He had many problems but in spite of them all he managed to help our mother so much, and to be my best friend.
I'm so sorry I couldn't be what you needed. I'm so sorry for the pain I caused you. I'm so sorry I couldn't help you. I'm so sorry my own problems consumed me so much that I couldn't even comprehend yours. I'm so sorry I was selfish. I'm so sorry I couldn't save you. I'm so sorry you won't ever get to see the next new gg game. I'm so sorry you will never achieve your dreams. I'm so sorry for our parents.
I miss you every day. Those people you once called friends have shown their true colors which you saw before I did.
Danny, you were my brother, you were my best friend.
The day that cop came to my door and woke me up was the day that I will never forget. And all of mom's worry never paid off because the one time she wasn't worrying that something was going to happen was the day I had to tell her her Dandelion was dead.
You were the most accepting, nonjudgmental person I have ever met.
Though our parents are still here, each of us have been alone since we lost you. I guess I shouldn't speak for them, but I feel alone. You know how mom is with her religion...she has God and her hope of seeing you again.
Dad met a woman. She makes him feel young again. I haven't told mom yet and I won't until it gets serious enough.
I wish you were here more than anything else, and I'm sorry I couldn't help you.
I love you Danny.
Suicide Prevention and in Memory of Those Lost
