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 Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 1:57 pm
This is in no way a excuse for my behavior, at it's best it is an explanation.
My IRL events have gotten the best of me and I acted out of anger towards this guild. I only wish to reconnect and bring back the love that is Aekea. I will be more active and start earning your trust again. A lot of you have questions about what is going on so please ask. I won't bite like I did last time. We will use this thread to get to know me.
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 3:54 pm
Real life is a pain in the a** sometimes. I understand that, and I certainly won't hold that against you.
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 3:58 pm
Echo Tech Real life is a pain in the a** sometimes. I understand that, and I certainly won't hold that against you. you had some questions about my RL, did you not?
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 3:59 pm
Its All Gleek To Me Echo Tech Real life is a pain in the a** sometimes. I understand that, and I certainly won't hold that against you. you had some questions about my RL, did you not? I am fairly curious about what's going on, if you're up for sharing.
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 4:06 pm
Echo Tech Its All Gleek To Me Echo Tech Real life is a pain in the a** sometimes. I understand that, and I certainly won't hold that against you. you had some questions about my RL, did you not? I am fairly curious about what's going on, if you're up for sharing. I guess that's what this thread is for. Its Really 3 things all jumbled into one... In no way do I expect pity or acceptance, but I am trying to explain. 1: My best friend and I ( both male ) took things to the "next level" ** for the pg rated version of this story ** ( would not be a problem if we both weren't "fairly straight" and awkward about our sexuality. In the end let's just say I almost ended up homeless ( when the rest of the family found out. ) It should be noted that I live with my friend in his room, and sleep on his bed... 2: I have stage two mesothelioma from asbestos related cancerous cells. I will not survive past 10 years from this illness and things have been getting progressively worse ( thus the reason for living with my friend ) When the actions were found out by others my ability to stay under their roof was questioned which led me to become scared for the worst outcome would be me homeless going through my last 4 weeks of chemo. 3: I have grown tired of day to day life and the struggle it brings. Chemo has done such a toll on me that I can barely move someday's. I know I should not complain but I tire of it and become cranky very easily, also impatient. any other questions? I can elaborate further if needed. I want you and others to fully understand.
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 4:16 pm
Its All Gleek To Me Echo Tech Its All Gleek To Me Echo Tech Real life is a pain in the a** sometimes. I understand that, and I certainly won't hold that against you. you had some questions about my RL, did you not? I am fairly curious about what's going on, if you're up for sharing. I guess that's what this thread is for. Its Really 3 things all jumbled into one... In no way do I expect pity or acceptance, but I am trying to explain. 1: My best friend and I ( both male ) took things to the "next level" ** for the pg rated version of this story ** ( would not be a problem if we both weren't "fairly straight" and awkward about our sexuality. In the end let's just say I almost ended up homeless ( when the rest of the family found out. ) It should be noted that I live with my friend in his room, and sleep on his bed... 2: I have stage two mesothelioma from asbestos related cancerous cells. I will not survive past 10 years from this illness and things have been getting progressively worse ( thus the reason for living with my friend ) When the actions were found out by others my ability to stay under their roof was questioned which led me to become scared for the worst outcome would be me homeless going through my last 4 weeks of chemo. 3: I have grown tired of day to day life and the struggle it brings. Chemo has done such a toll on me that I can barely move someday's. I know I should not complain but I tire of it and become cranky very easily, also impatient. any other questions? I can elaborate further if needed. I want you and others to fully understand. Wow. That's a lot. I can only hope to empathize with everything that's going on with you. I spend my day around very sick people, including cancer patients, so I do understand what you're going through with that, more than I would have before working in a hospital. It takes a very strong person to keep spirit throughout that sort of thing. I hope you get enough pep talks from the people around you that you don't need one from me (although I'm usually able to come up with one on the fly, if you ever need it). I hope the people you're staying with find the compassion to see past the situation at hand.
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 4:18 pm
I never had any right to take it out on any of you. I was WAY overwhelmed and it felt like my life was playing out like a drama novel, or such. I haven't and I refuse you use anything that happens to me as a weakness, which is why I appreciate your words. I had a weak moment. I would like to put that behind me now and focus on the good. Thank you for talking to me though. Hope I helped clear the air. 
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 4:21 pm
Its All Gleek To Me
I never had any right to take it out on any of you. I was WAY overwhelmed and it felt like my life was playing out like a drama novel, or such. I haven't and I refuse you use anything that happens to me as a weakness, which is why I appreciate your words. I had a weak moment. I would like to put that behind me now and focus on the good. Thank you for talking to me though. Hope I helped clear the air. Gee, I can't imagine why you'd be overwhelmed. [/sarcasm] No other place to go but forward. We're cool. 3nodding
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 4:22 pm
Echo Tech Its All Gleek To Me
I never had any right to take it out on any of you. I was WAY overwhelmed and it felt like my life was playing out like a drama novel, or such. I haven't and I refuse you use anything that happens to me as a weakness, which is why I appreciate your words. I had a weak moment. I would like to put that behind me now and focus on the good. Thank you for talking to me though. Hope I helped clear the air. Gee, I can't imagine why you'd be overwhelmed. [/sarcasm] No other place to go but forward. We're cool. 3nodding
thanks, now on to official business. A tinychat for all aekeans!
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 4:48 pm
That is a lot of shtuff O-o
I feel you man. I wish I could describe what's going on in my life, cause we all have our problems. But I understand. Glad you came back to the dark side. ;D
also... what is tinychat? o-o
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 5:33 pm
Cancer has all of my hate. Keep strong, bud.
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 5:42 pm
Just stay strong my friend. ouo We're here for you and if you need anyone to talk, your fellow Aekeans are here to comfort you. ouo
@ Crim - Tinychat is kind of like an IM thing. People can use, web cams or mics or just type out things. It's a nice thing to have in guilds for quick chatter and sometimes fun antics can be created through them. >:3
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 5:52 pm
Still don't know why is he apologizing..."
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 6:18 pm
Clark King Still don't know why is he apologizing..."
In case you missed it I quit the guild recently and turned my back on the people. I actually said some pretty mean things to some members of the guild. I wanted to clear the air once I came back.
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 7:43 pm
This helped to clear some things up, all is forgiven we all make mistakes it's part of being human.
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