found it yet
But I'm dying to, God I'm trying to
'Cause trying not to love you, only goes so far
Trying not to need you, is tearing me apart
Can't see the silver lining, from down here on the floor
And I just keep on trying, but I don't know what for
'Cause trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more
So I sit here divided, just talking to myself
Was it something that I did?
Was there somebody else?
When a voice from behind me, that was fighting back tears
Sat right down beside me, whispered right in my ear
Said, I've been dying to tell you
That trying not to love you, only went so far
Trying not to need you, was tearing me apart
Now I see the silver lining, from what we're fighting for
We just keep on trying, we could be much more
'Cause trying not to love you
Oh, yeah, trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more
Only makes me love you more Riki Junai and ___ Junai are brothers from different mothers. ___'s mother died when he was only two, causing his father to remarry. Only a few months later did ___'s new mother say that she was pregnant. ___ wasn't excited at first. He wanted to keep his new mother all to himself, but once his new brother was born, ___ had fallen in love with him at first sight.
___ didn't know it was wrong. He was only two when his brother was born. He didn't even know he was in love! The toddler decided to always be with his brother. His parents thought it was adorable how the boy always played with the baby and always showed him love through kisses and hugs. When Riki was one, his first word was ___'s name!
Through out the years, the brothers were inseperable. You would not see one without the other. They even shared a room for many years!
That was until ___ hit middle school. The puberty years. Every time he thought of Riki when he was alone, he had a weird feeling from a certain area. He didn't know what it was. He didn't know what was happening... Until he hit high school. That was when he found out everything.
___ was in love with Riki. His own brother. He wanted to do dirty things to him... Taint him... Not have his innocent brother be pure anymore... He new it was wrong. He knew that but... He couldn't help these feeling he had for him.
That was when he began to distance himself from Riki. He got his own room, he talked to the boy less and less... He began to get all messed up. He tried everything to forget his feelings for his brother. He began to drink, sleep around, and become his school's delinquient. His parents didn't know what was happening... And neither did Riki.
Poor Riki didn't know what was going on. He tried many times to confront his brother about it, but the guy just pushed him away.
___ decided to leave the house. He went to a co-ed school in a different city where they had their own dorms. Anything to forget about Riki.
What will happen now that Riki is in high school, attending the same school as ___? Even sharing the same dorm as him? Will ___ confess? Will he attack him? Or will he avoid him, just like he was doing for the past two years?
(Sorry it sounds so confusing... If you have any questions, please feel free to ask.)
P.S. The RP will start when Riki surprises ___ at his dorm and says he would be attending the same school.Name: Riki Junai
Age: 15
Personality: Riki is a very loving boy. He is caring, friendly, and really kind. He is very clutzy and a bit ditzy too, but that just adds to his cuteness. He is very slow and dense, so you have to be very direct with some things.
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Posted: Sun Dec 08, 2013 10:35 pm
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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2013 12:38 am
O_O OH MY GOSH!! THANK YOU THANK YOU! I LOVES YOOOU!!! ^w^ Like in the other one, just make a profile and we can get started! *squeals* >/////<
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Posted: Sat Dec 14, 2013 11:52 pm
 Name: Takeru Junai Age: 17 Personality: He lies to play things out and flirt around with almost anyone he sees, anyone he could sleep with. But behind that he is very smart and caring, can't help his sexual desires though.
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Posted: Sun Dec 15, 2013 12:05 pm
R i k i ← ♡ → J u n a i
→ → → → → → → → ♡ ← ← ← ← ← ← ← ←
→"Riki! Hurry up or you will be late for the train!" A women's voice yelled from below. The form under the covers of a bed bolted up. "Oh no oh no oh nooooo!" He squeaked in fear the dashed out of bed. "I'm late, I'm late, I'm late! Stupid alarm clock!" The boy said, running around his room, tripping and fumbling as he did.
→The blonde-haired boy took a shower then got dressed in a brown button-up shirt, a yellow hoodie, jeans, and his favorite yellow hat. After grabbing his suitcase and back pack, the boy went downstairs.
→His mother was in the kitchen making breakfast, and his father was at the table reading the paper. "Good morning," Riki greeted them with a bright smile. "Hello my new high schooler," his mother greete him then kissed the top of his head. Riki smiled, practically jumping up and down. His mother chuckled. "I see you are excited about surprising your brother at school," she said. Riki nodded. "Yeah! Of course! I figured if he won't come to us, we have to go to him," he said optimistically.
→The parents looked at each other sadly. They didn't know what had gotten into their eldest son the past few years. He just suddenly, began to act reckless. Whenever they tried to talk to him about it, he wouldn't tell them anything. Not even Riki who he used to be so close to...
→His mother cleared her throat. "Now, eat up and your father will drive you to the train," she said with a sad smile. Riki looked at her and tilted his head. "What's wrong mom?" He asked her. His mother wiped a tear from her eyes. "I'm just... Going to miss you... I don't want what happened to Takeru happen to you... I don't want that loneliness to appear again..." She said sadly. Riki walked over to her and hugged her. "Don't worry. I will call and write all the time. Okay?" He told her. The mother nodded and hugged him back.
→After he ate, Riki got ready to leave. "Bye mom. I promise to call. I love you, he said after giving his mother another hug. "I love you too sweetie. Be safe," after another kiss on the head, Riki left his with his dad.
→When they arrived at the train station, Riki's dad turned to him. "Can you promise me one thing?" He asked. Riki looked at him and nodded. "Promise me that... You'll get Takeru to call or visit us... At least once a year..." He said, looking sad. Riki smiled softly at him and nodded. "of course dad. I promise..." He said then got out of the car. "Good bye! I love you!!" He said then walked into the train station.
→The train ride was long and boring, but Riki seemed to make it entertaining. When he arrived, he got on a bus and drove all the way to his new school. "Whoa... It's huge!" He exclaimed, gaping at the building. He took out his map and followed the directions to the male's dorms.
→Lucky for Riki, he was sharing a room with his brother! He couldn't wait to seem his after two long years! He got his dorm key then followed the directions to the room. "I should probably knock first..." He said out loud to himself then took a deep breath. This was it. This was the moment he was waiting for... To see his older brother again... The boy raise his free hand then knocked on the door. He couldn't wait to see Takeru's surprised expression!
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Out Of Cake:{Sorry for all the mistakes! I am on my phone so.. Yeah. I will fix them when I am back on a computer!
Edited.}
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Posted: Sun Dec 15, 2013 1:01 pm
๑۩ﺴ ﺴ۩๑
Takeru Junai
๑۩ﺴ ﺴ۩๑
>--»Geez..life is boring!«--<
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Takeru was slugging it in the morning. His flirting ended up with a threesome right there in his bed. He got up and changed his sheets. He still felt bad, he was so lovesick. He missed Riki. He missed his little brother, but he didn't want to hurt his brother. The thoughts he had for Riki were not ones for his brother, they weren't right. He thought that moving away, to a different school would help. He just went around, flirting with everyone, drinking and often retching up in someone else's backpack, but at least the first day would not really start till tomorrow. Students just appeared on campus to get their dorms, settle in and attend an orientation should they have the time. Showered, fresh clothes, fresh sheets, eaten his breakfast. He always would have the drunkards blush across his face, the only way to make it go away was if he were to stop drinking. Which wasn't going to happen, so why care for it. Knock, knock, knock. "Knock knock? No one is supposed to come by here at this time..." He said as he walked over to the door and opened it. He looked down to see Riki. His eyes widened and he slammed the door closed right there in Riki's face. No...why?! Why is he here?! He thought before calming himself down. Maybe he misses Riki too much, thought he heard a knock, Imagined his little brother right there. He gulped and he stood up and then opened the door again, looking out to see....oh yeah....that's his little brother right there. Takeru was speechless..
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>--»I need excitement... Now!«--<
㊭㊮㊯㊰ ㊭㊮㊯㊰
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Posted: Wed Dec 18, 2013 9:17 pm
R i k i ← ♡ → J u n a i
→ → → → → → → → ♡ ← ← ← ← ← ← ← ←
→Riki looked around at his surroundings. There were many people roaming the halls. Oh...! They must be settling in to their new dorms... He thought to himself as he watched the people rush by him. Must be super busy...
→When Riki heard the door open, he turned around. His face brightened when he saw the figure of his brother. He had changed over the past two years... Different hair, different clothes style... He seemed more well built to.
→Right as the boy opened his mouth to speak, the door was slammed in his face. He blinked, confused at what just happened. Huh...? Is he that surprised to see me...? Oh of course he is...! He thought to himself, feeling a bit guilty.
→When the door opened once again, RIki smiled at his older brother, giggled at his shocked expression. "Well hi!" He greeted him cheerfully. "My name is Riki Junai. I will be your new dorm mate from now on. It's very nice to meet you," He said with his childish smile, bowing politely.
→The boy straightened up after he bowed and smiled. "Surprised to see me big brother?" He asked him with a little giggle.
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Out Of Cake:{I am so sorry for the late reply! I didn't know that you first replied then yesterday was just crazy. Sorry again!}
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Posted: Sun Dec 22, 2013 2:11 pm
๑۩ﺴ ﺴ۩๑
Takeru Junai
๑۩ﺴ ﺴ۩๑
>--»Geez..life is boring!«--<
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Takeru wanted to slam the door again in Riki's face. He really wanted to. Then another part of him just wanted to hug his little brother, but his body wouldn't move. "W-why are you here?! You could have gone to any other school! Why here?!" He asked, he had to know at the very least. Was it Riki's decision or did their parents put him up to it. He wanted to be away from his little brother, but..... He stood up straight, eyes never shifting from Riki. If he was going to be living here, with their parents' eyes on him...then. He shook his head and just turned and walked inside. No longer wanting to hear the reason. Riki was here. He was going to be Takeru's roommate, which also meant no more sleeping with other people in here. He just lied down on his bed, covering his eyes. He was just adjusting to life here. His daily and weekly needs. He would have to adjust to make sure that Riki was happy here too. With no way to change a dorm mate. He groaned, covering himself with the sheets. .
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>--»I need excitement... Now!«--<
㊭㊮㊯㊰ ㊭㊮㊯㊰
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Posted: Sun Dec 22, 2013 2:34 pm
R i k i ← ♡ → J u n a i
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→Riki tilted his head when Takeru asked him his reasons for being here. He.. He did change. More than he did two years ago...
→Before Riki could answer, Takeru had retreated back into his room. The boy smiled when he left the door open. He walked in and took off his shoes. He watched his brother a bit before setting his things down on what was his bed now.
→"Um... To answer your question from before... I am here because I wanted to see you.. I haven't heard from you in two years... I missed you... So I figured if you weren't going to come to me, I would come to you," he told him with a small smile.
→Once he finished speaking, he walked over to the side of his older brother's bed. "I... No.. We missed you Takeru... We are all worried about you... You stopped communicating with us... With me... And..." He looked at the lump under the blanket and clasped his hands in front of him. "I really did want to see you again... I felt that if I didn't come here, then... Then I might never see you again..." He admitted sadly.
→"I... I'm sorry if you didn't want me to come here... Or if you never wanted to see me again... But... But I missed you so much that I didn't care... I didn't put your feelings into consideration..." Riki said, sounding depressed. "B-but... I couldn't help myself... I just really really missed you..." He said, looking down at the ground.
→ → → → → → → → ♡ ← ← ← ← ← ← ← ←
Out Of Cake:{~~~~}
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Posted: Sun Dec 22, 2013 11:34 pm
๑۩ﺴ ﺴ۩๑
Takeru Junai
๑۩ﺴ ﺴ۩๑
>--»Geez..life is boring!«--<
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Takeru heard Riki's socks shuffling across the carpet floor towards his bed. He only moved slightly as he heard his little brother's reasons for coming here. He missed Takeru and he was right. Takeru planned to move even farther away after finishing up here at this school. He took in a breath before hearing Riki continue. He wanted to be there and just stay silent. To not respond, but with every word his heart was breaking like when he just left Riki for this place without a notice to their parents. Even they missed him, most parents were happy when their children move out of their home. But Riki...Riki came here for Takeru. He always planned to one day just swipe Riki from wherever he would be and just confess decades-old love to him, but that would be so far off into the future when Riki could turn him down and then Takeru would be able to move on with his life. It would not happen. The desire to finally love his little was already too strong now that he was so close to him and would be so close to him for many months.
He heard the tone in Riki's voice dive down into depression as he apologized. He could not stand it anymore. He was shuddering so violently, like a volcano about to erupt. Erupt he did. Once Riki finished, Takeru burst from under the sheets and just pulled Riki into a tight hug. His head resting on his little brother's shoulder. Tears welling up in his eyes. He would no longer deny his desires, but he could not let Riki know of them yet. For the time....maybe....it would be like old times again. .
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>--»I need excitement... Now!«--<
㊭㊮㊯㊰ ㊭㊮㊯㊰
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Posted: Sun Dec 22, 2013 11:45 pm
R i k i ← ♡ → J u n a i
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→Riki was still looking sown at the ground sadly. Maybe.. There was a reason he left.. Maybe.. He is sick of me.. Maybe I did something to him and he never wanted to see me again... But... I.. I can't help not seeing him... He is my big brother... And I love and care for him a lot... He is my one and only brother... He thought to himself.
→The boy yelped in surprise when Takeru suddenly hugged him tightly. His eyes widened in surprise. He didn't think.. Takeru would suddenly do that. The boy felt he shoulder beginning to get hot. Takeru was crying...
→Riki smiled sadly and hugged his brother back. Feeling tears begin to form in his own eyes. "I missed you so much Takeru..." He said softly, rubbing his brother's back to comfort him. "It's okay now... I promise to never leave your side.. I will always be here for you..." He said gently, continuing to rub his older brother's back.
→ → → → → → → → ♡ ← ← ← ← ← ← ← ←
Out Of Cake:{Awwe.... Takeru.... Awwwwe... He's just so cute...}
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Posted: Tue Dec 24, 2013 7:22 pm
๑۩ﺴ ﺴ۩๑
Takeru Junai
๑۩ﺴ ﺴ۩๑
>--»Geez..life is boring!«--<
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Takeru let out a gasp as he heard Riki's words. He rubbed his little brother's arms before moving his head off of his shoulder. He took in a deep breath, the tears still coming down and falling onto his bed sheets. "You.....you should go unpack Riki. I'll be fine." He said as he lied down on his bed. He wanted to really collect himself before going to do anything. He wanted Riki to at least settle in during his composure time. Hopefully, he would feel better before his little brother would finish. Then he could help out. His face would be tear-stained, if he didn't wash it.After waiting some time for Riki to leave. He got up and went to the bathroom. Looking at his face, oh he was a mess again. He chuckled at himself as turned on the hot water and then washed his face.
He sighed, turning off the water and blowing air into the steam that came from the sink. He left the bathroom, heading to the only spare bedroom in the dorm. He just peered inside to see how Riki's was doing. With his little brother's efficiency, he would probably be done by now. Or if he wasn't Takeru could help, be doing something so that he wouldn't have to look at Riki..
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>--»I need excitement... Now!«--<
㊭㊮㊯㊰ ㊭㊮㊯㊰
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Posted: Wed Dec 25, 2013 8:32 pm
R i k i ← ♡ → J u n a i
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→Riki looked at his older brother when he moved away from him. Of course he was still worried about him, but he seemed like he wanted some alone time. The boy nodded then began to unpack. He didn't bring much. Just clothes and a few necessities. Like pictures of his family and school supplies. The things that he would actually need.
→Once he finished unpacking, he looked over at the clock. It was noon now. Lunch time. And boy, Riki was hungry. He heard that the cafeteria served all three meals at specific times. There was even a place to go get snacks!
→Riki was just about to go find Takeru when he saw he already at his door. He smiled at him, clasping his hands in front of him. "Do you want to go get lunch with me?" He asked him, hoping he would so he could show him where the cafeteria was.
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Out Of Cake:{}
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Posted: Wed Dec 25, 2013 9:43 pm
๑۩ﺴ ﺴ۩๑
Takeru Junai
๑۩ﺴ ﺴ۩๑
>--»Geez..life is boring!«--<
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Takeru knew it. Riki was completely more organized and ready to make things better. He sighed under his breath, about to walk away when he heard hands clasping together. He turned and looked at his little brother, who in turn seemed to have noticed Takeru watching him through his doorway. He looked down quickly hearing his brother's request to go get something to eat. He took in a deep, shaky breath before looking at Riki, nodding his head with an attempt at a smile. He was still have much turbulence within his mind and kind of his body.
"I'll take you over to the cafeteria. They have these separate rooms in case you're meeting with family." He said, with a shrug. Maybe that's where Riki wanted to go. He wasn't sure. Not being around his little brother has only dulled his instincts as an elder brother. Which was bad in his head, as now he was pretty much asking Riki what he wanted to do. .
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>--»I need excitement... Now!«--<
㊭㊮㊯㊰ ㊭㊮㊯㊰
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Posted: Wed Dec 25, 2013 10:02 pm
R i k i ← ♡ → J u n a i→ → → → → → → → ♡ ← ← ← ← ← ← ← ←→Riki smiled when Takeru agreed to go with him. "Yay~!" He cheered happily, throwing his arms up into the air.
→The boy listened to Takeru tallk and nodded. "Wow! That way mom and dad could visit us sometime! I will have to tell them sometime!" He said then walked over to his brother, grabbing his hand. "Come on! Let's go let's go! I'm hungry!" He said with a cute little smile then dragged his older brother out of their dorm.
→Riki was practically skipping the whole way there. "So what have you been up to these past two years? Anything exciting? Are you in any clubs? Doing any sports?" The boy asked, looking up at his older brother as he hounded him with questions.→ → → → → → → → ♡ ← ← ← ← ← ← ← ←Out Of Cake:{}
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