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The Wasteland
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PostPosted: Thu Jan 19, 2006 9:24 pm


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This is the private journal of Lilah and her owner, Polecat Junkie. Please respect the rules this journal owner has laid down!
PostPosted: Tue Jul 04, 2006 8:16 pm


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Lilah has never had a family, and doesn't really feel the need for one. She is bewildered and more than a little alarmed by hyena social politics. Though as a cub she was a bit dominant with her peers, she now seems somewhat quiet and aloof. She suffered brain damage due to a near-drowning, and now has difficulty speaking. This makes her uncomfortable when meeting strangers.

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PostPosted: Tue Jul 04, 2006 8:17 pm


.:Friends, Family & Enemies:.


Diallo is currently Lilah's companion as she wanders through the wastes. Although annoyed by his presence at first, Lilah has grown accustomed to him. She even depends on him to some extent. Lilah regards Diallo with reserved affection.
PostPosted: Tue Jul 04, 2006 8:18 pm


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PostPosted: Tue Jul 04, 2006 8:20 pm


.:The Night:.


.:you're the night, Lilah
a little girl lost in the woods
you're a folk tale
the unexplainable

you're a bedtime story
the one that keeps the curtains closed
and i hope you're waiting for me
cause i can't make it on my own
i can't make it on my own.

it's too dark to see the landmarks
and i don't want your good luck charms
i hope you're waiting for me
across your carpet of stars
you're the night, Lilah
you're everything that we can't see
Lilah, you're the possibility

you're a bedtime story
the one that keeps the curtains closed
and i hope you're waiting for me
cause i can't make it on my own
i can't make it on my own.

unknown, the unlit world of old
you're the sounds i never heard before
off the map where the wild things grow
another world outside my door
here i stand i'm all alone
driving down a pitch black road
Lilah you're my only home
i can't make it on my own

you're a bedtime story
the one that keeps the curtains closed
and i hope you're waiting for me
cause i can't make it on my own
i can't make it on my own.

you're the paint can falling off the wall at the door that slams
at the end of the hall where the kids ringing sounds of basketball
the battle of the earth of the angels
the shifting snow drifts so realistic so realistic
call you a carpet of stars
see there are sounds in the yard
it's awful dark
with the painted strings, the cross
the good luck charm
the prayer
the extra layer
:.


--Morphine
PostPosted: Tue Jul 04, 2006 8:21 pm


.:Rules:.


~Lilah is not for sale D:
~Ask before you post
~If you do post, please post IC!

Thank you. <3

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PostPosted: Tue Jul 04, 2006 9:11 pm


.:The River:.


Lilah's last coherent memories before awakening on the banks of the dark lands were of rain. It had been the rainy season, she was sure of that. After that, nothing was left but a chaotic jumble of terror and pain.

The rains were long gone by the time Lilah came back to herself. She was older and much thinner than she had been when she went under the waters. Her pelt was still dark and rich, but her ears were ragged and scars mottled her hide. The only thing that mattered to her now was her hunger.

Though Lilah had to struggle to form thoughts, her hunting capabilities were relatively unimpaired. Weeks of near-starvation had withered her muscles, but it wasn't long before she was sprinting along after prey as quickly as ever. Wandering the boundary between the blasted lands and the savannahs of her old home, Lilah made a good living for herself. Packs of enemy hyenas and other hunters did not frequent the borderlands, and she fed well off the sick and wounded animals that had wandered into the blasted lands to die.

When she was younger, Lilah could remember time spent running with other nomad cubs. She still encountered strange hyenas from time to time, but she found it difficult to speak now. It had taken nearly a year since her near-drowning for her to recover her speech, and speaking was still a struggle for her. Stringing together a simple sentence was nearly impossible, and the presence of strangers made her very uncomfortable. She could no longer function socially, and she was truly a stranger in a strange land.

As the months passed, Lilah retreated further into the dark lands. She had been fortunate enough to wash up in an area that was relatively unpopular with the waste's original denizens, and competition was scarce. The water and air were foul, but the isolation was a relief.

Loneliness took its toll on Lilah. She had never belonged to a clan, and had no real concept of loneliness, but the isolation ate at her even as it soothed at her. She stole the bones and feathers of the twisted beasts she lived with now, twisting them into her ragged mane and tail. The slow poisons seeped into her skin from these affectations, warping her senses even as it sharpened her mind.

The last few weeks before her final injury were spent in delirium, drunk on the poison that tainted the land. The river had grown swollen with rain, and Lilah struck out one morning from its banks. She was no longer sure of what she was doing, and the urge to choke once more on the river's tainted water appealed to her.

The agony of the crocodile's jaws closing around her foreleg shook her from her trance. The beast was an old mutie, its thick crusted scales seared with old scars and glittering with ingrown debris. The chunks of metal and glass embedded in the monster's face tore at Lilah's paws and mouth as she struggled to free herself from its grip. As the crocodile submerged and went into a death roll, Lilah managed to snag a clump of roots in her jaws. The croc lost its hold on her long enough for her to struggle to shore.

Once more Lilah took to adorning herself with the old bones that littered the dark lands. By winding them through and around her shattered leg, she fashioned a crude brace. The poison that leached into her body healed her after a fashion, though it also accelerated the changes that were occuring in her mind.

The journey back to her birth-lands was long and painful. Lilah's foreleg was shattered and twisted, one of her toes and most of her paw pad ripped away. She walked slowly and carefully, heavily favoring her ruined limb. Though she was able to sprint quickly when chasing game, she had no stamina for long chases. Fortunately, her time in the blasted lands had left her sensitive to the presence of other creatures.

With no clear goal in mind, Lilah set out on her long journey.
PostPosted: Tue Jul 17, 2007 8:36 pm



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PostPosted: Tue Jul 17, 2007 8:37 pm


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