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Ok, so I'm gonna go on a massive rant right about now about self-loathing and fishing for pity.

So for awhile, I was on this website called "Myyearbook". It's a horrible website, and I do not condone any of you to use it. Most of the kids on their are either scene or emo kids, who's range of activities is limited to "hangn out w/ frends, txting lolz, and computers (as taken from someone's page). That makes up about 60 % of the site. The other 40% are a bunch of sniveling ********. Or at least people pretending to be sniveling ********, I'm sure rape and abuse are both terrible and horrifying, but if you were actually raped and abused, YOU WOULDN'T GO AROUND THE INTERNET TELLING EVERYONE. Why would you want to put that as one of your defining features? This is something you'd probably tell your friends, or to your partner, not random people on the internet for ******** ATTENTION.
The website is set up so that everyone in your general area can see your status, questions, posts on other people's "walls" etc. Almost every one is "Grlzz txt me lol" or something that has to do with trying to get internet laid, which is pointless. Then there's the "He lied to me! He didn't really love me, the whole 2 days worth of our relationship was a lie!" Oh, but my favorite ones... "I'M CUTTING MYSELF BECAUSE MY LIFE IS IN A SPIRAL DECLINE!" or some s**t like that. INSTANTLY, there are 50 different comments giving this person pity. Once again, if you were actually depressed to the point where you would begin to cut yourself, which is counter productive in every possible ******** way, why the hell would you feel the need to tell the internet?
And finally, I come to my favorite part... kids telling other kids about their suicide attempts.
I'm sure I've probably talked about s**t such as the above in the guild, but it's bullshit that I brought any of it up in the first place, and I'll be the first to admit it. But when you're description consists of "I'VE TRIED SUICIDE LIKE 40 TIMES AND FAILED," you're a ******** attention whore. Now when someone asks for advice about feeling like they may be suicidal, sure, you may talk about your attempts at suicide, but in a normal conversation, NO ONE CARES. And if you've really attempted suicide more than 5 times, you're not going to kill yourself. You're just not. But hell, as long as you're telling everyone in your town/state/and country, come over here and I'll finish the ******** job myself.

In conclusion, attention whores suck, and are a ******** insult to people who have actual problems. This is not to suggest that I have problems... cause I really don't. It just pisses me off that so many people think they're witty, clever, and attractive because they put this s**t up. Make ******** friends the normal way.