So this year I started making more friends and I met this really nice girl named Jerika. I mean, she started talking to me and being nice to me even when I was in bad moods and just being difficult. I sit with her in our lunch which is basically my brother, Jerika, me, this guy Puppy (just a nickname) and other people but these are the only ones that matter right now. Anyways, my brother and Puppy are best friends and Puppy told him he has feelings for Jerika. Puppy is a homophobic, racist douchebag who got a girl pregnant about a year and a half ago, dosen't pay child support and is just a ********. He currently has this gf amanda (she isn't the girl with the baby) and amanda dosen't even know about this situation with him getting a girl pregnant and whatever. So, I think he's just an a*****e and I want him to stay away from Jerika since she is my friend.
But yesterday, when we were getting snacks at the movie (while my brother was in the movie theater) I asked her who she liked. She said she liked my brother and even before we even met up with Jerika I asked my brother if he had feelings for her and he said he didn't know but I think he's started too. But you know, if he went after Jerika Puppy of course would be like, what the hell and he's unpredictable and a bit dangerous. So it's really all up in the air right now.
And also, I didn't tell my brother that Jerika likes her.
But yeah, now I feel like Jerika really only wanted to get to know me because of my brother and this other chick is nice to me too just because he likes her and I just feel like I'm being used . But, I kinda feel like keeping my mouth shut and see what goes down. I'm just sort of pissed off about it I guess along with never seeing my old friends anymore. I mean, I see them briefly in the hallways but that's about it and when I actually do get to see them on rare occasions they don't seem that excited to see me just because they still have each other because they took similar schedules. I did not however and I just wish they were more excited to see me when they do.
I guess overall, I'm feeling a bit lonely.
But yesterday, when we were getting snacks at the movie (while my brother was in the movie theater) I asked her who she liked. She said she liked my brother and even before we even met up with Jerika I asked my brother if he had feelings for her and he said he didn't know but I think he's started too. But you know, if he went after Jerika Puppy of course would be like, what the hell and he's unpredictable and a bit dangerous. So it's really all up in the air right now.
And also, I didn't tell my brother that Jerika likes her.
But yeah, now I feel like Jerika really only wanted to get to know me because of my brother and this other chick is nice to me too just because he likes her and I just feel like I'm being used . But, I kinda feel like keeping my mouth shut and see what goes down. I'm just sort of pissed off about it I guess along with never seeing my old friends anymore. I mean, I see them briefly in the hallways but that's about it and when I actually do get to see them on rare occasions they don't seem that excited to see me just because they still have each other because they took similar schedules. I did not however and I just wish they were more excited to see me when they do.
I guess overall, I'm feeling a bit lonely.
