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 Posted: Fri Sep 03, 2010 5:19 pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 28, 2010 10:11 pm
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[GWEN BLOOM][FEMALE][25][5'2.5"100LBS][AUTUMN15][ENGAGED?][STRAIGHT][UNEMPLOYED] I don't think I will ever give up on the past, but is that a problem? Some one once told me it's your past that creates you, but I want more than anything to run away from it. I don't even know who I am, perhaps I'm shy, perhaps I'm confident? I really cannot tell anymore. I've fallen so deep into trying to be what I'm not that what I'm not and what I am is what's me...if that makes sense at all. Well I guess it just depends on what mood I'm in. At heart, I'm timid, lonely, caring and maybe a little self-destructive, but I'm trying to channel that into my hobbies. However, it's really easy for me to act bubbly, and flirty if I want to. You know, after years of doing what I did it's not hard to put on the sex-kitten front. I'm more comfortable there anyway, so maybe it really is who I am. I'm still trying to figure it out, but for now I'm going to go that way.though i'd die to know you love me, i'm all alone •
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likes: jewelry, ribbons, lingerie, wine, whiskey, older men, apple pie, puppies, candles, masquerade masks, cooking, cook books, flowers, the summer, motorbikes
dislikes: prude men, younger men, marshmallows, pomegranates, long letters, frogs
song: stillness is the move
Infancy:I was born Winifred Randall on Autumn 15th to my parents, Rebecca and Finnley Randall. My parents were so proud of me when I was a baby, I hear I was a really good one, except I cried for my mom the moment she stepped away from me. My older brother, Ferris Randall didn't care for me too much, but we became pretty close in childhood.
Childhood: My childhood was pretty normal, my family just became really close knit. My brother and I became inseparable, like two peas in a pod.
Teen Years: Puberty ruined my relationship with my brother and my parents, I can't even explained how it happened to this day. I became distant and rebellious, like a normal teenager, but when I turned fifteen it became too much. I started waitressing at a bar to pay for the clothes and I wanted. Then these guys started hitting on me, they called me 'pretty young thing'. I started to get tipped ridiculous amounts, so I ran away, I figured I could support myself. I haven't talked to my parents since then, it's been six years. I eventually started dating the older men at the bar, some of them let me stay at their houses like a live in girlfriend. I got paid for all of it, and I was living a pretty classy life; all of the men were filthy rich. A few of them even recommended me as a model, I did that for a little bit. Throughout that period I changed my name to Gwen Bloom, because it was sexier, also, I didn't want my real name to get spread around the bars. I wanted to keep secret. I can't help but miss that lifestyle, I should have never given it up.
Adulthood: Things started going down the drain when I began dating this photographer, he pressured me into getting a boob job, and wanted me to do nude shoots with him. I think his name was Dov Carney or something along those lines, I was afraid of him, so I left. I sold a few of my things to rent an apartment, in my legal name. Who was I to know that Ferris was looking for me? He had seen me in a magazine and was concerned about me, or something like that. So he found me, I cried when I saw him, because it was a low point in my life, but I didn't want to leave the city. We moved to some random town, and I refused to give up my ways, but it didn't work. I left without telling my brother and moved to Nirvani, when I tried to have the life of a demure young lady, because it seemed like that's what the world wanted from me. I worked as the school counselor with my old friend Herman, and it was good then. I loved that man. I will never know if his last words were really, "I've always loved you." That was the worst thing that has ever happened to me. But I'm trying to be okay, I just need to live, and live the way I want to... with no repercussions...as Gwen.
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I still carry the baggage of the past, but I've learned to move on a little. I keep memories but that's all I need. I think I'm engaged now. I don't really know. I'm not. I would say I'm just in a relationship, with a wonderful guy named J.M.. He pushes things a little hard sometimes, and can be a little overbearing as far as romance goes, but everyone says that's what people do when they love you. I'm not so sure about that though. Sometimes he acts like he doesn't love me, but is always sure to make it up to me.
It'll be fine in the end though. He is nice.
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 12:28 am
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2010 12:33 am
[JAMES MARCUS SACHS III][MALE][27][5'11"170][WINTER2][STRAIGHT][ENGAGED][PRODUCER/AMATEUR DIRECTOR] you're the only one i want likes: music, dogs, gwen, music videos, children, italian food, bike riding, red hair, pigs, rayban sunglasses, cinnamon rolls,meatloaf
dislikes: soup, cooking shows, pop music, snobs
song: you are the blood
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Posted: Fri Jul 29, 2011 6:24 pm
[MISSY BLOOM] [3 YEAR] [SPRING 10] [FEMALE] likes: cantalope, Gwen, rawhide bones
dislikes: cats, popcorn, squirrels, J.M (he pets me too rough)
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Posted: Fri Jul 29, 2011 6:39 pm
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