You know how sometimes people say, "There are others like you." but often, you can't seem to find someone who has the exact same problems, though they may come close? Your words...they're exactly what I've been thinking for a time now. Know that you have one more friend, in me, and that if you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm always open. *hugs*
A word of advice: I know it's really hard to let things that have happened in the past go, but if you can start to find anything, just one shred of hope and happiness... You will be you again, and you won't have to be sad anymore. You can smile a true smile, and not feel guilty about it. <3
iPinja
Hey guys well I decided to finally make this thread about myself and I'm just about to say somethings. Not too long I hope. Right now, after everything I've been through the past two years, I find myself feeling empty and dead. I don't know why but I do. It's not something that I want or I'm not even sure what it is. Like one moment I'm fine and then the next I feel this way. Truth is that I've been really tired faking a smile and a laugh. I'm just hurt. I guess that's just it. I'm hurt. I'm hurt because I've hurt so many people and I want to change that. I don't like this person who seems to hurt people who really care about her. Hurt people that she loves/ed. I've lost so many good friends because of this and I don't want to lose anymore. So hopefully this year I can figure myself out and hopefully it won't be such a bad year.