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 Posted: Mon Feb 25, 2013 1:37 am
Lately, I tend to find myself more often than not in a state of melancholy. Sad..gloomy...downright depressed. And I find myself with little to no reason to actually feel like that. I mean, nothing in recent developments is anything new/out of the ordinary and yet.....I dunno.
Most recent example:
My younger brother has recently stayed at my older brother's for the night which had given me free reign of the internet connection. Add that with me having just recently gotten a new game and that there are a few events going on in some of them I already own, I should have been having a blast....yet no matter what I did I was stuck with this bittersweet feeling of loneliness...
It's a bit childish, but I can't help but feel jealous of my younger brother. For as long as I've known him, he's always been a people person easily drawing peoples attention, gathering their interest, and being more to their favor...where as I've been more of an outsider, unnoticed, not interesting to actually catch someones interest, used for my worth then ignored until it's needed again....just another face in the background. (I do almost find it funny though, my brother being a "social butterfly" and me being a recluse...but that's again, a bittersweet feeling)
I'm not sure if this feeling is just a cause of cabin fever or if these feelings are just reaching the max. amount I can deal with, plus I don't really feel like this could be fixed or if it's even a problem in need of fixing, I just really needed to voice my mind.
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Posted: Mon Feb 25, 2013 2:30 am
sympathies I am a lonely depressed shy introvert
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Posted: Mon Feb 25, 2013 4:07 am
I feel for you man :/ I'm not really sure if I can help, although I've just come through a patch of melancholia myself, so I know what you mean...
I know that doesn't exactly help you situation, but I hope you can fix it, if it is indeed in need of fixing.
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Posted: Mon Feb 25, 2013 4:27 am
It can be good and healthy to just go ahead and feel the melancholy. There are times when I simply don't speak aloud very much, and let myself feel what I am feeling.
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Posted: Mon Feb 25, 2013 4:37 pm
i'm happy to sit around and be alone all day. makes me happy
social situations are awkward for me
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Posted: Mon Feb 25, 2013 4:45 pm
Thanks everyone!
Though it doesn't fix the issue at hand, it is nice to know that I'm not alone on this and that there are people who will listen to my problems and try to help.
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