How could my life come to this?
Can't I have just one wish?
My life needs the simplicity it used to have.
I want to be able to truly laugh.

My body froze as I realized something.
I couldn't hear anything.
My heart wouldn't beat at all,
yet my chest hurts so much, that I want to bawl.

My dead heartbeat reminds me of you breaking up with me.
It's amazing how many times it seems to die on me.
I walk around like a zombie who
needs to get rid of the heartache flu.

I'm so scared of losing you all the time.
I feel like when I hurt you, it's a crime.
I'm so confused about what to say.
If I say something wrong, you turn away.

My life died the day you and I broke up.
It sucks when you're alone and in love.
My dead heartbeat is beating slower because of you,
and I know it will stay dead no matter what I do.