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 Posted: Fri Nov 01, 2013 2:45 pm
How's things?
My life has gone down a pretty insane road since I've last checked in.
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Posted: Sun Dec 01, 2013 5:11 pm
I just turned 18 yesterday. That was exciting.
I've been relatively busy, especially since finals are coming up and I'm still job hunting.
I got into a new relationship. I'm quite happy, I haven't been in one since I was like.. 16? I don't know.
What's up with you? Are you okay?
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Posted: Sun Dec 01, 2013 6:06 pm
Petite Strawberries I just turned 18 yesterday. That was exciting. I've been relatively busy, especially since finals are coming up and I'm still job hunting. I got into a new relationship. I'm quite happy, I haven't been in one since I was like.. 16? I don't know. What's up with you? Are you okay?
How awesome!
Congratulations to both acheivements.
Wow.
It's crazy.
I remember making a similar post on this guild when I turned 18.
Now I'm 20.
:O
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Posted: Sun Dec 01, 2013 6:09 pm
Dyzzi Petite Strawberries I just turned 18 yesterday. That was exciting. I've been relatively busy, especially since finals are coming up and I'm still job hunting. I got into a new relationship. I'm quite happy, I haven't been in one since I was like.. 16? I don't know. What's up with you? Are you okay?
How awesome!
Congratulations to both acheivements.
Wow.
It's crazy.
I remember making a similar post on this guild when I turned 18.
Now I'm 20.
:O
Thank you heart Time flies by doesn't it?
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Posted: Sun Dec 01, 2013 6:49 pm
Petite Strawberries Dyzzi Petite Strawberries I just turned 18 yesterday. That was exciting. I've been relatively busy, especially since finals are coming up and I'm still job hunting. I got into a new relationship. I'm quite happy, I haven't been in one since I was like.. 16? I don't know. What's up with you? Are you okay?
How awesome!
Congratulations to both acheivements.
Wow.
It's crazy.
I remember making a similar post on this guild when I turned 18.
Now I'm 20.
:O
Thank you heart Time flies by doesn't it?
Really does.
smile
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Posted: Wed Dec 04, 2013 9:05 pm
I don't know, not a whole lot to say really.
Some of the posts I made or are about me makes me cringe and wish I could delete them and start over.
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Posted: Wed Dec 04, 2013 10:22 pm
The Lab Brat I don't know, not a whole lot to say really. Some of the posts I made or are about me makes me cringe and wish I could delete them and start over.
Why'd you edit your post?
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Posted: Wed Dec 04, 2013 10:29 pm
Insane how Dyzzi?
Also, I'm busy working, so I don't have a lot of the nice spare time that I used to (which sucks for writing).
BUT HEY, AT LEAST I HAVE A JOB.
Time, Money, or Fun. Pick Two.
The grown up's choice o_o
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Posted: Thu Dec 05, 2013 1:56 am
Dyzzi The Lab Brat I don't know, not a whole lot to say really. Some of the posts I made or are about me makes me cringe and wish I could delete them and start over.
Why'd you edit your post?
I don't know, trying to find better words to say half the time. I am just bad at it and that's what makes me cringe. I never been gifted with words.
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Posted: Fri Dec 06, 2013 8:41 pm
Last I'd really filled you in was when I went to Canada, right?
:O
So, I went from living on my own, to living with my grandparents a few hours away. It was a shot to my pride, but I realized that living alone was just too lonely for me, and I could save a lot of money by not having to buy all my own groceries. In short, I missed them, and they missed me.
A month or two later, I broke up with my Canadian boyfriend (It was sad. Still a sore spot, so I don't much want to elaborate.)
Then, I ran away from home because I was emotionally distraught over the break-up, was followed by a cute boy (his Gaia is Geners!), and we ended up living in an empty house my family owned in secret for a few weeks. Got a job as a canvasser, quit my job as a canvasser (after 1 day. x'D ). Then Geners and I became an official couple.
Then I moved back into my old RV (where I lived alone before) with Geners and a friend. (so cramped. 3 teenagers, one motorhome. I forgot how luxurious my poverty was before) and got a new job as a waitress. Then we had to kick out our friend, because, well, it's an RV.
Then I quit that job because I hated the managements' guts, and I'm still a kid with no concept of sacrificing pride for money.
Now Geners and I live together in my motorhome, my family has withdrawn a lot of support as punishment for running out on them. I'm looking (with a lot of optimism) for a new job, so Geners and I can get an apartment and get back the respect of our families (he sort of ran away from his, too, now that I think about it.) and so we can live somewhere with space to stretch.
You're caught up.
Sounds like a shitty young adult novel, right?
xD
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Posted: Fri Dec 06, 2013 10:57 pm
Nah. Sounds about normal actually. And hey, good luck! Finding a job sucks, but you sounds like you'll be alright. And nothing wrong with living in an RV. (that sounds hella awesome actually). Your family will come around. Just show them how responsible that you can be and then stick your tongue out at them. No in all seriousness. Good luck! And nab me on Facebook or here if you need anything. heart
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Posted: Fri Dec 06, 2013 11:02 pm
Momma Mira Nah. Sounds about normal actually. And hey, good luck! Finding a job sucks, but you sounds like you'll be alright. And nothing wrong with living in an RV. (that sounds hella awesome actually). Your family will come around. Just show them how responsible that you can be and then stick your tongue out at them. No in all seriousness. Good luck! And nab me on Facebook or here if you need anything. heart
You're such a sweetheart, Mira. <3
How have you been?
How're the children? smile
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Posted: Sat Dec 07, 2013 4:28 am
I wasn't going to really post anything about me on here, but maybe I should. Share good and bad.
Just in case, I am going to set this in highlight as I don't want to be a bother or anything. I felt like I would be annoying, so I didn't post anything for quite awhile.
Well this year-went through two furloughs (possibly a third one), my best friend who I been waiting to hear, I heard some stuff about him from my mom who hear from others. Makes me sad that I probably never hear from him again as it has been years, but it's time to move on. But maybe someday things really be different.
Actually, I don't really have any one I can truly call close friends that I can go and talk to when I need someone, I can't even stand going on facebook without crying as it makes feel worse see how everyone always ask how others are doing personally or interested in them. I only really go on every so often (mostly to get updates for my class).
The only person that talks to be on skpe only really seems interested in talking about herself and all that or to complain about something. I just listen and try to be nice and helpful, but would be nice if someone took a real interest in me for once or come up to me and ask how I am doing and listen. Maybe it is just selfish, but I want to be heard and feel important too or not have all friendships feel one-side as that doesn't feel much like a friendship. I would be more willing to make an effort if people were more willing to do the same for me.
I know I have a lot of faults I try to work on. I really not a bad person if people give really give me the chance. Sure I make mistakes and will make mistakes throughout life, but that is because I am human and we all do. It is part of life and learning. I just feel sad when I am reminded of them all the time.
I am am emotional person, but I am not ashamed. I like I have different feelings and can be expressive and that is just who I am. I might make a really good actor. Also helps me to read people more and figure things out and see things that others might not see/notice. Sometimes it is really eerie.
It is sort of a hobby of mine to analyze things. Everything really. Probably why I am so picky.
Lost a friend in real life this year (hadn't really called her a friend in a while, but I knew her since middle school and she contacted me last year and tried to be friends again, but she just turned really mean and nasty), got yelled at by everyone but my dad it seems when to talking about it. He is basically the only one that really helps and listens to me. Might not always agree either, but at least I can talk to him about almost anything. I like how he doesn't treat me as an idiot; loser; weird; etc... but as a normal person, intelligent even. Trust me, he doesn't dumb things down.
Me and my mom probably will never see eye to eye, but at least she hadn't yelled or threaten me in awhile.
My dad is now on medication and testing his blood sugar levels everyday, though the doctor said that he is actually told that he doing better. I was really worried for awhile. Diabetes seems to run in the family. My grandpa has it too. I don't really get to see or talk to him, but seem to have lived a pretty healthy life despite that for the most part. He is like 83 or something. The only problems he really has is walking, but that was due to a serious injury he got working along ago (He fell off something),
I had to skip a lot of dance classes for a lot of reasons and have to go to a lot of doctor appointments still (manage to get them spaced out more at least. I don't want to go to another one again just to hear the same old thing).
I had the chance to go to anime expo, even got the tickets and went down to the hotel, but the anxiety was so bad, I couldn't go through with it.
Sometimes I get really scared and feel unsure about life and my future and feel alone.
To help me pass the time and all that, I just play sims a lot. I like that I can control their lives and have them be whatever I want them to be. How they look, what kind of house they got, how much money they have, what kind of job they have, etc...specially with mods fans make.
They could be celebrities, have lots of friends, a great artist, a rockstar, a doctor, etc.....
Spend a lot of my time on tumblr. RP art blog failed (mainly because the fandom is too small), but oh well.
I try to think of positive things and trying to be nice, positive and helpful,but it can be a struggle and something that takes time as it is hard to break old and bad habits.
Well I did get some more followers on DA and over the past year, people are starting to notice me and help me or say thing. I also improved a bit. Might not be close to people still or have a career in art or anything else for that matter yet, but it's a start.
Also my dance teacher said that despite not going to classes for awhile, I do pick things up fast and that she knew I can lead (we all take turns leading other dancers).
Also took my test to renew my permit and passed last Wednesday and got to drive a bit last week and going to do some more driving practice this week. For not driving in awhile, I actually did pretty good.
I still have a little hope left that things will get better. Who's to say life will always be awful? One time, a Chinese horoscope one of my dad's friends translated me for me said this-
Early life will be hard and will get no help from siblings (don't have any real siblings). It will be a struggle but later will be well respected. Will marry later in life, but it will be a happy marriage with few problems. Will never run of of clothing and will be well taken care of when I reach my golden years.
It might sound silly, but I like to believe that is true as it seems true in some parts and makes me feel better. True life is hard now, but I do have too much clothing now and I can still find love someone, everyone else can.
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Posted: Sat Dec 07, 2013 4:34 am
Dyzzi Momma Mira Nah. Sounds about normal actually. And hey, good luck! Finding a job sucks, but you sounds like you'll be alright. And nothing wrong with living in an RV. (that sounds hella awesome actually). Your family will come around. Just show them how responsible that you can be and then stick your tongue out at them. No in all seriousness. Good luck! And nab me on Facebook or here if you need anything. heart
You're such a sweetheart, Mira. <3
How have you been?
How're the children? smile
Amazingly busy. xd And the kids are alright. Sophie's in first grade now and getting into trouble for too much talking, which I don't get on to her much unless she starts fighting. I do get onto her for refusing to do her work and flaring her temper at the teacher. But other than that, she's alright. Just lost her third baby tooth <3 Henry is entirely too much of an engineer for his own good. I've got to hide my screwdrivers and electronics because he'll take things apart and put them back together. At least my computer he only sneaks on and presses random buttons. Or not so random, considering that he change the screen resolution on me last week.
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Posted: Sun Dec 08, 2013 4:10 pm
Momma Mira Dyzzi Momma Mira Nah. Sounds about normal actually. And hey, good luck! Finding a job sucks, but you sounds like you'll be alright. And nothing wrong with living in an RV. (that sounds hella awesome actually). Your family will come around. Just show them how responsible that you can be and then stick your tongue out at them. No in all seriousness. Good luck! And nab me on Facebook or here if you need anything. heart
You're such a sweetheart, Mira. <3
How have you been?
How're the children? smile
Amazingly busy. xd And the kids are alright. Sophie's in first grade now and getting into trouble for too much talking, which I don't get on to her much unless she starts fighting. I do get onto her for refusing to do her work and flaring her temper at the teacher. But other than that, she's alright. Just lost her third baby tooth <3 Henry is entirely too much of an engineer for his own good. I've got to hide my screwdrivers and electronics because he'll take things apart and put them back together. At least my computer he only sneaks on and presses random buttons. Or not so random, considering that he change the screen resolution on me last week.
HOW?
HE IS SO TINY.
:'D
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