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 Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2010 8:17 am
First off,
I'd like to explain something, I'm high and it doesn't take a rocket scientist figure it out. I've been smokingweed since i was a freshman in highschool and i havent quit since. I'm 19 now and i graduated highschool because of weed. It kept me coo calm collective and out of sight as well under the radar for when i did do dirt. Anyway, while being high all that time, i believe i may have had reached a new level of enlightenment (enlightenment- reaching a higher understanding in time of focusing on all that is everything). Along this amazing journey i began to see more flaw with man kind's intellegence and more than every thing is actually anti intellegence. Such things like the simplest math began to make no sense me at all. For example,
1 + 1 =2?
That alone by it self made no sense if we use the simple idea of common sense. Common sense would be that 1 + 1 = 3 if we were take the space between both the ones and filled it with another one. Common sense also would state 1 + 1 = 3 if we utilize the + in the equation as one itself if its bringing two separate ones together. To further this idea, I began to take time and grow into this tedious pendulum and at the peak of my brains mental complexity and thought it this out.
Say two seperate people were to get together and marry eachother, then how can 1 + 1 =2 if in marriage, two people together in holy matrimony as 1 and not 2 instead?
Perplexing, i began to think maybe more weed is in this so i smoked, and smoked and time went by fast. I'm talking years and the only answer i could come up with is that Common sense, the human's best consultant is flawed and inferior to what we call Instinct. Naturally people believe humans came from animals because we do have genetical features of certain species which would explain some of natural differencial traits of each and every individual. For those who believe in God (Yes I'm bringing this up and do not take this offensively. These are my thoughts and simply put: its constructive thinking for myself not you. So as i was getting to; for those who believe in God, if god truly do exist then God would have to be a woman. 1 + 1 = 2 can not depic this natural law. God is one being and human is another well 1 did not spawn another 1. In stead of the expression, he created a variable in constant and made 2 including God's self. This leaves alot of common laws flawed and makes time and space almost non existant.
Tell me your Thoughts on this matter.
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2010 12:02 pm
Okay, that's is just tooooo long for me to read.
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2010 1:57 pm
my thought on the subject------LAY OFF THE DOPE!!!!!
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2010 2:38 pm
surprisingly i understood that, though i do not believe in a god. my religion's paganism, so i believe in a goddess.
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2010 4:20 pm
im agnostic so i dont believe there is just one god for everyone in the world to worship
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2010 2:18 pm
not a chance on the weed all i do is weed so there will be no quitting and sorry if that offends its just something that i do but i'm responsible with my self so i know what to do and what not to do and btw i'm 19 years old so if your older then me then you have right to advise my resignation from weed
and to the point of my ideaology.....
not a one of you except kaori got that at all?? wow now i feel awkward
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2010 2:24 pm
Jaix Sagin not a chance on the weed all i do is weed so there will be no quitting and sorry if that offends its just something that i do but i'm responsible with my self so i know what to do and what not to do and btw i'm 19 years old so if your older then me then you have right to advise my resignation from weed and to the point of my ideaology..... not a one of you except kaori got that at all?? wow now i feel awkward lol, i tend to think outside the box in a sense. xp
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2010 2:40 pm
Jaix Sagin not a chance on the weed all i do is weed so there will be no quitting and sorry if that offends its just something that i do but i'm responsible with my self so i know what to do and what not to do and btw i'm 19 years old so if your older then me then you have right to advise my resignation from weed and to the point of my ideaology..... not a one of you except kaori got that at all?? wow now i feel awkward I'm 20, and I advise you to quit the weed.
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2010 2:48 pm
thanks for the advise but i wont stop sorry if its that big of serious issue i could leave if you like ....i rather leave then be judged because none of you know how i act in person nor do you know how i live and what i go through so if you want me to leave say the word
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2010 3:10 pm
I'm not judging you man, and I know it's your choice. I've seen what that stuff can do to people and I don't like what it is capable of. But as long as you are prepared to deal with any problems that come along and still decide to smoke it than you have every right to.
(Well, not right, since it's illegal. But the choice I suppose)
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2010 3:26 pm
its been here for me longer than any of my parents or friends ....they all die or leave me so i smoke ....but i never smoke before i got to school or work or when i'm around younger kids ....... i know this wont help me get any closer to anyone in this guild so i suppose i should havent said anything about it but then again....i dont really know how to be anything else but me so i apologize for it.......i'm stressed so bad all the time i'm never happy and at that i suffer from life threatening depression so i know its almost bad and i have cancer but the weed helps the cancer relax and myself as well. in all honesty i have received a my love from anyone in the real world yet so i know it sounds emo ish but i'd love to die..... ive been forgotten by everyone so i'm alone and my biggest fear is to be alone but at the same time i want to suffer for others so they dont go through it
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2010 3:31 pm
This may sound a little harsh, though I do not mean it to. Have you spoken to a specialist about how you're feeling?
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2010 3:32 pm
Jaix thats what this family is about like i said everyone here has problems but this is the place you can come and always have people who care about you and are here to listen to you. Were a Family its our job
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2010 4:11 pm
i believe therapy is misguiding someone's mind into destruction of a good personallity ....in all honesty i just wanna suffer for everyone on earth. I love seeing other people smile. i dont mind being hated if it means everyone else will smile without me......its only fair to feel that way since i cause more grief ........the count of death around me exceeds 5000 so i know for a fact i'm not much to be around and people avoid me so whats to say i deserve to be around people. i know in the end i'll be alone again and again and again until nothing else exists. in my alone time i cry for those who cant cry and for those who suffer i take the suffering away i know i can never truly take it all away but its better than not having a purpose in life so i wanna do the biggest deed i can and thats take the suffering and pain head on for everyone else so no else can be unhappy
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2010 4:16 pm
i got all of it. but as i am a math and tech minded i see things a bit different. every thing is a problem to be solved.
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