this is my confession.
my name is noel, but i use ace in the hole as an alias. i've been reading these confessions, and they made me realize i have alot of stuff to confess. i suffer from depression and ambi polar and i have aspbergers. which makes it fun for me. ive written five suicide notes. but only put one for my family to find. im struggling with my parents divorce, even though they have been divorced for seven years. i also have a hard time handling death, not that anyone has an easy time. my nana died in 1997, and her death effects me the most out of the deaths of my family memebers. i have pushed friends away, and have been in realtionships that have ended badly and ruin friendships. i put too much into realtionships. recently things that have totaled my resolve and self esteem are, my ex told me she doesnt have feelings for me any more, which is hughe, cuz at one time we were madly in love. and my friend who i loved until a ffewweeks ago. i told her that i loved her and she said it back, but she really loves her bf and only said i love u cuz she didnt know what to say. since then, i cry myself to sleep, and contemplate suicide