You don't even know the pain I feel
when I start to question what is real
I know you're the cause
my love for you grows
its way, through my brain
and I'm here, alone standing
by myself, with tears of understanding
rolling down my cheeks
Now I know my bended
heart won't be mended
by your love....
no longer will I cry
or ask for help from up above
I don't blame thee
I blame myself for my insecurities
This time I'm really confused
about what I should do
I have this fear of never being satisfied
I can't find stable happiness,
I've tried and tried
this isn't easy,
I'm the fool of my own joke
I wanted some affection, that is all I hoped
Now I know my bended
heart won't be mended
by your love....
no longer will I cry
or ask for help from up above
and I'll live my life until I die
wondering if I'll ever be satisfied
It's not easy being the fool of your own joke
I wanted some affection, that is all I hoped
when I start to question what is real
I know you're the cause
my love for you grows
its way, through my brain
and I'm here, alone standing
by myself, with tears of understanding
rolling down my cheeks
Now I know my bended
heart won't be mended
by your love....
no longer will I cry
or ask for help from up above
I don't blame thee
I blame myself for my insecurities
This time I'm really confused
about what I should do
I have this fear of never being satisfied
I can't find stable happiness,
I've tried and tried
this isn't easy,
I'm the fool of my own joke
I wanted some affection, that is all I hoped
Now I know my bended
heart won't be mended
by your love....
no longer will I cry
or ask for help from up above
and I'll live my life until I die
wondering if I'll ever be satisfied
It's not easy being the fool of your own joke
I wanted some affection, that is all I hoped
