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 Posted: Sun Sep 05, 2010 11:25 pm
Srsly. Going from homeschooled internet junkie to being enrolled as a full time student with practically no internet time is a huge ******** change. And I've loved it so far. Well no I miss the s**t out of some people I can't just call up or text. Anywho.
I'm weird with having more friends irl, I haven't had to cancel weekend plans or tell someone that we could hang next weekend because I'm busy this weekend, like ever before. Yes I had that lame of a teenage life.
School itself is interesting. I love what I'm learning, but dislike some of the teachers. You're like 25 and still talking s**t behind students backs, about other students? Grow the ******** up. But I have one amazing teacher, Andre, who makes up for all that BS. We discuss X-Men, special effects make up, Tank Girl, the 90s alternative scene, etc. on a daily basis. I lent him Hackers on Friday, haha.
The only thing I'm really frustrated with at school is the fact that I have a megagay crush on this megababe dude there. Straight guy, badass babe, intelligent musician, genuinely nice, total gamer and star wars fan. At my hair school, s**t you not. s**t sucks because I'll never get that [I've totally dubbed My Lovin' (Never Gonna Get It) by En Vogue as the story of my life song atm, and totally sing the chorus to Story of my Life by Social D when referencing the subject]. 1.) We don't talk all that often, and when we do I get nervous and discuss the two fallback subjects I know he likes and I dig, Boondock Saints and Reach. Lmao. We finally had an effortless music discussion Saturday though. 2.) He's sorta just out of a long relationship, and still trying to be friends with ex-girl. So I'm not just gonna attempt to go for this dude. That's shitty for him, and me. 3.) I'm so socially retarded, especially around super cool dudes, that this is a jumbled mess to me. And 4.) I just don't get the vibe that he's all that interested in being close to me. Like casual friends, but not like "HEY SAM WANNA GO HANG OUT FOR LUNCH?" in the least. Which fkn sucks. But we haven't talked all that much yet, so. I over think and over assume a lot of s**t. That is the girliest thing about me tbh.
And the fact that I'm 19 and still haven't been on a legit date, ever, is getting annoying. Especially when I've stumbled on the rare situation of being in the presence of a dude who is ever so my kinda person. Booo.
I normally don't talk about my non-existent love life in here, but 90% of the threads in here are about dating. So here's my s**t. Though I apologize for the novel length of this post. Goddamn.
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Posted: Mon Sep 06, 2010 11:58 am
Aww Bio :C
You're probably right, be that guy's friend for the moment, but when he's all chill.
Jump on it - There's nothing worse than missing the perfect opportunity, you will hate yourself for years to come.
Trust me.
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Posted: Tue Sep 07, 2010 3:30 pm
Haha, thanks Capn.
I'm just forgetting about that s**t for one hot minute and trying to chill out.
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Posted: Wed Sep 08, 2010 2:43 pm
haha well, you were homeschool, so not having dated isn't as big a deal.
i'm 17 and i've never dated, AND I go to a public school >_____>
Also I totally know how you feel.
After 3 years of being pretty much asexual I'm kinda getting it back and now i have the [almost] hots for TWO guys. AND THEY'RE ALL SO DEEP IN THE FRIENDZONE AUGH.
so it's kinda weird.
man if our lives were animes this would work out so great sad
I guess my only advice is to talk to him more & become a better friend. as in, a close friend. WHO KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN AFTER THAT AMIRITE.
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Posted: Wed Sep 08, 2010 9:33 pm
Homeschooled jungle freak.
Aaaaaanyway, I went to public school all my life have had boyfriends and dates and friends with benefits AND YET I have a hard time talking to boys I like, I get all stuttery and dumb. So it's not just because you're a homeschooled jungle freak.
I will stop making mean girls references now.
In this thread post paragraph sentence screw it, you're a regulation hottie own it
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Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2010 5:26 pm
[color=emo] haha well, you were homeschool, so not having dated isn't as big a deal. i'm 17 and i've never dated, AND I go to a public school >_____> Also I totally know how you feel. After 3 years of being pretty much asexual I'm kinda getting it back and now i have the [almost] hots for TWO guys. AND THEY'RE ALL SO DEEP IN THE FRIENDZONE AUGH. so it's kinda weird. man if our lives were animes this would work out so great sad I guess my only advice is to talk to him more & become a better friend. as in, a close friend. WHO KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN AFTER THAT AMIRITE. YARITEPROBABLY. Dude if our lives were anime, I'd had that sweat bead permanently at my forehead. I already get called Anime Girl at school for my hair. xD;; I guess I'm just frustrated because now I'm in a situation where I'm surrounded by people who are in relationships, that discuss them all the time. And I'm just like "balls". I feel like 12 compared to some of these people, 19 but inexperienced in life. GET THOSE BOYS, BOTH OF THEM. LOOCE YOU PLAYA. <3 Thanks for the support though, good luck in your boy adventures as well. <3333 Rissid: ewmeangirlsewbarfbarfbarf. But thanks. <333 xD;;
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Posted: Fri Sep 24, 2010 6:54 pm
DUDE NECROPOST LOLWUT But srsly, Bio, It's not QUANTITY, it's QUALITY when it comes to boys. It doesn't matter if you've had 29308948 relationships if every single one has been bullshit.
Anyway, I didn't have a "legit relationship" (if we're talking long-term, here) until I was twenty-one, so... that should make you feel better xD~
WHAT I MEAN TO SAY IS YOU'RE BADASS AND I'M SURE IT'S BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE INTIMIDATED BY YOU. And I know that's a bullshit thing that girls always say to each other, but it's true. If you have a lot more "guy" interests et c than "girl" interests, dudes either are a) intimidated by that because they are like "holy s**t she knows wtf I'm talking about omg" or b) gonna put you in the friendzone at first, because talking/relating/all that good stuff comes so naturally, y'know?
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I'M STILL TALKING BECAUSE THIS THREAD IS LIKE A MONTH OLD OOPSLOL.
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Posted: Fri Sep 24, 2010 9:51 pm
Sydneeeey DUDE NECROPOST LOLWUT But srsly, Bio, It's not QUANTITY, it's QUALITY when it comes to boys. It doesn't matter if you've had 29308948 relationships if every single one has been bullshit. Anyway, I didn't have a "legit relationship" (if we're talking long-term, here) until I was twenty-one, so... that should make you feel better xD~ WHAT I MEAN TO SAY IS YOU'RE BADASS AND I'M SURE IT'S BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE INTIMIDATED BY YOU. And I know that's a bullshit thing that girls always say to each other, but it's true. If you have a lot more "guy" interests et c than "girl" interests, dudes either are a) intimidated by that because they are like "holy s**t she knows wtf I'm talking about omg" or b) gonna put you in the friendzone at first, because talking/relating/all that good stuff comes so naturally, y'know? I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I'M STILL TALKING BECAUSE THIS THREAD IS LIKE A MONTH OLD OOPSLOL. What she said.
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Posted: Mon Sep 27, 2010 8:45 am
Bio, you're a pretty damn good looking woman with a pretty strong personality.
Relationships are hard to figure out, but I'm sure you'll find someone. Just because you haven't had one yet doesn't mean s**t about you, you're a cool chick. And worrying over no experience / not having one yet is kinda silly.
Try to enjoy the public school thing and just go with the flow when it comes to boys.
Cause once someone finds out about you, I'm sure you'll have admirers.
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Posted: Tue Sep 28, 2010 4:20 pm
Sydneeeey DUDE NECROPOST LOLWUT But srsly, Bio, It's not QUANTITY, it's QUALITY when it comes to boys. It doesn't matter if you've had 29308948 relationships if every single one has been bullshit. Anyway, I didn't have a "legit relationship" (if we're talking long-term, here) until I was twenty-one, so... that should make you feel better xD~ WHAT I MEAN TO SAY IS YOU'RE BADASS AND I'M SURE IT'S BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE INTIMIDATED BY YOU. And I know that's a bullshit thing that girls always say to each other, but it's true. If you have a lot more "guy" interests et c than "girl" interests, dudes either are a) intimidated by that because they are like "holy s**t she knows wtf I'm talking about omg" or b) gonna put you in the friendzone at first, because talking/relating/all that good stuff comes so naturally, y'know? I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I'M STILL TALKING BECAUSE THIS THREAD IS LIKE A MONTH OLD OOPSLOL. Hey, I only come in here like twice a month, no worries. xD; That makes sense, I've caught sirs in their tracks before with various s**t. "What, you play guitar and you don't even know what kind of guitar you play?" "Uh, electric?" "-facepalm-", etc. THANKS FOR THE REPLY, IT HAS MADE ME FEEL A BIT BETTER. <33333 Panique: Haha, thanks gurrrrl. <333
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