Well, this is really awkward. I joined this guild a while back out of pure curiosity, never thinking I was a vampire of any sort... now, I still don't think it's absolute, but I'm wondering.

Okay, anyway, I am an empath, I have been for as long as I can remember. I've always been incredibly in-tune with people's energy, never thinking anything of it. But lately I've been wondering if that's it, or if it's really empathy. I don't know if psi-vamps feel emotions, or just feed off energy... frankly, this whole guild confuses me a bit smile ... but it just seems weird. Most empaths say they hide from people, I thrive on people. I need the energy around me, or I feel like crap. Honestly- could just be I'm a little weirdo. I just am not sure.

This is also added to a thirst/hunger that I can't stop no matter what I eat or drink. My parents seem worried that I might be diabetic... maybe so, but I'm not sure. I'm just always thirsty, even after a gallon of water (which I did do once...) and even when I'm "full," I'm hungry. So weird and hard to explain.

Do you guys think that this is a result of things that can be explained by empathy and diabetes, or is this vampirism? I am very confused and a little upset by the idea, I won't lie. I really don't want to have to go through all this, but I don't want not to know either...