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And I decided to vent :/



Where are you? I cannot find you. Through the fathomless depth of the abyss below me, I will travel. Black as void, almost as black as my heart is this road I am on. There is no bottom to this dark canyon below me, but I cannot find myself to fall. I cannot find myself to let go of the thin air I find my feet standing on, crawling on, dying on. This abyss has been maimed, scarred, wounded beyond repair. The only color in this place is crimson from its bleeding cuts, its bleeding soul. I want to fall, but I must keep searching. I have walked for days, I am almost as crippled as my surroundings. My feet are now broken, my tender legs now scarred, my eyes have lost all tears, but nothing can shield me from the pain of this numbness which cannot be described by anything, anyone, or any memory that decides to haunt me on my journey. On many occasions, I have been given the 2 choices that will soon decide my fate. Fly freely, free fall, or die slowly. Until I find you, which I will, I plead the third choice, I will stand by it.This canyon, this is only one wound on my heart, I have come here searching. Where are you? Some day, I will find you, I will find you in my heart.

Try listening to this song, dear. http://il.youtube.com/watch?v=N1jdlsw08p0 It may cheer you up, it may not. I wish you the best of luck...I'm soon going to know exactly how you feel..

Thank you all for the comfort! It helped[:
You guys are amazing and I'm OK now ^.^