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So I'm having money troubles. Y'all don't need to respond to that, I'm not that bent about it.

But my awesome friends from when I was with iDi in Florida at Disney pitched in to get me a movie card so I could go see transformers.


Mind you these are people I stayed with for five months.


Well, when I returned home things between me and my friends were.....off. I am not connecting with them and they've known me since elementary school.

The last straw for me was they refused to accompany me to the transformers movie. These are the people who took me to go see it the last time too.

They let me take my toys too....

It's not just transformers, maybe because I've befriended a girl that has a boyfriend but I feel like they don't know how to have fun anymore.

They play video games watch movies and draw crappy art while I'm over wondering why we can't go outside and play.

Should I make new friends is it me or is it them?

I just hang out with them when I have nothing else planned...,

Is it me?

I'm so bad at making friends so I'm hesitate. But this wasn't the first time they totally bailed on me to do absolutely nothing.

I know I should make new friends but I don't even know where to start.

Don't burn your bridges and break it off with them in so many words, but don't feel like you have to spend time with them either. Use them like a resource when you're bored and out of options if it comes to that. If you continue to find them boring and annoying then do yourself a favour and just stop hanging with them.

People grow apart. s**t happens. It's all right so don't feel bad.