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 Posted: Sun Feb 06, 2011 1:18 am
Wow I've been absent a long time. x.x;; Sorry everybody. Let's just say I haven't been well...I have a variety of health problems that cause me problems and I suppose...I just haven't been feeling up to visiting. *shrugs* I'm still not doing so great, but I wanted to pop in and see how everything was going. Again, I'm sorry. v.v;; Especially if I caused problems for anybody in any role-plays by being away? sweatdrop If so, I'm really, REAAAALLY sorry. lol. I'll try to get back into the roleplays, hopefully I can jump on in again. xD
Anywho, how has everybody been? ^^;
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 6:57 am
I'm just happy to hear you are doing better now. If you don't mind, what is it you have problems with? I'm just curious, so if it's personal don't worry about it. XD
I'm doing well. Job hunting, but I might be getting a part time position at a store soon which is better than nothing! smile
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 7:31 am
heh, thanks. lol. Sounds like you're doing well. I need to try & find a job I can do that's not too stressful. >.>;;
As for what problems I'm having...it's a lot of mental stuff. I've been having seizures for a long time now, and after those began, other problems began to arise. Bi-polar (horrible, horrible mood swings. x.x;;; ), memory problems, about a couple years ago I began seeing things and hearing things that aren't there, I'm becoming weaker physically....a variety of bad things have been happening. There's a lot of pressure in my head and I'm not really sure what to think to tell you the truth. Suffice it to say...I'm not well. -.-;;; The neurologists I was seeing weren't exactly helping. All they wanted was money, plain and simple. ._.; It was one of those things that was easy to see in a case like that. I would very much like to know what brought all of this on, but it just doesn't seem very possible with my current financial situation. x.x;;; My biggest fear is that it's been a brain tumor that started all of this. *shrugs* That would be very...very bad. x.x;
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 7:40 am
Wow, that's really bad. Hopefully, whatever it is, you can maybe get some help with. My uncle had a brain tumor a few years back, got it removed and was mostly fine, so, if it is one, I really hope you can get the money for the proper medical procedures.
As for what can triggers seizures, I really don't know, but I'm not surprised you mentioned other problems arising, too, because if one thing happens in the brain, it could effect another area. Being Bi-polar is very hard to deal with, and with the other problems you are having, I could only imagine it making things just harder to deal with. Stay strong and know you have friends here in the guild. I'm really happy that you posted this for us. (I worry about my guildies!!)
Just know that if you need to talk to anyone I'm sure most people here wouldn't mind lending an ear. I know that I wouldn't mind a PM from you if you needed to vent or talk. This guild can be for more than just RP; people become friends, and each guild member is important to the rest of us.
Also, my mother works in the medical field so if you have any questions I could try asking her. She isn't a neurologist, but she does know some stuff, and knows doctors. Also, my family on her side has a history of bi-polar disorder (And I think her father suffered from hallucinations.) so, I can get information from her, or at least try to. smile
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