I woke up and cursed at the sunlight as it trespassed on my skin.
It warms me on the outside, but I'm ice cold deep within.
You spit venom at me because I refused your dirty sin.
I'm sorry dear, but I won't be used for pleasures.
I may not satisfy your taste, but what does it matter?
I'll keep my innocents and I'll break your name.
Love is a part of life, but life's not a game.

So sick of your damn accusations!
Your memories and lies clutter my head! I can't think straight and it's time I move on.
With any luck someone will ******** you up.
Leave you bloody on the floor.
I won't laugh... but I sure as hell won't call for help.
Cause you deserve to be suffer. To feel used and shattered....

I know you regret abusing the privileges I granted you.
I let you take control of me, but you never knew.
No, you never realized just who you got a taste of.
This good girl's left you behind. You're not a thought on my mind.
The bruises on my neck match the scars on my heart.
I wanted something more... I'm searching for a cure.
To my weakness. To this lovely sickness...
Love makes you vulnerable. I'm so pitiful.
Go on and drive away with her. Get a fresh piece of that hoe,
who took you from my arms...
Just know that you've lost in the end.
Cause the one you love isn't even a friend.
I'm patching up this heart.
I won;t give it away because I'll play it smart.
It's time I think for myself. Here I'll start.