The moon laughs at me.

I can't see the world around me. I don't want to. I'm afraid. This mask protects me, but does it protect them? I want to hide. I try to hide. I want to - want want - be invisible. I would die if I could. But then what happens? Can I die? Am I allowed? Will the moon let me?

I was born an - born born - omen. My face frightened them. I wasn't normal. They called me the Apocalypse child. They told me I - me me - would hurt them. I don't want to hurt them. They told me I would bring The End. They told me many things. Yelled. They yelled many things. I don't remember how people talk. I only know yelling. I don't have a - have have - home. I don't want a home. I don't want to hurt it. I don't want to bring The End.

The moon laughs at me....

What is this silver moon they speak of? I only know my moon. Its face frightens me. Sometimes, it's closer than normal. Sometimes, I wonder if it'll fall. Is it my fault? It is. It's my fault - fault fault -. Is that how I bring The End? Is the moon an omen? No. I'm the omen. What is it? It's the moon. It's my moon. Why doesn't anyone understand - anyone anyone- ? What is this silver moon? I... does it have a happier face?

It's closer now.

I hear bells chiming. It's normal. I hear it every night. I hear it every morning. They always ring twice - ring ring -. Sometimes, when they moon is close, they ring continuously. It drowns out my thoughts. Sometimes, I wish it'd never stop. It stops the bad thoughts. It stops the good ones - good good -, too. I don't want to think. I don't want to remember. I don't want to hope - to to -, but I have so little of it. I want to be empty. I want to be asleep forever. But I'm scared. What is it that brings The End? What part of me? Awake? Alive? Dead? Asleep? When will I hurt everyone? I don't want to. I laugh because it's funny. I'm funny. I'm a joke. Hahahaha. Why was I chosen? Why is my face this way? Why is my voice? Why can't I speak normally? Why am I so wrong? Someone, please tell me. What did - what did - what did - I do wrong?

Stop laughing.

I'm sorry. I didn't want to be this. I wanted a family. I wanted to have - to to - a home. I wanted to - wanted wanted - be normal. I'm a freak - freak freak -. I'm so very alone - alone alone -. I need to be - be be -. It hurts - hurts hurts -. I want to be dead - dead dead -.

Stop watching me.