My life has become so tangled lately.
I can't figure out anymore how to be me.
I'm losing everyone I ever knew.
But one of the most important people I lost was you.

I walk alone every day instead of my usual crowd.
My tears aren't wiped away anymore because nobody is around.
I can't truly laugh anymore because there's nobody to laugh with.
The love everyone gave me is all I have left to miss.

I am at my house alone on weekends with nothing to do.
When I can't keep myself busy, all I think about is you.
It kills me to know that I care about you so much,
yet you could care less if I died or got punched.

My heartbeat sounds fainter each day of my life.
I am losing the reason to stay alive.
Sometimes, I think it would be best if I just died.
After all, I can't think of anyone besides family who would cry.

I think it's best if I leave everyone's life forever.
Nobody, especially you, would care if I stayed, so it would be better.
People I knew would go on as if I never existed.
Nobody cares about me enough that they would be persistent.

You have so many friends, so you don't know what it's like.
Only being able to treasure a few people in your life.
Everyone loves you and they care about you.
If I still upset or anger you, obsiouvly I'm not good enough for you.