"Here they are, the poems that i have written through the years. Feel free to read them and leave your comments."
At the end of time,
when only pain is left.
You will find my heart,
Lost and bereft.
So filled with love,
Turned to dust in time.
To let such a tragedy pass,
Is an unforgivible crime.
Punishable by eternity,
In the grip of that love.
Never feeling less,
Never able to rise above.
To know what was missed,
Is the hell that will await.
For this world now is filled,
Only with bitter hate.
The coals of the past are stoked to a roaring blaze by events in teh present. Ire and passion long cooled, becomes a raging inferno of envy, lust, and depravity.
The future not yet written, is slowly etched into stone, flesh, and blood; inked in the very smoke produced by the present blaze. This smoke, this ephemeral, gassamer thread, that stitches time, life, and power together on the loom of fate, is woven by and artful hand into a beautiful, deadly, heartfelt, angry, wondrous, and disturbing quilt, that blankets the aether in its entirety.
What am i doing in this swirling cloud?
I see only confusion as i look around.
Is that a shade of a day long passed?
Is that the shape of the future given mass?
All is distorted, up nor down are right anymore.
If the way were clear, i swear i would soar.
But these clouds of confusion keep me chained down.
they weigh on my mind, and my soul drag it down.
The only thing, that gives lift in this fog.
Are the feathers of hope that this is no endless bog.
I cling to these plumes as a drowning man to a line.
As proof there is something, out there to find.
These feathers of an angel.
Hope in my hand.
To deliver me safely, unto the end.
The power to change,
The power to thrive
The power to conquer
All those alive
Power to flourish
Power to give
Power to take
And power to live.
Take what is yours
Take what is not.
Bury the madness
In a dark lonely spot.
Hide your own sorrow
Hide your own strife.
Beat back the pain
Take back the life.
Life with the freedom
Of power untold.
Be what you are
Like the demons of olde.
With this new energy
Conquer to weak
Empower those like you
Denounce all the meek.
Take life in strides
Or just take life
Be it by your own fangs
Or the point of a knife.
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Such is life,
Stalking feeding.
Such is death,
Crying bleeding.
Shadows conceal,
Shadows give life.
Light reveals,
Light causes strife.
Live with the madness,
Embrace it whole heart.
Die with the burden,
Tear death apart.
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Endless pain. Endless sorrow. Endless darkness. No tomorrow. Live in suffering. Die in bliss. Revel in mayhem. Create only chaos.
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I have been to the end, I have lived with regret.
I have punished myself, for being evil's pet.
In the end i found sorrow in the end i found shame.
In the end i found hatred, also playing evil's game.
I try not to move, i try not to breathe.
I do these things, without evil's leave.
To hell with this body, to hell with my heart.
They are useless to me, like life without art.
I strain at the bonds, that have me chained down.
I strive so hard, to rise from the ground.
I extend my hand, to lift you up.
Leave this place, and never give up.
To all those who love, to all those who hate.
I am the one out there, on you i do wait.
To carry you away from this life, away from the sorrow away from the strife.
In me you'll find sadness, in me you'll find joy.
Learn from my suffering, and don't fall for the ploy.
I come here to save you, to point you on.
For there will be none to guide you, once i am gone.
Stay true to yourself, but listen to your heart.
Or you will find yourself drifting, away and apart.
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Life is a dream. It is what you make of it. It is nothing more or less than the will you exert over it. If the will is strong. The dream lives on. Make life your fantasy. You only live once. Ensure it is not a waking nightmare. Dare to live. Live to dream. Dream to give life meaning.
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Live a thousand sorrows. Die a thousand deaths. Lament a thousand years. Lay it all to rest. Seed a barren Earth. With anguish and despair. Bring nothing but pain and sadness. To this world you have laid bare.
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Have no regrets,
Live with no fear.
Judge all unworthy,
Make them all disappear.
Leave nothing standing,
From the old raise the new.
From the ashes bring new life,
With the powerful, the few.
We deserve nothing less,
Than a world which is ours.
And to keep those beneath,
As specimens, in jars.
We are the future,
Humans the past.
Our time is approaching,
Their time it has passed.
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Dark is not evil.
Light is not good.
Learn this early.
And live as you should.
Keep them in balance.
Light even with dark.
Or be driven to madness.
With a world that is stark.
Think with your heart.
Speak with your mind.
Reveal the imbalance.
To those who are blind.
To be completely dark.
Or completely light.
Is to waste all your power.
To squander your might.
Without a balance.
There would be nothing here.
Without a balance.
It would all disappear.
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Life is a sickness
a plague of regret
we try to fight it
we try to forget
death seems to loom
out of the dark
its the cold bite of winter
a scornful remark
to live is to hate
to hate is to live
it seems this world
has only suffering to give.
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Fear not young mortal
though life can cause pain
there are ways to end the sadness
to flush it away down a drain
don't fear me young mortal
i offer you peace
i offer you power
a chance to release
yourself from the chains
that cause you such strife
I'll take you away
to a much better life.
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Thus into the darkness we shall fall,
What will be will be for naught at all.
Nothing matters, time is short.
Nothing matters, its of no import.
Giving some and losing all,
Thus into the darkness we shall fall.
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At the end of time,
when only pain is left.
You will find my heart,
Lost and bereft.
So filled with love,
Turned to dust in time.
To let such a tragedy pass,
Is an unforgivible crime.
Punishable by eternity,
In the grip of that love.
Never feeling less,
Never able to rise above.
To know what was missed,
Is the hell that will await.
For this world now is filled,
Only with bitter hate.
The coals of the past are stoked to a roaring blaze by events in teh present. Ire and passion long cooled, becomes a raging inferno of envy, lust, and depravity.
The future not yet written, is slowly etched into stone, flesh, and blood; inked in the very smoke produced by the present blaze. This smoke, this ephemeral, gassamer thread, that stitches time, life, and power together on the loom of fate, is woven by and artful hand into a beautiful, deadly, heartfelt, angry, wondrous, and disturbing quilt, that blankets the aether in its entirety.
What am i doing in this swirling cloud?
I see only confusion as i look around.
Is that a shade of a day long passed?
Is that the shape of the future given mass?
All is distorted, up nor down are right anymore.
If the way were clear, i swear i would soar.
But these clouds of confusion keep me chained down.
they weigh on my mind, and my soul drag it down.
The only thing, that gives lift in this fog.
Are the feathers of hope that this is no endless bog.
I cling to these plumes as a drowning man to a line.
As proof there is something, out there to find.
These feathers of an angel.
Hope in my hand.
To deliver me safely, unto the end.
The power to change,
The power to thrive
The power to conquer
All those alive
Power to flourish
Power to give
Power to take
And power to live.
Take what is yours
Take what is not.
Bury the madness
In a dark lonely spot.
Hide your own sorrow
Hide your own strife.
Beat back the pain
Take back the life.
Life with the freedom
Of power untold.
Be what you are
Like the demons of olde.
With this new energy
Conquer to weak
Empower those like you
Denounce all the meek.
Take life in strides
Or just take life
Be it by your own fangs
Or the point of a knife.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Such is life,
Stalking feeding.
Such is death,
Crying bleeding.
Shadows conceal,
Shadows give life.
Light reveals,
Light causes strife.
Live with the madness,
Embrace it whole heart.
Die with the burden,
Tear death apart.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Endless pain. Endless sorrow. Endless darkness. No tomorrow. Live in suffering. Die in bliss. Revel in mayhem. Create only chaos.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I have been to the end, I have lived with regret.
I have punished myself, for being evil's pet.
In the end i found sorrow in the end i found shame.
In the end i found hatred, also playing evil's game.
I try not to move, i try not to breathe.
I do these things, without evil's leave.
To hell with this body, to hell with my heart.
They are useless to me, like life without art.
I strain at the bonds, that have me chained down.
I strive so hard, to rise from the ground.
I extend my hand, to lift you up.
Leave this place, and never give up.
To all those who love, to all those who hate.
I am the one out there, on you i do wait.
To carry you away from this life, away from the sorrow away from the strife.
In me you'll find sadness, in me you'll find joy.
Learn from my suffering, and don't fall for the ploy.
I come here to save you, to point you on.
For there will be none to guide you, once i am gone.
Stay true to yourself, but listen to your heart.
Or you will find yourself drifting, away and apart.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Life is a dream. It is what you make of it. It is nothing more or less than the will you exert over it. If the will is strong. The dream lives on. Make life your fantasy. You only live once. Ensure it is not a waking nightmare. Dare to live. Live to dream. Dream to give life meaning.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Live a thousand sorrows. Die a thousand deaths. Lament a thousand years. Lay it all to rest. Seed a barren Earth. With anguish and despair. Bring nothing but pain and sadness. To this world you have laid bare.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Have no regrets,
Live with no fear.
Judge all unworthy,
Make them all disappear.
Leave nothing standing,
From the old raise the new.
From the ashes bring new life,
With the powerful, the few.
We deserve nothing less,
Than a world which is ours.
And to keep those beneath,
As specimens, in jars.
We are the future,
Humans the past.
Our time is approaching,
Their time it has passed.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Dark is not evil.
Light is not good.
Learn this early.
And live as you should.
Keep them in balance.
Light even with dark.
Or be driven to madness.
With a world that is stark.
Think with your heart.
Speak with your mind.
Reveal the imbalance.
To those who are blind.
To be completely dark.
Or completely light.
Is to waste all your power.
To squander your might.
Without a balance.
There would be nothing here.
Without a balance.
It would all disappear.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Life is a sickness
a plague of regret
we try to fight it
we try to forget
death seems to loom
out of the dark
its the cold bite of winter
a scornful remark
to live is to hate
to hate is to live
it seems this world
has only suffering to give.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Fear not young mortal
though life can cause pain
there are ways to end the sadness
to flush it away down a drain
don't fear me young mortal
i offer you peace
i offer you power
a chance to release
yourself from the chains
that cause you such strife
I'll take you away
to a much better life.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Thus into the darkness we shall fall,
What will be will be for naught at all.
Nothing matters, time is short.
Nothing matters, its of no import.
Giving some and losing all,
Thus into the darkness we shall fall.
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