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Karuda Gensou Uchiha Vice Captain
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 Posted: Sat Jul 02, 2011 8:35 am
I moved out to the middle of ******** nowhere in a town of 162 people... I have no friends, okay so I only ever had one but I lost that friend. I haven't finished ******** Grade 9, have almost NO internet access (Thats enough to An Hero right there).
Even if I could go back to school I'm 3 hours from the nearest one and my mum wouldn't let me anyway because I have to work in her shop like a ******** slave
And my ******** PSP is playing up, just randomly turning itself off and even on, turning it's sound off and on and occasionly just stopping the game I'm playing and sending me back to it's menu so Dissidia keeps on ******** up on me.
My only real ambition in life at the moment (Which is finishing Grade 12 and doing IT Cert I-V) is ******** impossible due to the remoteness of this hell hole of a town
It's so ******** cold here that at nights (With Eletric Blanket on full with hours to warm up) it takes like 2 hours just to get the bed ******** warm enough with your body heat just to sleep and it's not even ******** winter yet.
They are all religious wackos here (Exactly the type of people I hate the most)
Nothing makes me happy anymore, I feel like everyday I just get sadder and I honestly feel sick in the stomach with it... I feel actually feel heavy with it...
It seems I can't be happy, like the universe hates me or something... I have no real hobbies to even just take my mind off of things...
I don't think I can do this much longer...
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Posted: Sat Jul 23, 2011 4:18 am
I read this awhile back but I don't know what to say honestly besides that I can sort of relate to that. I have no friends either and live in the middle of nowhere. On top of that I been living with PCOS (thought it was something else for awhile but was on the right tract of what it was).
It seems like a day to day struggle. I have a difficult time with people, can barely get anyone to talk to me a lot of the time. I just like to hope it would all be worth it and there there is some hope that things will change for the better.
I feel sad and lonely a lot, but I just picture how I want things to be. A nice house on the beach, finding that one person that truly loves me, etc....I made a dream book to help me out.
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Karuda Gensou Uchiha Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Jul 24, 2011 2:37 am
Playboy Karasu Uchiha I read this awhile back but I don't know what to say honestly besides that I can sort of relate to that. I have no friends either and live in the middle of nowhere. On top of that I been living with PCOS (thought it was something else for awhile but was on the right tract of what it was). It seems like a day to day struggle. I have a difficult time with people, can barely get anyone to talk to me a lot of the time. I just like to hope it would all be worth it and there there is some hope that things will change for the better. I feel sad and lonely a lot, but I just picture how I want things to be. A nice house on the beach, finding that one person that truly loves me, etc....I made a dream book to help me out. Thanks but I've stopped being all self-loathing and bitchy... I just needed to vent.
PCOS?
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Posted: Sun Jul 24, 2011 3:03 am
Omoi Gensou Uchiha Playboy Karasu Uchiha I read this awhile back but I don't know what to say honestly besides that I can sort of relate to that. I have no friends either and live in the middle of nowhere. On top of that I been living with PCOS (thought it was something else for awhile but was on the right tract of what it was). It seems like a day to day struggle. I have a difficult time with people, can barely get anyone to talk to me a lot of the time. I just like to hope it would all be worth it and there there is some hope that things will change for the better. I feel sad and lonely a lot, but I just picture how I want things to be. A nice house on the beach, finding that one person that truly loves me, etc....I made a dream book to help me out. Thanks but I've stopped being all self-loathing and bitchy... I just needed to vent.
PCOS? Well that is good. I just need to get out of the house, I can't being stuck here for too long, it drives me crazy. It is a female related disease.
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Karuda Gensou Uchiha Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Jul 24, 2011 3:12 am
Playboy Karasu Uchiha Omoi Gensou Uchiha Playboy Karasu Uchiha I read this awhile back but I don't know what to say honestly besides that I can sort of relate to that. I have no friends either and live in the middle of nowhere. On top of that I been living with PCOS (thought it was something else for awhile but was on the right tract of what it was). It seems like a day to day struggle. I have a difficult time with people, can barely get anyone to talk to me a lot of the time. I just like to hope it would all be worth it and there there is some hope that things will change for the better. I feel sad and lonely a lot, but I just picture how I want things to be. A nice house on the beach, finding that one person that truly loves me, etc....I made a dream book to help me out. Thanks but I've stopped being all self-loathing and bitchy... I just needed to vent.
PCOS? Well that is good. I just need to get out of the house, I can't being stuck here for too long, it drives me crazy. It is a female related disease. Oooooh...
Well if it makes you feel better I has sorta medical problems... But not really medical, more just how I am physically and otherwise ******** femurs are bent to buggery, making me pigeon toed, making walking with straight feet actually quite painful to me.
I'm missing a ligament in my foot, the one that makes the arch of my foot, meaning my foot is flat when I walk making s**t even worse
My sineases are s**t. Every few days my nose is blocked... Seriously, a full week where I can smell is rare.
IBS. Irritable Bowel Syndrome. Nuff said.
I HAS AN ASSBURGERS, HURR!
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Posted: Sun Jul 24, 2011 3:27 am
Omoi Gensou Uchiha Playboy Karasu Uchiha Omoi Gensou Uchiha Playboy Karasu Uchiha I read this awhile back but I don't know what to say honestly besides that I can sort of relate to that. I have no friends either and live in the middle of nowhere. On top of that I been living with PCOS (thought it was something else for awhile but was on the right tract of what it was). It seems like a day to day struggle. I have a difficult time with people, can barely get anyone to talk to me a lot of the time. I just like to hope it would all be worth it and there there is some hope that things will change for the better. I feel sad and lonely a lot, but I just picture how I want things to be. A nice house on the beach, finding that one person that truly loves me, etc....I made a dream book to help me out. Thanks but I've stopped being all self-loathing and bitchy... I just needed to vent.
PCOS? Well that is good. I just need to get out of the house, I can't being stuck here for too long, it drives me crazy. It is a female related disease. Oooooh...
Well if it makes you feel better I has sorta medical problems... But not really medical, more just how I am physically and otherwise ******** femurs are bent to buggery, making me pigeon toed, making walking with straight feet actually quite painful to me.
I'm missing a ligament in my foot, the one that makes the arch of my foot, meaning my foot is flat when I walk making s**t even worse
My sineases are s**t. Every few days my nose is blocked... Seriously, a full week where I can smell is rare.
IBS. Irritable Bowel Syndrome. Nuff said.
I HAS AN ASSBURGERS, HURR! Wow, that must suck. I hate the word IBS, to me it is code for that they don't know. They kept saying that to me and I had to argue that my problem is related to hormones and is causing all sorts of havoc in my body. I was right about that, but wrong about the diagnosis but pretty damn close. I just didn't have the option to take a few tests to know for sure until this year.
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Karuda Gensou Uchiha Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Jul 24, 2011 3:30 am
Playboy Karasu Uchiha Omoi Gensou Uchiha Playboy Karasu Uchiha Omoi Gensou Uchiha Playboy Karasu Uchiha I read this awhile back but I don't know what to say honestly besides that I can sort of relate to that. I have no friends either and live in the middle of nowhere. On top of that I been living with PCOS (thought it was something else for awhile but was on the right tract of what it was). It seems like a day to day struggle. I have a difficult time with people, can barely get anyone to talk to me a lot of the time. I just like to hope it would all be worth it and there there is some hope that things will change for the better. I feel sad and lonely a lot, but I just picture how I want things to be. A nice house on the beach, finding that one person that truly loves me, etc....I made a dream book to help me out. Thanks but I've stopped being all self-loathing and bitchy... I just needed to vent.
PCOS? Well that is good. I just need to get out of the house, I can't being stuck here for too long, it drives me crazy. It is a female related disease. Oooooh...
Well if it makes you feel better I has sorta medical problems... But not really medical, more just how I am physically and otherwise ******** femurs are bent to buggery, making me pigeon toed, making walking with straight feet actually quite painful to me.
I'm missing a ligament in my foot, the one that makes the arch of my foot, meaning my foot is flat when I walk making s**t even worse
My sineases are s**t. Every few days my nose is blocked... Seriously, a full week where I can smell is rare.
IBS. Irritable Bowel Syndrome. Nuff said.
I HAS AN ASSBURGERS, HURR! Wow, that must suck. I hate the word IBS, to me it is code for that they don't know. They kept saying that to me and I had to argue that my problem is related to hormones and is causing all sorts of havoc in my body. I was right about that, but wrong about the diagnosis but pretty damn close. I just didn't have the option to take a few tests to know for sure until this year. Assburgers sucks hard.
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Posted: Sun Jul 24, 2011 3:34 am
Omoi Gensou Uchiha Playboy Karasu Uchiha Omoi Gensou Uchiha Playboy Karasu Uchiha Omoi Gensou Uchiha Playboy Karasu Uchiha I read this awhile back but I don't know what to say honestly besides that I can sort of relate to that. I have no friends either and live in the middle of nowhere. On top of that I been living with PCOS (thought it was something else for awhile but was on the right tract of what it was). It seems like a day to day struggle. I have a difficult time with people, can barely get anyone to talk to me a lot of the time. I just like to hope it would all be worth it and there there is some hope that things will change for the better. I feel sad and lonely a lot, but I just picture how I want things to be. A nice house on the beach, finding that one person that truly loves me, etc....I made a dream book to help me out. Thanks but I've stopped being all self-loathing and bitchy... I just needed to vent.
PCOS? Well that is good. I just need to get out of the house, I can't being stuck here for too long, it drives me crazy. It is a female related disease. Oooooh...
Well if it makes you feel better I has sorta medical problems... But not really medical, more just how I am physically and otherwise ******** femurs are bent to buggery, making me pigeon toed, making walking with straight feet actually quite painful to me.
I'm missing a ligament in my foot, the one that makes the arch of my foot, meaning my foot is flat when I walk making s**t even worse
My sineases are s**t. Every few days my nose is blocked... Seriously, a full week where I can smell is rare.
IBS. Irritable Bowel Syndrome. Nuff said.
I HAS AN ASSBURGERS, HURR! Wow, that must suck. I hate the word IBS, to me it is code for that they don't know. They kept saying that to me and I had to argue that my problem is related to hormones and is causing all sorts of havoc in my body. I was right about that, but wrong about the diagnosis but pretty damn close. I just didn't have the option to take a few tests to know for sure until this year. Assburgers sucks hard. It all sounds like it would be a pain and difficult.
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