It seems like whenever I've ever tried to pursue anything artistic, my dreams have ended up getting stomped on because when I was young, I made the mistake of leaning on my parents too much for support when I should have been stubborn and stood on my own two feet. Whenever I tried to talk to them about how I felt, they've never realized it. But these are the things I've observed
Naysayings:
Mom: "Get out of your fantasy world"
"Stop dreaming and live in the real world"
Dad: "I think art should only be a hobby"(<<--I've grown up hearing that so
, I started believing it, but not anymore)).
I wish I could go back and tell myself, "Don't listen to what he says. You don't know if you're gonna pass or fail art[in high school/college]unless you try it.
I felt so hurt when they treated me like a rebel when I was drawing a back, for a figure study.
And when my relatives say I should live with my parents, "I think, 'Absolutely not! It's a struggle right now to keep my dreams alive. I have untapped potential that if nurtured right, can explode into something mind blowing."
I'm trying to find a place where there are people who are positive, but it feels like everything is taking so long, and I feel impatient.
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